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Oooo And Do You Have Any Thoughts? Soft Or Hard Honestly

oooo and do you have any thoughts? soft or hard honestly

umm yeah i do actually😌

you know how taehyun has been into cooking lately i can imagine him cooking me a nice fancy home cooked meal for our anniversary with some nice fancy expensive wine and you know one thing leads to another😘

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ā™” :: soobin

his filthy fucking mouth. he drives you absolutely insane with his words, and you’re never prepared for it. your sweet bf who still gets nervous to hold your hand months after being together, who still blushes when you tell him you love him, gets you in bed and tells you every single depraved thought rattling around in that dome of his. he’s an entirely different person in the bedroom, his eyes change and it’s like he has 60 hands all over you at once. that paired with his giant cock, your mind has completely melted by the time he’s done with you.

ā™” :: yeonjun

the positions he puts you in. specifically, how he likes to fold you in half where your ankles are behind your ears so he can get really, really deep in you. and you swear you feel it for days, you’re hanging out with friends and it feels like he’s still buried in you somehow. and his stamina is insane, so expect multiple rounds where you’re folded up like a goddamn pretzel. his stroke game is magnificent too, oof. manages to fuck you so deep, but not deep enough that it hurts. it’s like he knows exactly where you need him to be.

ā™” :: beomgyu

his moans are playing on loop in your brain 25/8. he’s loud, unashamedly so, and he definitely lets you know how good you’re doing. how warm and tight you are, how good you feel around him. it’s kind of adorable really because he turns into a whining mess by the time he’s getting ready to cum. just burying his face in your neck whimpering and babbling on and on. similar to soobin, he also has a filthy mouth but he’s much meaner. calls you every synonym for slut ever created, holds your legs open and wants you to watch him sink into you.

ā™” :: taehyun

his absolutely searing touch. we all know he’s really strong and sometimes when he’s overwhelmed by you he can’t help but to hold on really tightly to you. he’s leaving finger marks on your waist, scratch marks on your ass. he’s definitely a biter too, leaving all sorts of love marks over your neck and collarbone (and even your chest). you wouldn’t have thought him to be to be so possessive but the bedroom is about the only place he lets that part of him free.

ā™” :: hueningkai

he’s so sweet and soft with you and it makes you shiver to think about. his light touches and his sincere words. he says things that make you feel like you’re going to be loved forever, things that make you wanna brag and tell your friends. kind of similar to taehyun except he isn’t super rough, he’s actually so gentle that you feel it that night as you’re falling asleep. he just fills you with so much warmth and joy no matter what, it’s insane. what a sweet boy.

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What do we do from here

What Do We Do From Here

Huening Kai Ɨ Afab reader , unedited , poorly written , Huekai is a huge jerk.

6k words.

It's nearly midnight and I'll probably delete this again in the morning bc it sucks šŸ¤·ā€ā™€ļø

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Hatred, it's an emotion not many people truly experience. Similar to dislike or disgust, of which it's often mistaken for. And you, you were one of the people lucky enough to experience hatred.

"You don't hate him," your parents would scold you when you were younger "you may dislike him, but not hate.. it's impossible to hate someone,"

But they were wrong, the feelings you harboured for him were stronger than that of enmity, you'd even go as far as to say, stronger than hate. He was the bane of your entire existence. He had been for as long as you'd known each other.

At the age of seven, his family moved to the house across the street. Which wasn't a problem in itself, but once both your parents and his decided it'd be the smart choice to force you to play together, then it became a problem.

He never wanted to play the games you wanted too, it was always his games. Pirates and princesses (in which you'd be tied to a tree for an hour whilst he "fought" off other pirates), cops and robbers (in which he'd catch you immediately and lock you in "jail" for 20 minutes) and of course, explorers (which involved you getting eaten to death in every situation possible, lions, snakes, sharks. You named it, you'd been eaten by it).

At the age ten, he couldn't help but search through your room whilst you helped your parents clean up, by the time you got back, all your toys were mutilated beyond repair, each doll you owned had been missing limbs, each stuffed animal torn open, pages from your diary had been removed and your mirror had been smashed into one million pieces.

At thirteen, he learnt of your crush on Kang Taehyun, his best friend. By the end of the week, you'd been publicly humiliated when Taehyun told you he had no interest in ever being with you in front of the whole class, much to the delight of other.

At fifteen, he managed to destroy any slither of confidence you had left.

"Didn't you hear y/n? No one is planning on asking you to the school dance, they don't want to be seen with someone like you,"

"Like me?"

"You know? Ugly?"

At seventeen, he crashed your birthday party and ruined your chances to finally make a name for yourself by telling the entirety of the party goers that you, a seventeen year old, still hadn't had your first kiss. Obviously, it wasn't a big deal but at the time, it felt like your world was over.

It was safe to say you hated Huening Kai, and it was warranted. He made your entire childhood hell, and still strived to destroy you during your adult years.

—

Now, at twenty, you'd finally made a name for yourself. A name that Kai, the devil himself couldn't dictate. You'd graduated top of your class (beating out Huening Kai), had been scouted by one of the most prestigious Universities in the area, found yourself a great apartment just outside the city and finally had an amazing group of friends. You were finally on top of your own life, which is why, when you heard that your father had fallen ill, you felt your entire world begin to crack again.

Suddenly, you moved out of your apartment and back home to look after your father. You were juggling the constant stress of university as well as the looming feeling of your father's degrading health and it was getting a lot. The only plus side? Huening Kai wasn't around, he'd moved to another city the second he got the chance, leaving his family, friends and you behind. Not that you were one to complain about his absence.

It was also within this time that Taehyun, who you weren't too close to growing up (due to the fact he crushed your heart), became close, always insisting on coming over to help out with your father. He'd explained when you first moved back, that he felt terrible for the way he treated you and wanted to make it up to you because you really didn't seem as bad as Kai had made you out to be.

It was insane to think that someone as evil as Huening Kai could have had such a sweet person as their best friend, but alas, it was true.

"Do you need any help cleaning up?" Your dad asked softly, watching as you began to stack dishes next to the sink, in order to clean later, your father had decided that you should host a party, so you could meet up with your friends. He maintained that the key to his health was to see you have fun.

"No dad, I'll be fine, just rest, okay? Taehyun will be over in about a half hour to help out, then I'll take you to your friend's place" you smiled, turning to face him.

Except it wasn't half an hour, or even an hour, Taehyun hadn't even showed up by the time guests had started to arrive.

By the time the sun had began to set, you still hadn't heard from him. Which was beyond worrying, which is why you decided to call him.

The first few rings felt like an eternity,the loud music making it near impossible to hear if he'd picked up, which is why you couldn't help but gasp in relief when you finally heard his voice.

"Hello?"

"Where are you? Everyone is already here! Is everything okay?" You were met with a sting of silence from the phone "Hello? Taehyun?"

"I'm so sorry Y/n, something came up and I had to collect something.. I'll be there soon, I promise,"

Before you could reply, the phone cut off, leaving you even more confused than before.

By the time you'd gotten outside, away from your friends who were acting as if they were teenagers again, you noticed Taehyun pull up across the street, his car door finally opened to reveal both Taehyun and someone else.

Had Taehyun brought a date?

As the two people walked closer to your house, it soon became obvious that Taehyun hadn't invited a girl, no, instead it was something much worse. He'd brought the last person you'd wanted to see.

Huening Kai.

Plastering the most realistic smile you could muster onto your face, you greeted the two of them. First Taehyun, who gave you the most apologetic look imaginable, mumbling something along the lines of "I'm sorry, he came into town last night and I couldn't not spend time with him,"

Then Kai, who held the biggest shit eating smirk plastered on his face. "You look great Y/n! What'd you do with yourself? Lose some weight? It really suits you," He chimed, pulling you into a hug, it gave you very little time to notice the changes Kai had went through since the last time you'd seen him, it did give you enough time to notice the way his had rested against the small of your back, squeezing it gently.

"Seriously, I can see what Taehyun meant when he said you've changed," he hummed, breaking the hug to watch you stare at a bashful Taehyun in shock.

By the time you'd lead them into the house, Huening Kai had already managed to tell Taehyun an embarrassing story about the love letters you'd written in your journals as a kid.

"You don't understand Taehyun, she was obsessed with you.. it was honestly kind of pathetic,"

---

"You're not going to join us for drinks?" Taehyun asked, watching you as you passed him and Kai a drink each.

"I've lost my appetite.." you muttered, stealing a glance at Kai as he downed the cup in seconds, you hated the way you watched his apples adam bob as he swallowed the contents of the cup "I'll just be up in my room, come up if you need me," you smiled softly, holding onto Taehyun's arm momentarily before pressing a soft kiss to his cheek before disappearing upstairs to your room.

--

It was a few hours before you heard a knock at your door, watching it intently as Taehyun appeared to tell you that the party had died down.

He let himself in, humming softly as he sat at the edge of the bed. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Kai coming.. he told me not too, wanted it to be a surprise, or something, I don't know," he mumbled, his voice laced with guilt as he stole a glance from you, "it was kind of a dick thing for me to do, knowing how bad he treated you and all,"

"It's fine, really.. it just caught me off guard," You frowned, making your way next to him, the door was left open, allowing a soft breeze to sweep through your room, giving you an excuse to curl up to the raven haired boy. "Plus, I wouldn't have had a problem with him being here if he didn't decide to tell you about the love letters," you let out a stifled laugh as you glanced up at him, taking the moment to admire him. His skin seemed to be glowing under the soft glow of your bedroom light and you couldn’t deny the fact he looked stunning.

"I know right, it was pretty embarrassing to hear," he cooed, holding back an obvious laugh. You watched as his lips twitched into a smile as he looked down at you.

" Oh shut up!" You howled, pushing him slightly. Taehyun wasn’t that much taller than you, a few inches at best, but the way his face seemed to settle into his usual solemn look made you feel tiny compared to him.

" Seriously Y/n,ā€ His voice was soft yet stern, in a way that sent chills down your spine, ā€œif I didn't have him looming over my shoulder.. I wouldn't have minded dating you,"

Suddenly, you realised how silent it was, the only noise coming from the distant speakers downstairs that seemed to be getting quieter each minute and the engines of those who believed they weren't intoxicated to the point it'd be illegal to drive.

" You wouldn't have?" You took notice of the way your voice seemed to waver as the words escaped your mouth.

"I thought you were beautiful! I still do!"

" You do?" You were almost certain that it was just the alcohol in his system talking, but you couldn't help but feel giddy as he continued to ramble on.

" Of course I do Y/n! Why do you think I spend so much time with you? It's because I like you," His confession was messy and didn’t really make sense to you but it didn’t seem to stop your heart from swelling as you studied his face. The silence from before grew so much louder as he stared back at you, you watched as the corner of his lips twitched up into a half-lipped smile, it was almost as if everything you’d ever wished for had fallen into place and what you thought was impossible was finally happening.

You watched as he inched closer to you, his hands pressing down against your thighs as he pressed his lips against yours.

This is what you'd waited for your entire life. This felt right.

The kiss itself was far from perfect, Taehyun was seemingly more eager than you were, his hands moving from your thighs to around your waist in order to pull you on top of him with a small yelp from you, your hands couldn't help but to find their way to his raven coloured hair as the kiss seemingly got more intense.

This was not how you planned for tonight to go, although, you weren't upset

It wasn't until you heard the noise of a dish smashing downstairs that you were pulled to your senses.

"What was that?" You mumbled, staring at Taehyun as you moved off of his lap.

"What was what?" He mumbled, grabbing your hand, which, from what you could tell, was an attempt to pull you back.

"I heard someone down stairs,"

"Oh, it'll be fine, it's probably just Kai,"

You stare at Taehyun for a moment, frowning slightly. "I'm going to check, I need to wash up anyway,"

"Right.. I'll just go home then?" You had trouble ignoring the obvious hesitance in his voice.

"No no, stay here," you smiled, getting up from the bed. "I'll be back soon" You smiled, pressing a kiss to his cheek.

You walked downstairs in silence, your head too clouded for you to make a single noise, instead, you just slipped into the kitchen, wanting to get upstairs as soon as possible.

The kitchen was empty, absent from the plate you swore you'd heard smash, absent from Huening Kai. All that was present were the stack of crockery that had been there all night. "I suppose I better start cleaning,"

You wouldn't have even been halfway through cleaning when you felt a presence in the doorway.

"Taehyun?"

"You know, I didn't realise you were still living here," A voice (who obviously wasn't Taehyun) rung through the kitchen as you focused on washing the collection of dishes that had accumulated from the meal beforehand.

"I thought, by what? Twenty? You'd be living away from your parents, I guess I was wrong," his voice was snide and leaked the venom it always did when he was around you, it made you feel sick. In all your years, you'd never once thought Huening Kai would stoop this low. You knew full well he was aware of everything happening in your life right now, yet he still decided to be a complete dick to you.

"And what was that before, not drinking with Taehyun and I? It seemed rather disrespectful to me," His voice seemed closer than before, and you couldn't help but curse under your breath as the small ceramic bowl you'd been cleaning slipped out of your hands and back into the sink.

Why was he still here?

"And what's this?" He hissed, his hands gripping the counter top on both sides of you, his voice barely above a whisper as he leaned closer to your ear "you're ignoring me? How rude, probably thinking about Taehyun, huh?"

In all honesty, you had no idea what was happening or what you were thinking about, why Kai was suddenly being so weird? Wou couldn't stop focusing on his hands? Why Taehyun had completely escaped your mind for the first time in what seemed like months.

You couldn't help but let out a soft breath as you tried to focus on the dishes, but even that was proving impossible.

"Still not gonna acknowledge me?"

You let out yet another stuttered breath "you broke the plate?" You muttered, your eyes shutting momentarily "why?"

"Why?" He laughed at your question, as if the answer was obvious. "Why do you think so?"

The entire situation was strange to you, the last time you'd seen Huening Kai, he'd 'accidentally' spilt his lattƩ on your blouse and insisted you buy him another for wasting his. The last time you'd seen him, his hair wasn't bleach blonde and he definitely wasn't this confident.

This wasn't the Huening Kai you grew up with. This wasn't the Huening Kai who made you cry every other day.

This Huening Kai had completely corrupted your thoughts within a matter of minutes.

You couldn't help but turn around to face him, your eyes flicking up to his face to take notice of his seemingly more refined face. He had a few spots of acne here and there but that almost made him more attractive.

"I don't know Kai, why did you?"

He looked down at you, almost in disbelief.

"You really don't know?" He scoffed, leaning closer to you "I mean, you did kiss my best friend,"

"You're telling me you smashed a plate because I kissed Taehyun? How mature Kai," you scoffed, rolling your eyes slightly.

"No," he mused, leaning in even closer (if that were possible) " I smashed the plate because Taehyun kissed you, knowing full well your meant to be mine,"

You couldn't even process what he'd said before he pressed his lips on yours, in what you could only say was a kiss that had been ten times more desperate than the one you shared with Taehyun. You found it insane the way his hands found their way to your waist in a matter of seconds, pulling you closer to him. There was a level of eagerness you hadn't experienced earlier in the night, an eagerness that excited you more than anything, an eagerness you should have had for Taehyun.

"What the fuck," you mumbled, pulling away to stare at him, "What was that for?"

The blonde couldn't seem to find an answer, it was as if a flick had switched inside of him, because the Kai standing Infront of you now, was the one you knew. He was the one who'd made your life hell. "Why'd you kiss back?" He smirked, his hands finally leaving your waist to cup your face, wiping away your now smudged lipstick.

Now it was you who couldn't seem to find an answer, your mind was racing to find some sort of an answer, but it, just like everything else that evening, seemed impossible.

"Right," He scoffed, stepping to the side "go back up to Taehyun,"

And you did, you rushed upstairs within a split second, not bearing to even think about what happened mere minutes ago between you and Kai.

The moment you opened the door, you watched Taehyun hurry to you, his hands cupping your cheeks as his eyes searched yours "Hey? What's wrong?" Curse Taehyun for knowing you so well, Curse you for being so affected by Kai, Curse Kai for existing.

" Ahh, I'm not feeling too well," you muttered, " I'll be fine though! You can go home! Yeah.. Go take Kai home and then get some rest," you hummed absent mindedly, escaping the boy's hold to open the door. " Thankyou for tonight, maybe we could do it again?"

Taehyun nodded, " I'd like that," he grinned, leaning over to kiss your forehead "message me if you need anything?" Nodding slightly, you watch as he slips out of the room, still in a daze from what happened back in the kitchen.

---

The next few days were a blur. You barely left your room, you hadn't heard from Taehyun and your mind was constantly out of it, thinking about Huening Kai. You shouldn't have been thinking about him, you knew you shouldn't. But you seriously couldn't help it, it was as if he was engraved into your brain, his voice, his face, his touch.. everything.

By the time you realised you were still hidden away in your room, it was well into the following week and you still hadn't heard from Taehyun.

Are you mad at me

[read 2:32pm]

Taehyun?

What's wrong?

[read 2:35 pm]

Why are you ignoring me?

[read 2:36 pm]

Fine, if you won't talk to me here, I'll come over to yours.

Putting your phone down, you scowled slightly. As far as you knew, Taehyun had no reason to ignore you. You hadn't done anything wrong, and you were certain you didn't do anything to offend him.

It took you about half an hour to get ready and get to his place and by the time you were there, you were fuming, you'd spent your entire life pining after him just for him to completely ghost you the moment the both of you make any slither of progress. After waiting outside his door for a few moments, you walked inside, not bothered to tell him you had arrived.

"What're you doing here?" Taehyuns voice was stern as you walked into the living room where both him and Kai had been situated, if it weren't for your newfound frustration, you were certain you'd be scared.

There was a thick layer of silence that fell over the three of you before you were abruptly dragged out of the living room by Taehyun.

"Why are you ignoring me?" You asked, trying to control your voice from breaking, "You can't just kiss me, tell me you like me back and then ghost me for a week,"

Taehyun wouldn't respond, he was just staring at you, in shock, or was it offense?

"You seriously can't be blaming me for ignoring you," He muttered, a soft laugh escaping his lips in the same way as Kai had the night of the party. "I'm not in the wrong here y/n, not at all, Kai told me what you did, told me the moment you went down stairs you made your move on him,"

" What're you talking about? He was the one that kissed me," You argued back. To say you were upset was an understatement, Kai seriously needed to step back in line, it was one thing to slip in snide comments about your appearance but ruining your only chance at a relationship with the one person you've truly cared about, that was too far.

"Oh bullshit Y/n, he has no interest in you! He hates you! Why one earth would he kiss you knowing that I liked you?" Taehyun continued, staring at you as if you were insane. " I get you have a rough history with him, but he wouldn't stoop as low to hurt me,"

The silence that blanketed the room after he finished talking was harsh, it was the type of silence that made your ears hurt and your stomach turn and you couldn't stand it. You were mad, mad at yourself for not telling Taehyun what happened, mad at Kai for destroying your life once again, mad at Taehyun for not believing you.

" What the fuck is your problem?" You bellowed as you made your way down the stairs, making a Beeline towards Kai who sat smugly on the lounge. " Ruining my one chance with him? How could you!" You cried out, fuming at the doorway as he stared at you innocently.

" Woah woah woah, chill out," he hummed, throwing his hands up in defense "I just thought Taehyun should know what you did, I'm not in the wrong here," there was a pause in his words, as I'd he were trying to control himself "You are," you watched as his lips twitched up into a smirk and you couldn't stand it, couldn't stand him.

" Oh fuck you Huening Kai," you scowled, glaring at him tentatively you made your way out of the house.

" Stupid Kai ruining everything good in my life," you muttered softly to yourself as you walked down the street, "Can't have an ounce of happiness when he's around,"

"You look crazy, you know? Talking to yourself about me. Should I be flattered? Or should I pity you?"

" What do you want? Haven't you done enough already?" you asked, not bothering to look at the male walking behind you.

"I'm not here on my own accord, Taehyun sent me after you because he was worried," he deadpanned, as if it were obvious. " Even after you broke his heart, he still cares," he hummed, the victory in his voice was obvious, he was having the time of his life " You must feel horrible," he muttered, his voice once again closer than before.

" I do actually," You winced, turning around to face the blonde boy who was, again, just inches away from your face "and I'm baffled that you don't, you lied to your own best friend and you broke his heart because, god knows why. You were jealous?"

" I wasn't jealous," he denied instantly, too fast for it to be believable. Humming to yourself, you continued to walk, bounding closer to your own home that was now in view. "Hey! I said I wasn't jealous!" Alongside his outburst, he let out a soft whine "Why can't you listen to me!"

"Because everything that comes out of your mouth is bullshit," you argued casually as you reached your doorstep and made your way to unlock your door. "You were jealous, and you know it, you admitted it, you did lie to Taehyun because you were the one to kiss me,"

" You kissed back,"

" I never said I didn't," you retorted, unlocking your door "I know what I did Kai,"

You were met with more silence, but this was a different silence, a silence that you could enjoy. It wasn't until you heard Huening Kai's footsteps behind you as you walked inside that you stopped enjoying the silence.

With a deep breath you turned to face the boy "Why are you in my house?"

"Your dad's house," he corrected smugly "and I'm here because I'm not done talking to you,"

"Well I'm done talking to you," staring up at him, you motioned for the door. "Out now," you hummed, almost in the way you'd talk to a dog.

But, in true Huening Kai fashion, he ignored you and carried, "Why'd you kiss back? If you hate me, why would you kiss back?"

"Why'd you kiss me in the first place?" You asked back, watching as Kai made his way to the living room.

"I already told you, I was jealous," he stated, glancing up at you "and it's not a 'jealous cause I like you,' thing," he muttered, his eyes still trained on you " now tell me why you kissed back,"

You let out a hesitant sigh, making your way to the lounge across from him " honestly? I don't know,"

" You don't know?"

" You were just there, okay?" You frowned, " you were there and you were close and I just.. I forgot about Taehyun and it's your fault!' you could almost sense the smile that plagued Kai's lips, just the way you could sense him coming closer to you.

He was thriving off your misfortune. That bastard.

"Do I really have that much of an effect on you?" He hummed, his voice soft, the same way it was in the kitchen.

" No you don't!"

You could tell he didn't believe you, which is understandable, you were having a hard time believing yourself as well, your eyes were trained on his lips as your breath hitched, you noticed how they twitched upwards as he leant closer.

If you were in your right mind, you would have kicked him out of the house then and there, you wouldn't have even let him in the house to begin with. Except, you weren't in your right mind, you were far from it.

"You're so obvious to read Y/n, if you want to kiss me," he smiled, leaning even closer to you "just do it,"

"I don't want to," You denied, sinking further back into the couch.

"What a shame," he tutted, his eyes scanning your features as he paused from talking "because I want to kiss you,"

His eyes met yours instantly as you stared up at him, the two of you lost in each other's presence. You noticed how steady his breathing was compared to your erratic breathing. His gaze was heavy and intense. "Would I be wrong to say I'm making you nervous,"

For a moment you wondered if Kai had sensed the way your breath hitched as he spoke or the way your eyes were trained on his lips, but you did know the exact moment following, all sense of wonder had vanished as a result of Kai’s lips finding their way to yours yet again and it wasn't long before you were kissing back.

There was that voice of logic in your head, telling you to stop and in all honesty, you'd never wanted to tell yourself to be quiet more, especially with the way Kai's lips found their own way to your jaw than down to your neck. His hands rested on your waist as he continued to leave wet kisses along your neck, only seeming to get more messy with each second that went by.

You feel his lips twitch into a smirk against your neck, his teeth gently nipping the skin that lay free for him to abuse. b his hands start working their way up from your waist to your shirt, pulling at it desperately. "Take it off, now,"

There was something in the way his breath tickled your neck that made you melt. Made you powerless against him.

You had no idea how you made it this far, in all honesty you weren't sure you knew what was happening but the moment your shirt came off, the moment you saw the boy above you freeze, it settled in.

You wanted Huening Kai to fuck you.

You needed him to fuck you.

"Kai?"

The gentleness of your voice shocked you, especially as it was aimed at the person you despise most in the world. You watched as his face heated up and he stayed unresponsive to your words.

"Kai? Is everything okay?"

"Y/n," his voice was soft, a clear change from the Huening Kai that towered over you seconds before. This Kai sounded embarrassed, Cute even. "I haven't done this before,"

What?

You honestly felt bad with him but the laugh that escaped your lips couldn't be helped "you're telling me? Dear little Kai hasn't had sex?"

"Shut up,"

For once you felt as if you had the upper ground, you felt as if you could be in control and you loved it.

"No," you cooed, sitting against the arm of your lounge, "I don't think I will, virgin. Have you ever seen someone naked?" You let out a coy laugh, gasping softly as you stare at him "has anyone ever touched your dick?"

Maybe you were having too much fun, completely blindsided by the fact you had the opportunity to rile him up for once, that you didn't notice the scowl that was plastered on his face.

"Seriously Y/n, shut up," it wasn't until his hands came up to the clasp of your bra that you stopped talking. "Just because I haven't done this, doesn't mean I'll tolerate your shit," It was the way he managed to lift you onto his lap effortlessly, his hands finding a way to your hips once again as you removed your bra. The way you grinded against him, you can't hold back.

You hated it, hated the moan that left you as his hands guided your hips to a pace you deemed borderline torture, the way you melted in his grasp, the way he was staring at you as if you were the most beautiful thing in the world, you hated that you were loving every moment of it.

It wasn't long until Kai's lips were back against your skin, visibly keen to have so much to you to himself. You were completely lost in the moment, lost in Kai's presence. The way his lips worked perfectly against every inch of your skin drove you insane, he spent his time on you, kissing, sucking and nipping, turning you into his own personal canvas, it honestly felt like heaven, and you hated it.

Your fingers worked on their own to tangle in the bleached hair at the top of his head, tensing and untensing each roll of your hips. Everything about the situation you were in was wrong, but you were too far gone to care, it felt so right.

"Kai," You ignore the break in your voice and the stutter of your hips as you call out to him, "please Kai, I need you," his breath was hot against your skin, his eyes meeting yours in shockt before he completely pulled away to look at you and you had never felt more pathetic, but the way you watch his pupils grow as he searches your eyes is enough to make you melt once more.

"You need, me?" You can't help but nod desperately, your hips still stuttering against his denim clad crotch. "Not Taehyun, Me?" Another desperate nod and choked out whine leaves your lips, urging him to do as he pleases.

You've got nothing to lose at this point and you're afraid if you don't get him now, you'll never get the chance again (In all honesty, you don't think you will ever want him again).

Kai nods, his fingers finding it easy to make their way under the waistband of your shorts, gawking softly at the way you obediently lift your hips off of him in order to remove the fabric. Soon enough his fingers are toying with the band of your panties for a few moments, enough to get you even more worked up before he slips past the elastic before wasting little to no time finding your core, already dripping in the stupid need that you were feeling for the bleach blonde.

You watch as his eyes widen, feeling just how wet you are for him, "you're wet," he says, his tongue sweeping an almost predatorial line from the junction of our collarbone to your ear. "Because of me," he mutters and you can hear the pride blossom in his chest.

"Yes, because of you! Now please Kai," you whine out and as you do so he finally presses his slender fingers against your slit, losing his mind over the way you moan out his name, "my clit Kai, please," The logical you would be disgusted in the way you hold onto his wrist as you apply the much need pressure on your clit, but right now, your logic is gone and you're just glad to be supported by Kai's thighs as your legs completely collapse within themselves. His fingers finally do what you've been begging for, dragging over your slit once more to collect any wetness before he slides two of them into you.

And god does it feel like heaven, the way his knuckles drag against you, it's obvious he doesn't know what he's doing, he's simply searching for anything that'll make you feel good and it's working, you feel like a complete mess around his fingers and it takes him little to know time to turn you into one, within his inexperience, it takes him little to know time to find your g-spot and when he realizes he's found it, he doesn't hold back. The feeling of his fingers is almost too much on its own, let alone the extra pressure of your fingers toying at your clit, but you can't seem to stop.

Your face is buried into his chest, releasing a string of broken words that should have formed a sentence and you feel pathetic. You manage to look up at him, his stare intense as your eyes meet his "Fucking you so good, coming undone on my fingers huh?" He's proud, proud of himself for making you resort to a string of broken moans and words. You know what he's doing working you up higher and higher to the point you're nothing but your moans, whimpers, and every little sound in between and it's working. He can feel you growing tighter with every slight movement of his fingers and he's thriving from it. he's about to make you cum and he's proud of it.

"Gonna come?" he asks you and you can sense the pride in his tone, he's finally won. Won against you, won against himself, won against Taehyun. It's when you nod, almost too eager for the situation that he knocks your hand off your clit, replacing your fingers with his own, that he is finally victorious.

"Kai- please! Fuck,"

It doesn't take much for your moans to grow louder after that, his fingers applying more pressure to the small bundle of nerves than you ever could and your trembling, limp against Kai's body as your orgasm finally reaches you. it's a heavenly feeling, having him work you through and down from your high.

Another silence falls over the two of you, just the steady breathing of the two of you as Huening Kai holds you in his embrace.

"You know, I still hate you," you mumbled into his chest, looking up at him.

"I know, I know," Kai muttered, face buried into the crook of your neck.

Maybe you didn't hate him as much as you say you did, maybe you could get used to this.

"You know," your voice broke through the silence again "you still didn't get to cum," you hummed softly.

But, like everything in your life, you were faced with an unwanted burden (which this time, surprisingly wasn't Kai) "Y/n? Are you in there?" Your eyes widened at the sound of Taehyun's voice. "We need to talk,"