choicelesshope-aaa - the choiceless hope in grief.
the choiceless hope in grief.

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After What I Just Read At R&r I NEED To Add Genya Safin, Ok?? I NEED IT.

after what i just read at r&r i NEED to add genya safin, ok?? i NEED IT. 


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3 years ago

a hand was raised with no more than a finger to request some silence from his crowd, patience—waiting there until cam got rid of his last word, and dramatically taking that chance to snap his fingers and activate the closer screen, cam’s tv turned on to play a scene that may have looked like a badly recorded footage from the worst cellphone cam you had at your disposal, but which ACTUALLY WAS no more, no less, than a little cut from his last night memories ( and what an esteemed lady had chosen to confess, of course ).

“ OK, FINE, I KNOW, I KNOW, IT’S—pathetic, maybe, i don’t know, but—UGH, he was—SO HAPPY RIGHT THERE! and the movie was so BAD but he kept on smiling and sighing and having this—hopeful thing going on everywhere around him, and— ” 

“ and…? ” a voice behind the lens pronounced with the telltale feeling of too many hours of drinking, or more. 

and right there—a silence followed. a smile in her and the dreamy look despite her difficulty to keep her eyes open. “ and—fuck it, you know? i loved that, i—anthony, i tell you, i’d let that man torture me with a thousand hours of those tapes just to watch him smile like that, i—i swear. ” cut, end of proof one, your honor. 

A Hand Was Raised With No More Than A Finger To Request Some Silence From His Crowd, Patiencewaiting

“ cam, cam, cammi—you see, one would think your kind ought to be more sincere than a thousand of us piled together, but— ” a series of vague gestures made with his hands followed, an attempt to find a less amusing way to say this, and yet—failing miserably as the tense smile on his face definitely announced. “ but not only you LIED to my FACE, you really made me believe i was HOPELESS for not managing something as easy as TELLING MYSELF THE TRUTH. SO WHAT NOW, CAMNIEL? what’s your version now, uh? ” oh, he was truly enjoying the development of this, just so you know. 

        CROWLEY || @choicelesshope​ asked:   “ so— ” a melody lightly tinted with cynicism and petty vengeance makes its appearance. contained, happily, and ready to make good use of this chance to make SOMEONE receive a little of his own medicine. “ i heard from a little birdie last night that cam ’ sweet cam ’ was hosting romcoms movie dates for the enemy. not a friend, not a lover, the enemy. ” his smile only growing as much as his clear killing urges. “ what was that thing you said about being honest about your feelings, camniel? ”

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 CROWLEY || @choicelesshope Asked: So A Melody Lightly Tinted With Cynicism And Petty Vengeance Makes

   “What-”

 He’d been pouring a drink for his demonic visitor- the second as such in the last twenty four hours, which meant that he had to be going insane. Though in fairness, Crowley had essentially invited himself rather than being asked to come round. So it didn’t count, right?

 Armageddon may be over, but there was still a wariness Camniel reserved for fraternizing with the enemy. He may not be quite so guilty as Aziraphale was, but as an Archangel he was supposed to have more sense. That moment was over, though. He didn’t think there was any point in being enemies- they were two sides of the same coin, right?

 But Crowley had used the word date. He’d also used the word lover, which made Cam’s mouth open and close uselessly for a moment.

   “What- look- it’s not- it is not what you think it is, Crowley, and you clearly think- well, we both know what you think! It was just a couple of films, that’s all! And my intention was to turn her mind away from demonic thoughts. Honestly, what are you talking about? Don’t answer that. I already know. And it isn’t. It’s- it was just Love Actually and she thought it was stupid!”

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3 years ago
Oscar Wilde, The Picture Of Dorian Gray
Oscar Wilde, The Picture Of Dorian Gray

Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray


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3 years ago

Spell out your URL using song titles. Then, tag as many people as there are letters in your URL !!

Spell Out Your URL Using Song Titles. Then, Tag As Many People As There Are Letters In Your URL !!

come on eileen by dexis midnight runners.

home by dotan.

one thing by one direction.

illicit affairs by taylor swift

cut to the feeling by carly rae jepsen.

en las encías by marea.

lion by saint mesa

eclipse by likancur

say my name cover by hozier

save you by emilie autumn

homura by lisa.

older by sasha sloan

pierre by ryn weaver

everybody wants to rule the world by lorde

Tagged by: @getlostsqdwrd (EXCUSE ME BUT YOUR TASTE IN MUSIC? :CHEF KISS:)

Tagging: @omniishambles​   @sunsteahouse​   @justacomedy​   @delusionland​   @thewrongsorts​


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3 years ago

kissing prompts

thank you to all the amazing nonnies who sent in their suggestions for this!! as always, if you want the roles reversed, add a plus! so [ FAREWELL ] is your muse kissing my muse, but [ FAREWELL ] + is my muse kissing yours! and my muse is the muse of the person reblogging this list!

[ FAREWELL ] : your muse kisses my muse goodbye before they're separated for an indefinite but long amount of time.

[ BLOW ] : your muse blows my muse a kiss from across a crowded room.

[ CHEEK ] : your muse kisses my muse on the cheek. ( add a ❤️ for this gesture to be made romantic! )

[ NECK ] : your muse kisses my muse on the neck.

[ HAND ] : your muse kisses my muse's hand. ( add a ❤️ for this gesture to be made romantic; otherwise it's a formal gesture! )

[ SHOULDER ] : your muse kisses my muse's bare shoulder.

[ URGENT ] : your muse kisses my muse passionately, believing it to be their last chance to do so.

[ LAST ] : our muses share a bittersweet final kiss together, knowing it to be their last.

[ SLOW-BURN ] : after a long period of mutual pining, your muse makes the first move and kisses my muse.

[ CROWN ] : your muse kisses the top of my muse's head.

[ LONG ] : your muse gives mine a long kiss; aka a make out session.

[ HIDDEN ] : in order to hide their identities, our muses are forced to share a kiss.

[ TEARS ] : our muses share a sad kiss.

[ RELIEF ] : believing the other to be dead, our muses find one another and kiss out of sheer relief.

[ WEDDING ] : after getting officially married, our muses share their first kiss as a married couple.

[ FOREHEAD ] : your muse kisses my muse on the forehead.

[ REUNION ] : after being separated for a lengthy time, our muses are reunited and share a kiss to mark the occasion.

[ MOONLIGHT ] : after going on a midnight stroll, our muses share a kiss under the moon.

[ RAIN ] : your muse kisses my muse outside during a rainstorm. (bonus: after a fight bc oof the passion??)

[ SECRET ] : while maintaining a secret relationship, our muses sneak away to share a kiss in private.

[ FIRST ] : our muses kiss for the first time.

[ SURPRISE ] : your muse kisses mine for the first time, but unexpectedly!

[ HAPPY ] : in a moment of pure joy, our muses share a kiss.

[ COMFORT ] : in order to comfort my muse, your muse gives them a kiss.

[ DOORSTEP ] : after a remarkably good first date, your muse kisses mine on my muse's doorstep.

[ AIRPORT ] : after realizing their feelings for my muse, your muse sprints through an airport to kiss them before their flight departs.


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