Cloud9doll - 。 ・゜♡ ゜・。. ⌒♡ ☆ 。 ・゜♡ ゜・。.

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

My parents playing soccer in Australia in 1992

I’m going to unlearn shame *bursts into tears and beats my head against a brick wall*

i believe you can always get back to yourself. you can always soften into being again. no matter how long you might be stuck in a pattern of unhappiness, of being jaded, of feeling guarded from the world in some way. there is always a path back. give yourself a chance to find it.

The amount of time and trial and error that happens between when you realize you need to change and when you actually start digging your heels in and making those changes is often literal years which is so crazy cause we can know something for so long and refuse to let it sink in when we know it will deeply disrupt our lifestyles and comforts/crutches so it just prevails for so much longer than we could ever imagine even when we realized so long ago what was wrong we just back pedal when we are scared until something just cracks and we feel ready