It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better - Felix Part 5

It gets worse before it gets better - Felix part 5

Pairing: no specific pairing right now

WC: will always be between 2k-4k words

Warnings: Language, fighting (nothing physical just screaming/yelling) panic attack, soft smut at the end hehe

If you wanna be tagged lemme no!!!!!!!! You can find previous chapters in my masterlist

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Felix never guess that this is how his day would go. When Chan had originally invited him to the Jongsung frat party, he just expected that it would be like every other normal party. He didn’t expect that things would get so crazy that an ambulance needed to be called and friends needed to be separated.

One minute everything was fine. Felix and Chan were dancing together, more like grinding together having a little bit of a make out session on the dance floor flirting with each other basically having the time of his life and the next minute he’s crying having a panic attack over the fact that one of his best friends Kim Taehyung has been drugged, and is almost unconscious laying in his arms.

It was a complete blur to Felix. He remembers Taehyung joining them for a dance or two, but then claiming he was thirsty and wanted a drink. Felix thought nothing of it in the moment, just continued dancing and kissing with Chan. Felix noticed that Taehyung never came back from getting his drink, now it’s totally fine If he had wanted to maybe go chat to somebody else in the friend group. Felix would never assume that he had to stay with him the whole night but he would’ve at least like to have been told if he was planning to go talk to somebody else that way Felix wouldn’t have to be worrying.

But Felix did worry, Because Taehyung never came back, he told Chan that he was going to go check on Taehyung and that he would be back in about five minutes. Chan asked if he should go with Felix but Felix replied with maybe come out in five minutes if I’m not back yet but just give me five minutes first.

When Felix walked outside, his whole world stopped, there Taehyung was on his hands and knees vomiting into the nearest bush! Felix gasped! at first, maybe thinking that he just had too many, and is puking from being drunk but as Felix leaned down and took a closer look that was not the case at all. His pupils were heavily dilated, and he was sobbing in a way that had Felix alarmed, Taehyung only managed to gasp out that he think somebody put something in his drink before the next fiasco unfolded.

Wooyoung and Yoongi came running outside, screaming at each other saying vile things like "how fucking dare you I didn’t want this you knew how scared I was to get back out there and yet you did this anyway" the other replying with things like "I didn’t think it was going to upset you this much and honestly I don’t even know why you’re so upset he makes you happy yes?"

Seonghwa came rushing over after Jimin had asked him to come outside, Jimin was trying to stop the fight while Seonghwa took care of Felix and Taehyung. Seonghwa called 911 while Felix called Hyunjin and asked him to come outside. Chan came as well because the five minutes were up and Felix had not returned. Chan was in total shock at the scene that had unfolded, he immediately enclosed Felix into his arms, softly shushing him as he sobbed.

It stayed like that for about 10 minutes, until Felix was no longer crying, and the fight had seemed to simmer down. Clearly Wooyoung wanted nothing to do with Yoongi right now! So he, San, (who had come to comfort Wooyoung) Hyunjin, (who didn’t know which side to leave with until Jimin said to go with them) Felix and Chan left together while Jimin stayed with Yoongi, offered to take him somewhere where he could decompress for awhile.

Chan didn't stay long, as much as Felix wanted him with him he knew that this wasn't about Felix and it was about Wooyoung. So they bid farewell wth a quick kiss and San promising to text Chan with any updates considering they were friends.

The chaos didn’t stop once they got back to Wooyoung and Felix’s apartment. Wooyoung was just ranting so much about how he was pissed off at Yoongi, Hyunjin was trying his best to calm him down, especially when he threw the daggers at San and asked if he knew or was he a victim too!!! San promised that he was never told anything, that he never knew it was a set up. That seemed to calm Wooyoung down a little, no longer worried that San was in on it too.

"Who does Yoongi think he is” Wooyoung spat, pacing up and down the living room.

"Sweetie maybe you should sit down" Hyunjin offered, patting the seat next to him but was cut off.

"I'm mad at you too you know!"

"I know Hyung I know, I begged Yoongi not to do it without your permission!" Hyunjin tried to defend himself.

"Then why didn't you come and tell me!"

"Because Yoongi said he would tell you about it! so I believed he would tell you about it!"

"Baby who even cares, I love you; you know I love you, and you love me too does it matter how we met?" San chimed in, and Felix was eager for Wooyoung's response but his phone started ringing.

It was Jimin.

"Hey Jimin Hyung, hows Yoongi?" Felix went inside his room to take the call, closing the door behind him.

"He's stressed, he feels awful about what he did. We have a special hideout that I took him to and his hands won't stop shaking" Jimin confessed with a sigh.

"He should feel awful, Wooyoung's a mess right now"

"I know and he does! He's just in such a state I don't know whens an ok time to tell him about Taehyung."

"Fuck Taehyung! Wooyoung doesn't know either..."

"I wish I could be there for Youngie, I defiantly am in spirit and as much as Yoongi's in the wrong. Somebody has to be there for him too."

"It's ok Youngie knows you love him, he's just a little mad at Yoongi and also Hyunjin right now so it's a lot. Do you possibly know anything about the situation?"

"Not really. Yoongi mentioned something but I didn't think anything of it at the time. Jisung knows more than me apparently they spoke."

"A part of me wants to say what Yoongi did wasn't even that bad but then you know the type of person that Youngie is and out of all the people Yoongi could have done what he did too. Am I a bad friend?"

"No of course not. Wooyoung's extra sensitive ever since Jongho and Yoongi knows that, he always needs to know what going on to feel safe."

"Yeah true..." a pretty big leak came out of Felix's hole which reminded him that it was time for a pad change.

"I should go, I need to change my pad" Felix sighed, exhaustion finally getting to him.

"Shit! how many pads do you go through! that must cost a lot" Jimin asks, concerned.

"Not as much as my monthly shot, but tomorrow my doctor says there gonna put me on a new drug and see how that works so that I don't have to have a needle shoved up my fucking cunt anymore."

"Aw hun thats great news! nobody likes needles. I'd offer to drive you but it's a stream day and that's how I make my living."

"No it's fine. I'm not getting shot so they said it's fine if I wanna drive myself."

The next day Felix made it his mission to get to the bottom of this, he had a couple things on his agenda:

First, he had his monthly doctors appointment which could never be avoided but he was happy about not needing to be shot.

Second, he planned to visit Taehyung and see how he is. Is he even ok? was there any permanent damage? Fuck Wooyung still doesn't know! Maybe he could ask Seonghwa to tell him? He should ask if Seonghwa wants to get a coffee and ask about how it went at the hospital.

Third, Invite Jisung out for lunch and ask him about the Yoongi thing, considering Jimin said they spoke.

Forth, maybe try to figure out who drugged Taehyung?

Fifth, go visit Chan.

Turns out, Jisung wasn't free for lunch but he did have a couple of minutes to text. He had back to back classes and was helping the frat plan for their weekly party which was going to be halloween themed since halloween was that weekend. Felix understood that, since it might give him more time to stay with Taehyung at the hospital.

Sungie 💚💚

Felix: I have something to ask you and I really need you to tell me everything ok?

Jisung: Ok... What's going on?

Felix: Don't worry no ones mad at you

Jisung: Ask away my friend

Felix: Can you please tell me what you and Yoongi spoke about in regards to setting up Wooyoung with San?

Jisung: Can I ask why? and why isn't Wooyoung asking me himself?

Felix: Youngie's feeling a little betrayed because before being set up he wasn't asked permission like if he even wanted to be

Jisung: Oh ok I understand, Yoongi forgot again huh?

Felix: Yeah as much as I love him he doesn't have great memory

Jisung: Alright I'll tell you...

Felix ended up taking a screenshot of their entire conversation, just for safe keeping or whenever he might need it. His doctor appointment went well, Leedo was feeling optimistic about this new drug, and Felix was willing to try anything to stop the shots. It was the shortest appointment he had ever taken, and he no longer has to go every month! just a phone call to see how everything is fairing.

Coffee with Seonghwa went well too, he offered to break the news to Wooyoung. Felix said they should break the news together then invite him to the hospital with them. Jimin apparently told Yoongi last night at their hideout and are already there with Tae.

Seonghwa said that it was bad at first, watching nurses force Tae to throw up was almost too much for him to bare. Especially when Tae was crying in so much pain, it made Felix shudder to think about. After that it was a little better, when Tae was allowed to rest he and Seonghwa talked for ages.

Apparently the nurses had to force Seonghwa to leave, because Seonghwa originally refused to leave and Taehyung didn't want to be alone. But after some convincing and sleeping pills, all was well for now.

Felix really wanted to visit today, but it was nearing nightfall plus Jimin and Yoongi had spent most of the day with him. So he decided to just visit tomorrow instead. He understood that Taehyung was a little closer to Jimin and Yoongi compared to everyone else. Just like Jisung was a little closer with Seungmin and he was a little closer with Wooyoung. They lived together for god sake!

"Hi baby, I've missed you today" Felix admitted when Chan rang.

"Aw i've missed you too! why don't you come over?" Chan asked, which peaked Felix's interest. Felix had wanted nothing more than to sink into Chan's arms all day!

They didn't talk much on the phone, considering they were planning to meet up. Felix was feeling a little nervous, he thinks he might be ready for a physical relationship with Chan. He really wants his first time with Chan to be outside of his heat cycle; with a clear mind instead of "Alpha please breed me" being moaned every 2 seconds.

Who knew that Felix wasn't really ready for pups yet but his heat made him think he was?

"it's ok to be nervous, everyone gets a little nervous before their first time" Wooyoung was helping Felix pack for his night away, he wanted to surprise Chan with his overnight bag.

"Woo, it's not my first time ever though, I've had sex before" Felix reminded Wooyoung with a groan.

Felix had lost his virginity during his senior year of high school to his at the time boyfriend, it was awkward as shit and they ended up breaking up a week later. A shiver ran through Felix at the thought.

"I know that, but it's still ok to be scared, sex is a very intimate act."

"Yeah I guess, Like I feel ready or else I wouldn't be doing this but... you know?"

Wooyoung leaned over to press a light kiss to Felix's lips, "Yes sweetie, I know" he then tossed the overnight bag at him, "now go get that D! I expect details over brunch tomorrow!"

So here Felix stood, outside Chan's apartment shaking with nerves so much he hasn't even buzzed the door yet.

Before he had a chance to someone else opened the door and stopped when she saw Felix.

"Do you want to come inside, are you visiting someone?" she asked.

So this was it, either go in there and probably have the best sex ever or chicken out, go back home and down a bottle of wine while Wooyoung assures him he didn't chicken out and maybe wasn't truely ready when deep down he knows he just chickened out.

Taking a deep breath before he replies with a yes and walked inside.

"Hi baby, I didn't buzz you in?" Chan pecked Felix's lips and closed the door behind them.

"Someone else was walking out as I was walking in" Felix looked around, smelling some food being cooked.

"Ooh and you've brought a bag, were you hoping to stay the night?" Chan leaned in again, whispering very close to Felix's scent gland, then licking a stripe straight over it.

"If you'll have me" Felix stuttered out, his heart hammering in his chest.

"Oh baby you fucking have me" Chan wasted no more time in sealing their lips together, making Felix drop his bag.

They kept kissing as Chan guided them towards his bedroom.

"Wait my bag! what if Minho comes home?" Felix broke the kiss for some air.

"There's no need to worry, Minho's staying at Hongjoong's tonight" Chan lightly shushed but grinned. "We can be as loud as we want. You want that yeah?"

"Trust me, it's why I brought the bag. Like I'm a little nervous but who wouldn't be?"

"I'll take care of you gorgeous" Chan started kissing a little lower as Felix took off his shirt.

Somehow the nerves seemed to wash away they further they went along, maybe it's because the two of them were completely naked right now and Felix was as turned on as ever!

Not before long the kissing turned into Chan sucking all over Felix's chest, his nipples mainly.

"Oh Chan" Felix moaned, his hands gripping the sheets but doing nothing to ground him. Felix doesn't think he'll be grounded until the aftercare later.

"Hmm, does that feel good?" Chan smirks, because he knows it does, doesn't mean he can't tease.

Felix doesn't think he can answer, all he manages is another moan. If this is just what sucking on nipples feels like, he can't imagine what more feels like.

"Oh god I need more" Felix was so needy at this point, if he didn't get a dick in him soon it wasn't gonna end well.

"Just let me prep you baby, will hurt less this way trust me" Chan left the bed but only for a moment to get something, but before Felix could ask Chan what he left go get his question was answered wordlessly when a lubed finger breached his soaking cunt.

The next few minutes were spent with Chan slowing building Felix up to a few fingers and using his other hand to rub small circles on his clit.

It didn't take Felix long to get close and soon enough he was shaking and moaning so loud about how close he was.

"Are you gonna be a good boy and cum for me hmm?" Chan knew that an orgasm before sex really helped omegas to relax and not be so tense during the real thing.

"Yeah, gonna cum, fuck so close please-"

"Cum gorgeous, cum now!"

And cum Felix did.

He was heaving and he swore he saw a white flash across his eyes but he still wanted Chan to fuck him.

'fuck me Alpha, need you!" Felix whined at the loss of contact while Chan lined himself up.

"Shh baby, Alpha's got you, take a deep breath" Chan pushed in just as Felix screamed a little.

It had been so long since the last time Felix was laid.

"Alpha OMG"

"I know baby I know me too, your so tight shit."

Chan started thrusting harder, both he and Felix were a moaning mess, the omega's coconut scent spiking in pure bliss.

The closer they got, Chan started sucking on Felix's scent gland as he pounded away. Felix never thought his pussy could contract this fast, his hips seemingly moving on it's own.

"Shit, I'm close" Chan grunted, chasing his looming high with every thrust.

"Me too Alpha, wanna feel you cum in me while I cum" Felix whined.

"Fuck that is so hot, so close..." Chan came with a deep groan, his seed almost overflowing out of Felix's pussy.

Felix came not long after, rubbing circles on his own clit to get him there, crying out from the overstimulation that shortly followed.

"Shh baby shh come here" Chan brought Felix into his arms, the both of them breathing heavily. Felix laid his head on Chan's chest wanting to listen to his heartbeat. Chan softly rubbed up and down Felix's back, slowly helping him come down from his high.

"Were you cooking when I arrived" Felix asked after a few minutes of resting.

Alarm bells went off in Chans head, fuck he forgot about the food.

"Yeah I did have some yeast free garlic bread and packaged lasagna heating in the oven for us, guess I didn't realise we were gonna start with dessert" this made Felix giggle.

I like to think I'm somewhat of an advocate for safe sex (don't quote me ahahahah) always making sure I add aftercare for my smuts, check-ins, consent (because consent is sexy people) and this is so true!!! red does not override stop!!

Having a safe word does not forfeit your right to say "no stop" and it is unacceptable for a partner to refuse to stop when you say so merely because you did not say the safe word.

Negotiating for "no" and "stop" to not mean "no" and "stop" is a separate thing you have to specifically agree upon. The safe word is not a de factor replacement that renders those words meaningless.

If your partner starts asking you to stop mid scene when you have a safe word in place, you have to check in with them. And if they say "yeah im just playing keep going" when you didn't negotiate that, you are allowed to be uncomfortable with that and not want to continue. You're also allowed to say "ok neat" and go back to it. But checking in is necessary.

Do not let these Big Bad ~SSC~ Doms convince you that they do not have to honor your "no" because we use the traffic light system and you didn't say red :( you have to say red or I won't stop :(

Holy shit I am not ready for this!!! As an Aussie I’m clearly not going (crying smrm) but YouTube and TikTok will be my new best friends!!!!!!!!

I'm not okay

As someone with the biggest praise kink I just had to re-blog this xx He would be so cute tho!!!

Imagine Mingi fucking you in missionary while his cross chain dangles over your face and he’s cooing at you. “It’s okay baby you got this, you can take me, ahh you’re almost there.”

BTS vampire AU important info + MEET THE VAMPS!

I'm planning on creating a bunch of one-shots that will involve BTS as vampires in different situations. This means that you don't have to start from the very first one-shot if you don't want to. Every one-shot will be from the same universe so I've decided to make this post explaining the universe and introducing the characters!!!

If you are turned into a vampire before you turn 25 years old you will continue to age until you reach the age 25 and then will stop ageing. If you are turned any age above 25 then thats the age you will stay (body wise) for example if your turned at 27 thats the age you will always look.

The process of being turned burns a lot but regular bites are only slightly uncomfortable and make you really drained/tired after.

You can last up to a week without blood before bad things start to happen but going a week without blood isn't recommended for a happy lifestyle.

Between the ages of 0-300 is when you are the most sensitive to the sun (a fledgling) I.E. can be burnt and suffer from sever headaches plus needs lots of sleep basically sleep whenever the sun is up. Between the ages 300-600 this starts to die down and by 700 the sun should no longer affect you. After you turn 1,000 your considered an elder!

The most painful process is when your fangs grow in, because other teeth have to move to make room, this happens in your very first year as a vampire. Teeth are quite sensitive after so it's recommended you feed from your coven members first before trying humans.

Seokjin is the richest vampire, Hoseok was pretty rich when they were humans too so the coven never need to work.

WARNING: Some one shots will contain smut as the coven are together, specific warnings will be given at the beginning of the one shot. Most one shots will contain blood/blood drinking

Tagging my favs: @wooyoungmybelovedhusband @anyamaris @shinestarhwaa @ja3hwa @whatudowhennooneseesyou

LETS MEET THE FAM

Aw Seonghwa and Jongho's were so cute!!!!!

ATEEZ Reaction: S/O is scared of needles

I don’t know if you still take requests but if you do…Can you do a reaction to you going to a doctors appointment and you have to get a shot and your really scared so they come with you and comfort you?

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I take requests here and there but this seemed cute so I wanted to do it! 

I will do the reactions in more of real reaction rather than scenario. 

MASTERLIST

Hongjoong

★ The (kinda) calm bf 

★ He doesn’t really enjoy the whole hospital scene either and prefers to spend limited time there. 

★ He’d tease you when you asked him to go with. After the teasing, he’d, of course, agree, who was he to deny you? 

★ Would act as a parent lol. Check you in at the front desk even though you could’ve done it yourself. 

★ Rubs your knee in the waiting room to calm you down.

★ “I promise I’ll buy you something delicious after it” 

★  “If I could do it instead I would you know?” he’d say with pouty lips.

★ When it was time for the shot, he’d go in with you, the nurses didn’t even protest with him. 

★ Would make you look deep into his soft and caring eyes so you don’t look at the needle. Would send you a flirty wink.

★ After it’s done he’d whine about how not bad it was but be proud nevertheless. 

★ “Let’s go get your reward baby”

★ 10/10 worthy bringing with. 

Seonghwa

★ The soft bf

★ Would think you’re kidding or being childish for fun but when he really genuinely understood you were scared, he would coo at you. 

★ “Aw my baby, I will protect you from the pain” opPa will save you all

★ Would bring a bottle of water and candies for after the shot, just in case you felt ill.

★ Would pull out his whiny aegyo for you, only because you were very nervous though.   

★ Would squeeze at your cheeks and nose to keep you distracted.

★ Would be polite to the nurses and tell them to take care of his baby well in a joking way (he serious tho) 

★ Since he was so polite and charming the nurses let him cling onto your hand while you were getting the shot.

★ Strokes your palms and back of your hand so so gently with his thumb like with joongs hands.

★ Plans your next date to distract you from it. 

★ “What was that movie you wanted to see for our next movie night baby?”

★ Would give you a big kith as a reward and pat on the head.

★ 11/10 would bring://

Yunho

★ The distractor bf

★ Would ask you if he could come along before you had the chance to ask because he already knew you’d be nervous. 

★ Would make jokes on the way, during and after to keep a light mood. 

★ Pouty baby when he sees how nervous you were.

★ “Is it really that scary baby?” he’d ask worriedly as he watched your face.

★ Would stand in the door frame since the room was too small and he was, the opposite of small so he didn’t fit. 

★ Reaches for your hand.

★ “Squeeze if it hurts” he’d say and encourage you to actually show your fear instead of hiding it.  

★ So into distracting you that he might as well bring colorful balls to juggle next time.

★ Questions, your thoughts, plans for the day. Anything to keep you talking.

★ “Keep your eyes here though baby” he’d say, not wanting you to look at the needle. 

★ Vv proud, might get some weird looks from people as he picked you up from being so energized.

★ Would give you a candy as a joke but of course, you took it. 

★ 10/10 would bring

Yeosang

★ Savage (but caring) bf

★ Would be dramatic about your whining about the needle.

★ Nonetheless he just wants to lighten the mood by teasing you slightly but he cares a lot…

★ “Do you want me to go with you because you’re scared or because you just want to spend more time with me?”

★ When you’d pout and turn quiet from being nervous he’d shift into a soft bf.

★ Would draw little cheering hehetmons for you.

★ Talks a lot, thinks it will distract you well. 

★ Even promises to treat you to chicken after, which motivates him to comfort you too.

★ Stands by you, stroking your shoulder as he talked on and on about chicken and the members while locking your eyes in his.

★ “Wasn’t so bad now was it?” 

★ Sassy bf is back again… with chicken tho

★ 9/10 would bring, but if you don’t mind his teasing, then 10/10 tbh. 

San

★ Protective bf

★ Would scrunch his face at hearing that you had to get a shot.

★ But it’s for your own health so he would be convincing you about how good it is for you with a pout tho

★ “Don’t worry baby I will be there protecting you!” from a needle lol?

★ Might tease you for 1 millisecond but only because you looked so cute to him, he wants to protecc.

★ Might be a little extra and offer to bring Shiber or some plushy…

★ Hums/sings to you gently as you wait for your turn.

★ Stands beside you while stroking your head gently, encouraging to look at his dimples instead of the nurse. 

★ Will feel your pain/anxiety or sense any little discomfort you have.

★ Would be proud of both of you after it’s done.

★ Nurses would coo in secret.

★ “I protected you well right?”

★ Will be cuddly and remind you about how brave you were.

★ 10/10 would bring!!

Mingi

★ Scaredy cat bf

★ He lowhighkey kind of uncomfortable with the hospital setting and apparatus too…

★ But he’d do anything for you so wouldn’t mention it.

★ Might whine a little but hide the fact that he himself was a little anxious.

★ Would give you cute smiles and gestures while waiting.

★ If you were feeling very anxious he would admit his feelings too, saying he’s also scared but that you were brave together. 

★ Would let you tease him about being a cute scaredy cat BUT ONLY FOR NOW. THIS ONCE.

★ “You’re such a brave baby” 

★ Would stand close to you with intertwined, sweaty hands and staring into your eyes, mostly so that he could avoid looking at the needle too. 

★ “I’ve never been scared a day in my life” he’d state too proudly.

★ Would demand a kith. pls kith.

★ 10/10 would bring, soft af.

Wooyoung

★ A hot mess bf ((literally too tho…)

★ Would forget he promised to go with you so panics to get ready quickly.

★ “Of course I knew about the appointment that’s why I’m getting ready, I just lost track of time…”

★ But takes it kind of seriously tho, the shot experience?

★ Wouldn’t make too much of a deal of it, just enough…for now tho…

★ Would change when you were in the waiting room though.

★ Loud jokes, that he’d end up laughing at himself…nerves

★ He’s not very sure on how to help so just does the first things that come to mind, he’s a mess. 

★ Would give you an encouraging pep talk before the shot.

★ “This is just one shot you’ll do it, be healthy and I’ll be proud and we’ll go buy something after.” rants

 ★ Would stand by the door frame and look at you while pulling funny faces as if the nurses didn’t see. He doesn’t care

★ Would praise himself for being the best pep talker? 

★ 10/10 would bring this cutie.

Jongho

★  Chill bf

★  Would just be like, “okay, I’ll go with you” before you even opened your mouth…

★  But would feel a warm feeling in his chest because you trust him/find comfort in him.

★  Loves feeling like he’s protecting you so…

★ Very mature about it, gives you tips on how to calm down.

★  Would squeeze your hand gently as you waited. 

★  “It will be okay, I’m right close by” he’d encourage. 

★  Would offer for you to bite him if it hurt or something (idk my dad used to let me bite him when I was in pain ok)

★ Would stand close by quietly but with a soft and warm look in his eyes.

★ Would coo and pinch your cheek afterwards.

★ Would hold you and sway you side to side before going back to chill for the day and baby you. 

★  10/10 whipped bf, I’d bring!!