Scorpio Moon In Composite Is Not For The Easy Breezy Folks

Scorpio moon in composite is not for the easy breezy folks

Composite Scorpio moon

I’m experiencing composite Scorpio moon for the first time and it’s genuinely one of the craziest experiences. 

It kinda feels like Bella and Edward, like I want him so bad and I don’t know why, and I can’t understand why he wants me but we’re magnetized toward each other. It feels too intense like I want to escape but I also crave this kind of intimacy. He’s definitely intense too. And it’s so sexual. The eye contact got me going crazy!

As a disclaimer we have a lot of Pluto influence in our synastry his Pluto is exactly on my 8th house trine my mars square my Venus and moon in his 4th

And my Pluto is opposite his sun Mercury and mars but that’s generational.

Additionally he’s got Saturn and Jupiter in my 12th which I can also really feel so this a very watery synastry.

I’m obsessed and I can’t even stop myself because he so easily fans the fire I’ve read into our synastry and honestly it’s probably not so good it’s more neutral but when I am with him, when I talk to him… god it’s just like everything

The tension is palpable we’ve gone to parties and everyone around us points us out even if we don’t talk it’s just like intense eye contact and everyone knows.

Being around him makes me so… Farrell … like all I want is to touch him and I’m never close enough

It’s almost animalistic like I want to devour him I love biting him and when he bites me.

I can tell that if we had sex it would change the relationship completely and probably for the better because this built up tension literally makes me act out but omg I really like this guy so much and it terrifies me. Every time he calls me and we talk I cry afterward just because he’s so perfect for me and I feel so intensely about him. There’s definitely themes of possessiveness and commitment, and we can never do anything causally. We met the first day and I went off on him for something really stupid and I was being totally possessive over a made up scenario I conjured but I really sent it and we didn’t talk for months and when we started talking again he got a dog and immediately called me after calling me the puppies step mom. Foreplay feels as intense as my best hookups and we haven’t even had sex.

The tension is like unbearable I’m realizing now that it would probably be different if we had sex but I’m afraid I’d literally just fall in love with him if we did and I know this one would fuck me up. I’m in my healing era but this man’s about to make me risk it but I don’t even know if it’s a risk because he is probably really good for me and what I need but I keep fighting it. Bottom line I’m scared.

His eyes are so dark when he talks to me and he can be so serious and it’s so sexy. we can literally be in a room full of people and it feels like it’s just us and everyone at the party was annoyed about it.

The funny thing about how we met is that my friend went to a party to meet his friend but his friend was flirting with every girl there so I was death staring his friend trying to show him I see what he was doing but he was too busy looking at other girls so I looked over at him (the guy I like) and glared with a passion trying to convey a “your friends so messed up for this” kinda look and the random girl I was with said he was giving me “the eyes” and I think that details funny because I was so mad at him and his friend. We ended up going downstairs to talk with my friend and me and him ended up by the balcony looking over the city and immediately I knew the girl I was with was right about him being into me but I thought that was funny cause I was glaring. but she came over to talk to him and he put his arm around my waist and I was sold on him. Taht immediate loyalty I’m only into you was so freaking sexy. Even when I went off on him he said I don’t understand why you think I was treating you like an option I was all up on you in front of everyone and was just overall understanding.

Everything he does evokes a reaction out of me, and part of it is from trauma but he’s uncovering all these fears I didn’t know i had.

I read somewhere that these people need to take breaks from time to time cause it just gets too intense and I feel that but honestly I can never tell if it’s just a break. Or at least for me it’s that and I fixate on if I’ll ever see him again. We’re not talking again, but I needed a little break from the intensity anyway.

PLUTO ASPECTING YOUR SUN AND/OR YOUR RISING

-It sucks when you can’t control every single aspect of how you are perceived. Like I don’t know if it’s just me but I always have felt like people have so many different ideas of who I am and what my life has been like. It’s fine most times because my Pluto trines both my rising and my sun so I don’t think it is too bad or extreme compared to other aspects ya know? I swear I don’t get why people react the way they do to me. It feels like too much. Idk how to explain it but it’s just other people react to me doing something like I’m either some kind of alien or (for a lack of a better words) like I’m a celebrity. I always wonder if my Neptune opposition with my rising has some contributing factor to it. Anyways I just wanted to rant about this because fuck it ya know? I decided to get a haircut and now I feel like a whole different person lol

Disclaimer: I am basing this off of my own experience and honestly if you disagree with me. I would love to hear your opinion. Message me idk it’s up to you

My intense love for scorpio and capricorn placements together

Okay so I have had to come to terms wtih my emotions that get provoked by people with both scorpio and capricorn placements. I believe I can trace this back to my childhood since my mother has a Scorpio mercury and a Capricorn Venus. I would naturally try my best to stay on my mother’s good side so I think it’s funny how now every person I have met that has these placements can affect me in different ways, but together there is something so fucking intense that happens to me (emotionally and physically).

Scorpio placements are an interesting comfort for me. The “energy” that scorpio placements give off tend to make me feel very comfortable. I feel so energized when I meet scorpio placements. It’s a moment because my fourth house is in scorpio so it makes sense why I feel such a comfort right? For instance, my grandma has a scorpio mars and me and her will argue about the most random shit. The thing is that I don’t think the rest of my family understands it entirely. Afterwards my grandma and me will be joking with each other and I feel very close with my grandma. I think people see us disagreeing with each other and think we are mad at each other or something like that. When really it’s just a leo mercury and aries mercury communicating, so there is a lot of passion behind our words. I bring this up as an example because I have always admired my grandma’s passion and comforted by her ability to take charge and speak up when it is needed.

I do feel like her planets and how they are placed in my houses does help me and her bond very well. Her sun is either in my second or third house, and her moon is in my ninth house. If anyone knows more about the sun house synastry I would love to know more about it. But emotionally I have felt like I do expand due to her influence on me. I say that cause the ninth house is usually ruled by sag and sag rules jupiter. Jupiter is all about expansion and learning I think so yeah. Anyways her mercury is in my first house, her venus is in my third house, and her mars is in my fourth house.

Now let me compare that to my reaction to Capricorn placements

Capricorn is in my sixth house so I have had many experiences bonding with capricorn placements. Now the bond isn’t always the most positive or healthy but it is a bond nonetheless. I also want to preface this by saying that my south node is in my sixth house and in capricorn so even though I am pulling my info from my own experiences. I am still not sure how much will resonate since I think the nodes do contribute to my reactions to capricorn placements and such.

Moving on capricorn placements as a whole affect me. For instance, my boyfriend has a mars in capricorn. His way of doing things is definetly a bit different than me with my mars in sag. When he wants to do something he is very consistent and focused. He wants to become better at that thing and usually he doesn’t change or move onto working on something else for a while. Now comparing that to me who is fasincated in learning so much that sometimes I am working on one thing while learning a completly different thing. I tend to move onto things back and forth multiple times but that doesn’t always mean I am completly dropping that thing I was doing earlier. Idk if that makes any sense but yeah.

I do admire his will to be consistent. The only issue that comes up is when we are doing something together that don't really I want to do. Right now I am learning how to drive and he is helping me out with it. There are a couple of times where I will get so stressed out by driving that I will want to stop it. Now he won’t force me or anything like that to continue if I am not comfortable it. Instead he will talk to me through it all very logically and not exactly with the level of expression of passion I am used to. Like he has said to me that the reason he learned how to drive was because “he didn’t want to rely on anyone”. Now that is a perfectivily great reason but that was it. Idk it just felt very earth mars behavior imo.

Let me do another example. Now this one is about someone who didn’t have a scorpio placement but had a capricorn sun. We would work fine in a group but even though they had a taurus moon (I love taurus moons bruh) we didn’t act like buddy buddy. I became a bit more toned down and it was interesting because I met them through a theatre class. Actually I don’t think we really interacted much unless it was class related, but I do believe meeting and interacting with them affected me and my work ethic. I became more focused and overall like a leader rather than a “follower”. I am more or less just a person who helps where it is needed but sometimes I just do my own thing because I hate the idea of following orders from someone I don’t respect on a professional level. Anyways I’ll try to make another post to elaborate on this topic. Time to check for typos or any errors oof bruh

Talk to you guys soon :)

Astro observations

-I swear I love Libra placements. I thought at first it had to do with my fire dominance in my chart, but what I have found out is that if someone has an air placement in either the moon or mars that has caused me some interesting interactions with them. I have wondered if that has to do with Libra being in my third house but I don’t really click with air moons and to a smaller degree air mars. It’s not like I have any bad blood with them it’s more like it takes me awhile to warm up to them.

- You will either love a sag Mercury or hate them. They say some of the most random out of pocket shit but I don’t think you could hate them entirely ya know? Like for me at least I find them interesting asf to talk to but I know that I gotta keep them in check about their shit sometimes. I think for some people that shit would get annoying real quick. Especially if you don’t have any fire placements you would probably get annoyed with a sag Mercury. Honestly it depends on the rest of the chart as well ya know?

-Anyways, Neptune aspecting Venus people are honestly delusional. Like why do I continue to fantasize random ass scenarios of me and my boyfriend. Like I’ll wake up at 3 in the morning and I gotta write down a whole ass song I had in my head which I’m not sure even exist so I write it down just to look it up later. Most times I can’t find the song bruh…I don’t know if that’s just me but my mars in my fifth house along with my Pluto really get me going creatively bruh.

Let me know what you guys think.

I was going to title this my “unpopular opinions on Astro placements” but honestly I'm not sure if any of them will be unpopular. Anyways here we go.

-Scorpio placements are not as intuitive as some people say they are. Idk if it's just the Scorpio placements I have met but they just get shit wrong. Like no I am not mad at you I just disagreed with you on something. If I didn't like you or was mad at you it would be far more obvious than just a change in the tone of my voice or closed off body language. One time I had a person just stop talking to me because they assumed I didn't want to talk to them anymore. How did they get that idk...It was so weird bro.

Look at your 4th and 6th house and what sign is in them. Honestly look at the planets you have in them while you are at it. I have mine in Scorpio and Capricorn with my 6th house containing my Neptune. Now I tend to have an interesting attachment to people with Scorpio and Capricorn placements. Separately I will feel alright but when someone has both signs in their big six or whatever I get confusing emotions. Let me go into my examples...

My mother has a Scorpio mercury and Capricorn placement and I didn't get an emotional attachment like you would expect. I came to the realization that I don't love her a couple of years ago. When I was younger I would talk to my mom and such more out of my need for safety which meant to keep my mother in a good mood. Not because I found her as comforting or safe. I don't know about you but I didn't want to accept the idea that I didn't love my mother at first. But it pains me because when I was younger I felt that the reason I did so much for my mother emotionally was because I loved and cared for her, but as I have grown up that was not true. I know that sounds odd but it's just how it is.

Anyways there is also my boyfriend who has a Scorpio sun, mercury, and rising. Along with a Capricorn mars and I felt this intense feeling of comfort and trust with him when I first met him. Which I can't lie confused and worried the fuck out of me. Anyways I love him and that is that. I believe even if we broke up for whatever reason I would still want him in my life because I have made him a part of my family.

Another fun fact about me or even with the houses. I have my south node in Capricorn and in my 6th house. I would love to know if anyone had some interesting bonds with people who have placements with their nodes.

In conclusion (of that whole rambling) Look at the fourth house and the house where your south node resides in and please tell me some of the experiences you have had with people with signs in those placements.

Every cardinal sign (Aries, Capricorn, Libra, and Cancer) is a little bitch. Lol jk maybe...

Virgo moon vibes

-A blue book with a lot of creases in the pages.

-Having grey hair by the age of 12

-Either loving or hating receiving gifts (there is no in between)

-Constant subtle fidgeting

-Mashed potatoes and gravy

-Gazing at the stars out their window

-Losing track of time yet somehow still manage their time wonderfully

That’s all I got for now ✨