About Me

about me

hi guys

i've been inspired by other tumblr bloggers, so i want to start my own loa blog as well! i just want somewhere to keep track of my manifestations in a fun, aesthetic way.

love,

-alex

maybe it’s a good thing for me

mistakes i've made manifesting

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when i first started manifesting, i made a lot of mistakes.

i tried methods that weren't working for me, like the 55x5 method, quantum jumping with water, sats, etc.

even as i began to progress, manifesting more and more things like small amounts of money, changes in personality, better relationships, and even multiple sp's (including one i thought i could never get back), i still had plenty of moments of self-doubt.

if you don't hold yourself securely in your knowledge that you've manifested all these things... that you've been imagining events before they happened your entire life, then yes, you will most likely forget.

here are a couple of specific mistakes i made:

1) i had a fear that i didn't inherently deserve some of my manifestations

this one is particularly crippling because it hit me right in the heart.

i had (and still have) quite a few stories i was told about myself that are a bit hard to shake.

for example, i always felt like i didn't deserve money because of my upbringing. my parents had money, and still do, but they treated money like it was evil.

i carried this with me, and so money has always been hard for me to get, and to keep. inherently, i felt that money is hard to come by. money doesn't grow on trees, anyone?

2) guilt about desiring it in the first place

i have a lot of weird thoughts bouncing around in my head.

and i realize they are definitely not true.

but sometimes i would judge myself for even wanting my manifestation. as if the people around me could hear my desire, i would chastise myself.

this is completely wrong and unnecessary.

as neville said, your desires are a gift from god.

even if you're not religious (which i'm not), you should realize that we all have a gift.

the gift is the ability to do what we wish with our powers.

these are literally powers.

with time, they'll feel as natural as breathing, walking, running, and eating.

but at some point in our lives, we had to learn how to do those things from scratch.

manifesting is just like that. don't be hard on yourself for not getting it quite right. just keep going.

3) failure to persist

this is tied in with the guilt thing.

if i let my guilt get the better of me, i would give up.

things like minor health issues, or other manifestations that "wouldn't give me trouble", i'd keep up with.

but i had this false impression that i was wasting my time by persisting in what i wanted.

there are things i haven't quite accomplished yet (technically). i will link to them later, because time is a flat circle and i know i've already done it.

but there are important things i gave up on because i thought i couldn't do it.

i know i can now.

4) i had doubt it could even happen.

i used to limit myself by thinking that some manifestations were achievable, and some were not.

but neville says to shut out the outside world, with its five senses, and instead to look to the god inside yourself--your imagination.

there is nothing too good for you, and nothing too big for you to manifest.

you are simply telling your own future by wanting it.