When You Want To Follow Someone But They OTP Your NOTP.
When you want to follow someone but they OTP your NOTP.
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I've been really struggling lately with doing things.
Activities I enjoy, stuff around the house, just the mental energy that it takes to keep up with everything has started to run me down. I worry that I put too much expectation on myself; that I need to keep doing something or I'm wasting my time. I also just really want to sit around and do absolutely nothing. Maybe talk with some friends or something.
I can't tell if I'm lonely or alone sometimes.
Everything takes time and planning and most of the time it never works out anyway.
So, struggling.
I often wish I could go back and make different choices. I can't tell what's making me unhappy but I think a big part is not having time to myself anymore. Not being able to be alone and not feel that I have to get stuff done.
I should take more mental health days where I get to be lazy or indulge myself. I do feel I indulge myself a lot with my fic. I feel bad for not trying different things but then I think about the art post where the teacher tells the student to indulge in what she enjoys and it'll make her work better. So I write for me in the hopes others enjoy it.
It seems like I'm constantly telling myself "things will get better after..." and I know it's never the case. That things won't magically get better.
Every writing advice thing ever: Don’t get bogged down in details on your first draft. Just write! ☺️
Me: How I begin this scene hinges on whether cheese sandwiches were served with mayo in the 50’s.
