Caroline-Maria, 24, french writer & book cover artist. Requests: closed. My novels - My masterlist - buy me a ko-fi please 💜 - my rules - My AO3: BetrayedWriter
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Hey, I'm Looking For Someone In Europe To RP In The Resident Evil Universe
Hey, I'm looking for someone in Europe to RP in the Resident Evil universe 🥰
If you're interested, you can send me a message 😊
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More Posts from Causeimhappinesss
EDIT : I wrote it here
I need someone to write a Corey Cunningham x reader one shot or series in which he gets his girlfriend pregnant. But since he's too scared of his mom, he doesn't tell her and doesn't fully take his responsibilities. Because of this, the reader breaks up with him. After the accident, he's gonna go after her, kidnaps her and the baby, etc.
Why am I not writing this? I'm lacking time and I'm too focused on my own novels 🫠
SO PLEASE. I NEED THIS ASAP. 🙏🏻
(sorry for any mistakes, English isn't my first language, I'm french lol)
Could someone write a Joel x reader fanfic with a reader who has generalized anxiety disorder (and even depression)? I really need this 🥺🙏
Heavy on The Heart
Pairing: Joel Miller x Reader
Summary: Since the fall, the readers been struggling with her mental health and, given the state of the world, there's not a lot of resources for them. But they didn't have Joel when it first fell, now they do.
Warnings: Mental health struggles, sadness, angst but happyish ending.
Word Count: 1.2k
A/n: There was a need for this character apparently so I decided to take it upon myself and write it for the lovely @causeimhappinesss!
On days like these, the world just seems bleaker than other days.
Its the feeling of water in my lungs when I first wake up, a gasping, clearing my throat, uncomfortable feeling that sits in the front of my mind- clear your throat one more time, y/n, it'll go away. But it never does. Instead it gets worse, travels from your heart to your lungs, your life devoted muscle pumping suddenly at the speed of life and banging against your ribs.
Between the drowning feeling and the motorboat running rampant in my chest, it's like a can't breathe, can't afford to get out of bed because it'll just get worse with every step away from my bed that I take.
I know that Joel will be coming soon, picking me up so we can go on runs for the low life's of the city, trading worthless things for things that could eventually help us get to Tommy, to get to safety. But the thought of seeing him makes me want to cry and the thought of having to put a brave face on and fake being completely and utterly miserable and anxious- it makes me more miserable and more anxious.
The knock on my door has me rolling away from it, deciding to face the window instead so the first thing Joel sees aren't the dark bags beneath my eyes and the scowl on my lips. Our frowns will at least match.
He steps into my apartment, I can hear the thick boots thudding against the wood floor until he enters my room cautiously, fingers rapping against the wall as he clears his throat. I give him a simple hum of acknowledgment and my heart begins to beat faster as I watch him step around the bed, eyes finally meeting mine.
"Hey." He whispers, sitting down beside me on the bed with a simple tilt of his head, looking over me with a soft, worried expression. "You okay?" He asks and he reaches out to rest his hand on my hip through the blanket, just his touch makes me want to fold into myself and cry.
"Not feeling up to the run today." I mutter with a tremble, my lip shaking as a cold sweat shines on my body. "You and Tess can go without me." I wave him off, pulling my blanket further up onto my shoulders as I snuggle further into the safety of my bed, wishing nothing but to sink into my mattress completely.
"What're you feelin'?" He asks, leg bouncing nervously.
"I don't want to talk about it." My once sad mood turns sour and I begin to feel angry at Joel for asking me so many questions and it makes me more angry to be angry at Joel for no reason. He doesn't know any better, he's just worried but for some reason by brain chooses to be annoyed by his affection that he rarely shows in the first place.
"Okay." He nods sternly but there's a sense of disapproval in his eyes as he gazes down at me. "But you can," he pauses, rubbing circles into my hip with a soft smile, "talk about it, I mean."
"I know, Joel." I sigh, clutching the blankets to me as I sit up, his eyes suddenly widening at my sudden closeness. His arm adjusts, wrapping around my waist to keep me propped up against him, my fingers busying themselves with messing with the buttons on his jacket. "Sometimes I just wake up and have this elephant sitting on my chest. Especially when I think about leaving the apartment. I just wanna stay here." I let out a sign of relief at my own confession, happy that I had the guts to actually admit it to him of all people. We're not the biggest on feeling things, especially with each other. "It's just hard to exist when the worlds like this."
"You're scaring me." He says suddenly, his voice dropping an octave or two at the fear in my own voice.
"I'll be okay." I smile sadly. "Think I'm in an anxious funk."
"You sound fuckin' depressed." He laughs sadly, reaching up to brush some hair from my eyes, thumb lingering against my cheekbone as I just give him a simple shrug, not knowing what to say.
"Don't make fun of me." I tease and I reach out to shove him playfully.
"I'm not, I promise." He whispers, my whole body relaxing into his touch and the way his eyes look over me, as if I'm protected just by his affectionate, caring, worried gaze. "I'll tell Tess to go at it alone. I'll stay here with you." He goes to get up but I reach out to grab his hand in mine, suddenly feeling a bit of a pep to my step as I begin to think about a day at home with Joel, all to myself.
"Yeah?" I ask with a sigh of relief.
"You seem excited." He chuckles, patting my cheek before making his way to his feet, backing up slowly. "Hold your horses, Tess is out in the hallway. Let me go tell her, alright?" He offers with his hands up in surrender and I nod, sitting with my hands folded in my lap but he gives me a firm gesture to rest. "Lay down."
"I'll wait for you." I nod, falling back onto the bed to get comfortable once more, watching until Joel is out of my sight and I can hear them talking out in the hallway.
I can only imagine how this makes me look in Tess's eyes, maybe weak, stupid, the lesser woman, but I can't find it in me to care when I know that I'll have Joel with me, all day, taking care of me and making sure I get through the day.
"Thank you." I tell Joel when he comes back and he's smiling at me with a cute tilt of his head.
"For?" He grunts an old man grunt as he slides down into the bed beside me, holding an arm out to me so I can slide into his side, curving my body against his and I lay my head on his chest, finally back where I've belonged for days.
"Caring about me." I draw circles on his skin through his flannel, ignoring the heat that's rising to my cheeks.
"Don't gotta thank me." He whispers against my hairline and tugs me further against himself, clinging onto me like I matter to do. Because I do. "I care for you like I think about breathing-I don't think, I just do."
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How would Wesker decide the perfect mate?
This is a mystery that only Scooby-Doo can solve, but I want to try to answer it. I didn’t know if you wanted a headcanon or a simple answer, so I wrote a very small "headcanon":
Wesker needs a s/o who’s naive, not too sociable (not a lot of friends) and doesn’t ask too many questions, so he can manipulate her. In the same time, it helps to hide as long as he can what he does for a living and some power
He’s a dominant man in bed and in his everyday life with his partner, because he wears the pants! So, his mate has to be submissive
Albert is an old man with old perceptions of a couple, so it could be even better if his partner can cook and is a gourmet
A younger one, as he gets older, he’s into younger women
Needs an intelligent and cultured partner. You mix up well known countries on a map? You’re already losing points
(English isn't my native language (I'm french), so you can correct me if you spot somes mistakes)
Loved your latest writing! How do you think Wesker would be as a father?
I just published it! ;)