TW SEXUAL ABUSE

TW SEXUAL ABUSE

Today i was watching a YT video from a creator i like, we share a lot of views and he’s level headed. I’ll try to link the video but at some point in it, he starts to talk about (8:00-8:30) consent and coercion. I was listening to him and agreeing when i started to realize more and more how personal and validating the message was. Sometimes it feels like I’ve lost, what happened does ruin things in the end. Sometimes i feel stupid and sensitive, feeling like i over thought it and hurt my own feelings. Messages like in this video really make me feel heard, although to late.

Im just having a hard time

I feel like i always say that

Over and over until days become a week

And im still having that hard time

Then it comes again

I hate that clip i keep hearing

“Im always in that house

Im always in that room”

I’m tired of facing it

I hope i stop thinking about it now

My prescription has been refilled

Got so much Gir stuff for xmas 💜💜

He needs me. He needs me. He needs me.

I love my clonky shoes

Can’t you see im tryin

I don’t even like it, i just lied