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can someone recommend some beginner normal behaviors for someone looking to become normal
I like when my dreams reuse locations from past dreams. like oh cool we doin a bottle episode

i can't keep living like this!!! [does not change a single aspect of my life]
jack of no trades. master of fuck all
source? i felt it in my heart
I survived because the fuck it we ball inside me burned brighter than the it's so over around me
"I should kill myself": self-serving, reactionary
"we should all kill ourselves": building community and connection, ideologically correct

it’s like you’re being ratatouilled but the rat is your shame


神海駅
whatever dude i dont even look that tormented mostly
nervous breakthrough

Worst thing I ever did in my life was try to play it cool to protect myself because all that ever did was attract people who also had their walls up or who were interested in people they wouldn't have to actually take care of
too many songs about relations to other people. where are the songs for bitches who dont know anyone
we diagnose you with a creeping sense of alienation forever. incurable
Combat log: The effect Ibuprofen has ended.
Me: *instantly ragdolls*
Me thinking why a whale (big) would eat krill (small) and then I remembered rice (yum)

Zhongwen Yu (Chinese,b.1984)
Fluttering in white, 2019
Oil on canvas
My boyfriend didn’t go to university until he was 28 because he didn’t feel anywhere near ready when he was 18. He graduated with first-class honours, went on to do a Masters, and is now a history teacher. It’s so much more important to do things when you’re able to fully commit to them and do them to the best of your ability than to rush to do them by an imaginary deadline.
