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i have one trick and its called yoongi in a skirt. its always going to be yoongi in a skirt

nobody can do it better than these two



j-hope ‘방화 (Arson)’ MV Photo Sketch


muster sowoozoo x making of - day one { cr: dwellingsouls }
THAT FIRST GIF AJSHDJDJDBD



this genre of jungkook never beating the boyfriend material allegations ♡
kids remind me, often, of the things i've taught myself out of.
i have a big dog. he looks like a deer. he is taller than most young children. while we were on a trail the other day, a boy coming our direction saw us and froze. he took a step back and said: "i'm feeling nervous. your - your dog is kind of big."
goblin and i both stopped walking immediately. "he is kind of a big dog," i admitted. "he's called a greyhound. they are gentle but they are pretty tall, which is kind of scary, you're right. their legs are so long because they are made for running fast. i am sorry we scared you. would you like us to stand still while you move past us, or would you feel more safe in your body if we move and you stay still?'
"oh. i didn't know that about - greyhounds. i think i ... i want to stay still," he said. at this point, his adult had caught up to us. "i'm nervous about the dog," he told her, "so i'm - i'm gonna stay still." she didn't argue. she didn't make fun of him. she just smiled at him and at me and held his hand while goblin and i, with as wide of a berth as we could make, crept our way through.
behind us, i heard him exhale a deep breath and kind of laugh - "he was really big, huh? she said it's because greyhounds have to go fast."
"he was big," she said. "i understand why that could have made you a little scared."
"yeah. next time i - next time do you think i could maybe ask to touch him? when - i mean, next time, maybe, if i'm not nervous."
later, going to a work event, in the big city, i stood outside, trembling. my social anxiety as a caught bird in my chest. i took a deep breath and turned to my coworker. she's not even really my friend yet. i told her: "i feel nervous about this. i am not used to meeting new people, ever since covid."
she laughed, but not in a mean way. she said she was nervous too. she reached her hand out and held mine, and we both took another deep breath and walked in like that, interlinked. a few people asked us - together? - and i told the truth: i feel nervous, and she's helping. over and over i watched people relax too, admitting i feel really kind of shy lately actually, thank you for saying that.
the next time i go to an event, and i feel a little scared, i ask right away: wanna hold hands? this feels a little dangerous. i hesitate less. i don't hide it as much. i watch for other people who are also nervous and say - it's kinda hard, huh?
i know, logically, i'm not good at asking for help. but i am also not good at noticing when i need help. i've trained myself out of asking completely, but i've also trained myself to never accept my own fears or excuses. i have trained myself to tamp down every anxiety and just-push-through. i don't know what i'm protecting myself from - just that i never think to admit it to anyone.
but every person on earth occasionally needs comfort. every person on earth occasionally needs connection. many of us were taught independence is the same thing as never needing anything.
each of us should have had an adult who heard - i feel nervous and held our hand and asked us how we could be helped to feel safe. no judgement, and no chiding. many of us did not. many of us were punished for the ways that we seemed "weak".
but here is something: i am an adult now. and i get nervous a lot, actually. and if you are an adult and you are feeling a little nervous - come talk to me. we can hold hands and figure out what will help us feel safe in our bodies. and maybe, next time, if we're brave, we can pet the dog that's passing.


2seok 2seoking










jitb listening party: texts from last night
i have a religious question, no offense intended
Why are my tags not WORKING IT'S MY PRIMARY FORM OF COMMUNICATION
rap line supremacy



rap line + celestial elements
Idk why but as a kid I used to get hysterically upset everytime I would imagine a gif of a rotating cow because I could never stop the cow from rotating no matter how hard I tried and I would be crying and no one knew why



PROOF: All tracklists from the 3CDs (I’m so excited)
The process of these three days has been amazing. I feel so comfortable while designing, which is very rare. I used to feel very pressured about it and now… is like breathing.







nothing much has changed from back then, we just love music.

NOW WE’RE EVEN
“good luck trying to get rid of me”

pairing: jungkook x reader
genre: crack; enemies to lovers; fake dating au; sm au.
warnings: explicit jokes; some angsty realizations about feelings ; mentions of stalking

summary: in which in a serious of unfortunate events a piece of paper promising jungkook she'd do anything to return a favour comes back to haunt y/n. who would've thought jungkook would actually ask her to return the favour and expect her to be his fake girlfriend. oh well, accidents happen and jungkook never forgets promises.

— masterlist
part 1. explicit brain
part 2. pure poison
part 3. real girlfriend
part 4. explaining to do
part 5. shower thoughts
part 6. min devil
part 7. bully on main
part 8. dinner?? together??
part 9. locked INSIDE
part 10. enemies since birth
part 11. shaking in fear
part 12. elevator talk
part 13. same person
part 14. it’s ART
part 15. only threats
part 16. accidents happen
part 17. ugly scream
part 18. say goodnight
part 19. ugly words
part 20. strange feeling
part 21. jealousy is a disease
part 22. baby??
part 23. accidently confessed
part 24. ITS A JOKE
part 25. poisonous cake
part 26. heartfelt behaviour
part 27. accidently matching
part 28. that's my girl
part 29. intentional confession
part 30. now we're even
end.

by popular demand I rewrote this au and here it is 😽 I hope u enjoy it
보고 싶다이렇게 말하니까 더보고 싶다너희 사진을 보고 있어도보고 싶다너무 야속한 시간나는 우리가 밉다이젠 얼굴 한 번 보는 것도힘들어진 우리가여긴 온통 겨울 뿐이야8월에도 겨울이 와마음은 시간을 달려가네홀로 남은 설국열차니 손 잡고지구 반대편까지 가겨울을 끝내고파그리움들이얼마나 눈처럼 내려야그 봄날이 올까Friend허공을 떠도는작은 먼지처럼작은 먼지처럼날리는 눈이 나라면조금 더 빨리 네게닿을 수 있을 텐데눈꽃이 떨어져요또 조금씩 멀어져요보고 싶다 (보고 싶다)보고 싶다 (보고 싶다)얼마나 기다려야또 몇 밤을 더 새워야널 보게 될까 (널 보게 될까)만나게 될까 (만나게 될까)추운 겨울 끝을 지나다시 봄날이 올 때까지꽃 피울 때까지그곳에 좀 더 머물러줘머물러줘니가 변한 건지(니가 변한 건지)아니면 내가 변한 건지(내가 변한 건지)이 순간 흐르는 시간조차 미워우리가 변한 거지 뭐모두가 그런 거지 뭐
isn't this the lyrics of Spring Day??? I????
Why?????
I'm so confused but thank you?