Im Proud Of You For Doing All That! You Still Got Stuff Done, Which I Count As A Success! :D

i’m proud of you for doing all that! you still got stuff done, which i count as a success! :D

even though yesterday was a break day, yesterday I:

finished typing names for the week

put the ferrets out to play

cleaned their litter box

cleaned and put away their playpen

made dinner for matt (I chopped vegetables and everything!)

babysat matt when they started feeling sick

slept in the living room so I actually got to sleep

then today I:

talked to matt about what happened yesterday

made sure they got some food

went to the office

had a bunch of computer trouble

had to take the light rail home

had to take the stairs out of the underground light rail station

had to walk across campus

cleaned up cat puke

washed dishes

got blood drawn

you’ll notice some of that stuff doesn’t count as productive, but it is both a physical and, miraculously now outweighing the physical, an emotional drain. and I am super duper done now.

I guess it is normal to call it a day at 5pm, but that is not how my productive days have tended to go (and also I don’t tend to do anything before 11am so it’s kinda cheating). I’ve moved writing out two weeks instead of trying to force myself to do it today or sunday, and other than that I am technically speaking on top of shit. the only thing left on my to-do list besides the regularly circulating stuff is go ingratiate myself with the psych department on campus again, which I might not even do. (if I can do data entry for some researchers, I can get letters of recommendation for grad school applications. but I can’t work for credit, and I won’t work for free, so idk if it’s even worth snooping around.)

if I really wanted to get some productive crafting done I could, but I’m technically good there. I’d rather make this shawl for myself.