I Dont Know Exactly How To Articulate This In A Way Other People Havent But Everything Is Too Fast Now.

i dont know exactly how to articulate this in a way other people havent but everything is too fast now. 24/7 news cycle, online focuses that last for hours instead of months or years, songs written just so ten seconds can go viral. movies and books churned out to meet some nebulous income quota. idk. im motion sick

When you desperately want to write, but your brain thinks everything you type is absolute trash :(

well, you know what? i'm gonna be gentle to myself. whether or not i accomplish things. whether i'm at my one hundred or at my ten percent. whether i'm angry, happy, stressed, anxious or insecure. even when i don't have all the answers or all the hope. even when the world demands more and more of what i can no longer give. even when i disappoint people. even, even, even.

Ayooo, this hits close to home.

it's just... how we all are main characters without knowing, without trying. I saw a little girl in a yellow dress trying to catch a butterfly this morning and she was jumping and giggling with joy, and for those 10 seconds, the universe finally made sense

you’re going to love again, find a job again, create art again, do what you love again, feel powerful again. you’re going to be back on track. i don’t know when, but you are going to feel like yourself again, eventually. this isn’t the end. hang in there.