Cielokittyy - ☕️🤎~𝓒𝓲𝓮𝓵𝓸~🤎☕️

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ɪғ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴜʀɴɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴛᴏᴍᴀᴄʜ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ sɪᴄᴋ...

ᴀᴍ ɪ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ sɪᴄᴋ?

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⟳𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐧 𝐝𝐨𝐲𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐨𝐚𝐫𝐝.

Imagine a childhood friends to lovers with Chuuya Nakahara where you two met either in his Sheep era or Stormbringer and have known each other since. He tried to act tough with you at first but as you continued to ramble on and on around him, he eventually opened up and you guys started to get closer. He didn’t notice that he was developing different feelings for you until Kouyou hinted at it and constantly mentioned how much he was around you. The way he would blush whenever you slightly touched him but immediately would huff in feigned annoyance, should’ve been a clear indication of his growing affection.

During the time Dazai was still in the PM, he would pester you both about it CONSTANTLY. You always seemed to laugh it off though, not seeming as bothered as Chuuya was. Chuuya would definitely try to make moves during moments of confidence, but that ego would crush whenever you flirted back in that playful, non serious manner. (He just doesn’t know that you’re being serious).

Whenever you talk about your crushes or who you think is attractive he’d judge your tastes so hard. He would literally be baffled whenever you show him your “ugly” and “weak” crush and would lecture you on how you deserve someone better. Anytime one of you go to a party or get-together, the other is always coming with. The only reason why it takes him so long to finally admit his feelings is because of how close you are to each other and your inability to take a hint. (Hate to break it to you Chuuya babes, but bragging and trying to act nonchalant are not the best flirting techniques).

Though as you grow older and he starts to mature more in his feelings, you can definitely see a difference in how he approaches things. He would invite you to have wine and would finally confess in a way he deemed fit.

“Y’know, I’ve lost about everyone close to me in childhood except you.” He wasn’t looking at you. His gaze was stuck to the dark red liquid in his fancy glass.

“Aw Chuuya… I hope you know I would do anything for you.” You smile sweetly, thinking he was just being sentimental again.

“I know. I would do the same. All because I love you.” He finally looked at you when he said that, a romantic but slightly egotistic smile on his face. He wanted you to know his feelings, but he already knew how you would respond. Of course he was confident!

You blushed and stammered but before you could even respond, the two of you instinctively moved in for a kiss.

Chuuya would be a very attentive and loving partner, always trying his hardest to please you. Despite his work in the PM, he would do everything in his power to be there for you, even if you’re also in the PM. Your relationship as an official couple wouldn’t be much different than yours as friends, except now you guys are more comfortable touching and being romantic. You still have your gossip sessions and play fights.

Chuuya would just be glad to have someone to love who loves him almost as much. His loyalty would be strong for you and he’s always by your side to assist you. He’s literally the best lover you could ask for and would spoil you soo much (you know he can with that PM executive money 🤑).

P.S My inbox is open! Feel free to send any questions, rants, or whatever <3

what’s one fan fiction you really like and why?

I like this one called “bed side table” on ao3, you should check it out and then tell us how it was!

I don’t remember what it was called but I read one where Beast Chuuya met ADA Dazai after Beast Dazai had just died and they spend a day with each other. It was pretty angsty but I really liked it, along with some other fanfics that I don’t remember the name of (I’m bad at not bookmarking things I like 😔). I always like things with depth and emotion though.

As for “Bed Side Table”, I checked it out and started reading it and I really like it! I think the interactions are pretty accurate and it was nice to read!

so prettyy

⌕ osamu dazai moodboard.

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and I eat it up every time 😏 (pls help me im mentally ill and love doomed lgbtq love 😟)

gay people will say "i know a spot" and then it's a time loop and then it's a time loop and then it's a time loop and then it's a time loop and then it's a time loop and then it's a time loop and then it's a time loop and then it's a time loop and then it's a time loop and then

AHHH 😞❤️

⌕ dungeon meshi • marcille.

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