After Quite A Long Time, I Feel Its Time To Dedicate Some (messy) Words To This Amazing Masterpiece,

After quite a long time, I feel it’s time to dedicate some (messy) words to this amazing masterpiece, which has gained a very special place in my heart.

Sorry if this gets be messy, I always get really emotional and I tend to overthink when it comes to this serie.

After a terrible heartbreak that has left his heart torn and bleeding, Jungkook (character based off her previous work - if you haven’t read it yet, do yourself a favour and do it right now; you can’t even imagine what you’re missing out on) is a living mess.

His life is now marked by bad decisions, hopelessness, regret, one night stands and an alcohol addiction - not to mention him being a busy ceo and all he has to go through with his family.

Everything feels like suffocating him and he just can’t take it anymore; that’s until he stumbles across Y/N, a sex worker in a club.

The encounters of those two at her workplace, in which they both always have a full mask on, are always more frequent, and it takes really little for JungKook to develope feelings for her.

Those feelings are clouded, though; hidden in a haze he can’t get out of because of his past lover still haunting his thoughts.

Y/N’s life ain’t better, marked by a dark and hurtful past.

Jungkook’s character is so needy, so small and fragile, finding difficulties in coping with his own weaknesses and emotions.

I love how is character develops, fighting his addiction, letting himself be and growing more confident about his feelings and his worth.

Y/N is scared at first, so she tries to put distance between her and Jk; despite her trying, they are just meant to be.

They complete and help each other grow, going through a “toxic relationship” phase but coming out of it together and stronger than they’ve ever been.

Both of them care deeply for each other that they go through so much pain for one another: her having to cope with his addiction and insecurities, him being understanding (to a certain extent) of her job and giving her time to adjust to a romantic relationship.

With each other they discover what real love is, what being loved and appreciated feels like, how people should validate your emotions and needs.

Some chapters really gave me chills and made me tear up, Sibi’s writing is so powerful that you can’t help it but empathise with her characters.

Do not even get me started on the smut scenes cause, oof damn girl you so freaky, I’ve loved every word of it plus all the emotions and comfort they still gave me…. chef kiss

This fic is a journey through.... I don’t know what, I haven’t quite wrapped my head around it yet.... hope? Rescue? Finding oneself? Gaining trust in other people? Overcoming one’s weaknesses? Loving?

I haven’t find the answer yet, and I honestly think there is no answer that needs to be searched.

To me, it’s a coming of age fiction and you need to read it to see things from another perspective.

My dear Sibi, please never stop writing and gifting me with these incredible emotions you make me feel with your masterpieces, you have taught me so much about life you have no idea.

“When two souls, with different reasons for why life has broken them, find together, it needs a whole lot of a luck and a little bit of fate to make them see that maybe healing together isn’t as bad as it sounds.” 

Pairing: CEO!Jungkook x Sexworker!Reader 

Genre: Strangers to Lovers!AU, BDSM, Hurt and Comfort, Smut, Romance, Fluff, Angst

Warnings: This story contains unhealthy coping methods in the form of alcohol and excessive sex & trying to get over said addictions. As well as very sexually explicit scenes, suicidal thoughts and swearing. If you are sensitive to such topics, I advice you read with care.

Wordcount: 172.242

~ Spin-Off to I Hate You, I Love You ~

#01 - Waking Up

#02 - Chance Meetings 

#03 - Escaping Hell

#04 - Happy Once 

#05 - Feeling Shitty 

#06 - Chance Meetings 

#07 - Searching

#08 - One Date 

#09 - Can’t Without You 

#10 - It’s The Little Steps That Count 

#11 - Broken 

#12 - Worth Getting Better For 

#13 - Two Months

#14 - Birthday Boy

#15 - Charity Case 

#16 - Worth Staying Better For

#01 - Cutie in his Ripped Blue Jeans

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↳ Index [Chapter 04 - Happy Once]

Genre: Smut, Fluff, soft Angst

Warnings: BDSM, subby masochist!Jungkook, hard dom!reader, abduction roleplay, kinda a corrruption roleplay too?, chains, whips, leather floggers, use of a vibrating buttplug, she also straps a vibrator to his cock, multiple forced orgasms, the fluffiest aftercare, also Koo opens up to her and it’s emotional :(, bro I’m crying

Wordcount: 7.3k

a/n: hahaha I am ✌🏻🥲

Bunny was late tonight. You’ve been waiting for him for twenty minutes now. You shouldn’t mind. Even if he is late his money will still be booked from his account. But you mind, because he sounded very exhausted last week and you were worried that he let something happen to him.

It was the sixth week he fell asleep with you and he cried in your arms again. It should have weirded you out, but you just felt pity for him. You knew the type of cry he did. You did it many nights as well, hugging your pillow and wishing for another person to hold you.

Tonight he was late. Twenty five minutes already. It made you worry. Maybe he finally had enough and found a way to end it. That thought worried you. He was a stranger, yes, but you started to care for him. At least like a business person cares for another business person (that’s what you told yourself late at night when he appeared in your thoughts and haunted you until you forced yourself asleep).

Knock. Knock. Knock.

“Come in!”

Bunny steps through the threshold with big steps. He locks the door like he always does and then turns to you. He is wearing a turtleneck tonight and high waisted bell bottoms. It looks peculiar to see him out of a suit, peculiar but hot. You liked his waist in the clothes, dainty, perfect to grab and ruin. He also seems to stand straighter than last week, which was always a good sign with him because if he doesn’t feel good his back begins hunching. He isn’t hunching right now, as a matter of fact it almost seems as if he was posing for you.

“Hey there, sexy getup”, you greet him.

“You think so? I tried something new tonight”, he explains, twisting and turning a little to show off the outfit. His butt looks amazing, hot damn.

“You look like that one meme of Dwayne the Rock.”

“Wow thanks”, he murmurs and then laughs.

Continua a leggere

Such a lovely serie! 😊  it’s been so entertaining following the adventures of our boy tae and y/n from college to parenthood. tae bestest husband and father, being so caring, loving and understanding; he made me so soft 🥺 Ugh the sequel killed me, poor boy tae.

Thank you so much for this fic, I’ve really enjoyed it☺️🥰

perfectly wrong | masterlist

summary: there were rules that had to be followed: no one could know about you two, there was no ‘getting to know each other,’ and there was absolutely no emotional attachment allowed. if this could be done, there should be no complications. but somehow, the rules always get bended.

pairing: reader x fuckboy!kth

genre: college au | fluff, angst, smut

warnings: unprotected sex, oral (f. receiving), hickeys, mentions of unhealthy relationships, cussing / mature language, dirty talking, mentions of insecurities, jealousy, fighting, alcohol consumption, smoking, unrequited love kind of stuffs, tae is a fuckboy and says whatever the hell he wants to say sometimes, etc. (individual warnings for each chapter will be included)

notes: title taken from shawn mendes’ perfectly wrong. this is cross-published on my wattpad account (nikkitynaakks) and there are currently more chapters published there than here, but there may be some slight editing to each chapter since i’m always down to revise/improve things!

intro

chapter one

chapter two

chapter three

chapter four

chapter five

chapter six

chapter seven

chapter eight

chapter nine

chapter ten

chapter eleven

chapter twelve

chapter thirteen

chapter fourteen

chapter fifteen (final)

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