El Capitxn Shouting "I Love You Min Yoongi" + Yoongi's Reaction

El Capitxn shouting "I love you Min Yoongi" + Yoongi's reaction

High-functioning autism culture is being made fun of for taking your job seriously. It makes no sense but it keeps happening.

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In the Night | Mingyu Drabble

tags: fluff, just pure fluff, college boyfriend Mingyu, non-idol!au

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You’ve known Mingyu for less than three months. The two of you met accidentally as you tried to grab the same textbook from the uni library and ended up studying together for a class you hadn’t realised you had together.

Mingyu was everything you have looked for in a guy- he’s soft, careful, funny, respectful, emotionally intelligent and hot, oh so hot! You knew since day 1 that it was a steep slope falling for him and it took you all your energy to stop yourself.

Every morning you’d give yourself the biggest pep talk about not falling for this giant little puppy of a man and he would say or do something that would make your heart flip into fifteen different pieces. A gentle “are you okay” when he can see you stressed out or a thoughtful donut he gets you if he knows you’ve been working hard. Even the way he shyly accepts you’re lunch when you bring extra for him has you’re heart melting. And when he cooks for you, you’re heart explodes into a million pieces and only his food can piece it back together to form a beautiful rose in place of the thorns you had in your heart.

Mingyu was right, the both of you were right. But you didn’t know if he knew this. You didn’t want to assume he knew this. Mingyu openly gives love to all his friends, you’ve seen it countless times. He just was a loving person. So it was very easy to assume you read the signs all wrong.

That’s why you did all you could to keep your heart and head in check. After the first month there was no denying that you’d fallen for him, it was pointless to lie to yourself. But you still tried you level best to keep the little infatuation in check (you failed but you want to be in denial about that for as long as possible).

Repeating the “Mingyu might only see you as a friend” mantra has worked till now, pretty well. But it is slowly failing you, especially today, as you both sit on the bench near the pier watching the Han river and the Seoul city skyline. As the sun sets and the chilly winds take its place along with the pink violet hues of the sky, Mingyu slowly shifted from his initial position on the other end of the bench to sitting close enough for your shoulders to brush.

“I’m cold.” Was his excuse and honestly you were slightly cold too and did not mind the warmth emanating from him at the moment.

You find yourself sighing at the peaceful sight in front of you. From your peripheral vision you can see Mingyu’s mouth curved in a pretty soft smile. You liked it when he looked peaceful and at that moment he looked legitimately ethereal.

Mingyu moving closer to you unleashed a confidence you’ve been suppressing for months. You give into the bliss of the view and slowly lean on him. You didn’t realise what you’d done until you feel your head touches his shoulder. It feels warm. You can feel the bones and muscles beneath his jacket when you lay your head.

You stay still for a couple seconds, gauging his reaction. He doesn’t move, in fact he is stiff as stone for a whole minute. A big part of your head if balding like a police siren but your heart feels good.

One minute or an eternity passes, the concept of time is not your priority now. But after a few beats you feel it. The muscular arm that comes around your shoulder. The hands that pause a second above your shoulder and eventually is placed there. The warmth that coursed through your body when you’re slowly pushed further into Mingyu’s chest.

Then you hear him sigh-not a painful, tried sigh of exhaustion but one of pure content. The smile that forms on your face feels as natural as breathing.

Mingyu and you have spent a lot of time together in the last three months- in the same physical space and otherwise too. But you’ve never been close physically. A random side-hug here and a handshake there when you meet or part ways for the day was the usual physical contact.

This was a domain neither of you’d planned on exploring and it felt good. It felt surprisingly amazing considering you’ve never been one for physical contact. In all of your existence you’ve never initiated or accepted physical contact from anyone expect your mother. This felt new.

New, exciting and comforting.

You expected your heart to race in a million directions but for once it felt like you’re heart was home.

“Thank you.”

Mingyu’s voice comes out so softly and silent that you almost miss it. You try to lean back and turn to look at him but he holds you still with his arms. You crane your neck to look at him, doing your best to contain the smile and blush creeping up your cheeks.

“For what?”

He looks down at you, his eyes glistening glimmering like re beautiful night sky filled with a thousand stars.

“For trusting me enough to be… here.” He looks at his arms around you and back at your face. You can see the tinge of red on his face too. He’s definitely biting on his inner cheek to stop himself from smiling like an idiot.

But when you smile at him fully he also breaks into a full shy and happy smile.

This makes you take the leap. And so in an instant you throw your hands around his neck and he is thrown aback. But mingyu is smart enough to come back to senses immediately and move his hands to your waist as he slowly pulls you into his lap.

The sensible part of your brain is screaming that it’s a public space and this is Mingyu and you might’ve just ruined your friendship. But tonight you choose to be an idiot. So does Mingyu apparently.

The both of you stay in the embrace for a couple the. You soaking in his scent and warmth, and him breathing you in.

He pulls back to look at your face. He studies your face and the blush that creeps up on your face make you close your eyes out of embarrassment.

“Hey, look at me.” He says as he lifts your chin up with one finger and you open your eyes to see him.

Mingyu smiles, you smile.

“Hi.” He sounds breathless.

“Hi.” You’re voice drips of anticipation and shyness

“Is this real?” He looks nervous. You chuckle as he bites into his lips.

“It is for me.” His grip on your waist gets slightly tighter and you’re flush against him. Holding your breath as you wait for his verbal response.

“Took you long enough.”

Mingyu laughs and it reverberates in your soul.

“Maybe we shouldn’t be doing this in public…” you suggest meekly. You’re scared he’s going to think you are a pervert and moving too ahead of yourself.

“Yeah sure.” Mingyu smiles his million-dollar smile. “Don’t worry, we can do this however we want it. No pressure.”

His words make you want to cry because how can one human be so understanding and kind. But instead you smile and give him a tight hug before you get up and offer your hand to him.

Mingyu beams at you from his place on the bench, his eyes are wet now.

“Is everything alright Gyu?”

“Never better angel.”

What are organs for if they don’t melt at everything this gorgeous, kind golden retriever of a man says and does!

♡. genre: fluff, hurt to comfort

♡. a/n: i've been going through it lately so have this little drabble I wrote at like 2 am. writing this helped me so i hope it also can help someone else feel even a tiny bit better. if someone reads this, know that i'm always proud of you <3

Hyunjin doesn't say anything, just engulfs your frame in a hug, holding tight as you begin to cry harder. His strong arms around your body feel right, keeping you grounded and away from succumbing to the negative thoughts that keep running around in your head. Somehow, he always knows what to do to make you feel better. When to talk or wipe your tears, or when to just be present and hold you, giving you time to cry it out before anything else. You always joke around, calling him an angel and whatnot but maybe he actually was one - an angel on earth that was sent down just to be by your side. It was cheesy but, as all of your pain slowly went away, you were beginning to actually believe it.

"It's okay," he finally speaks, voice low and comforting as one of his hands was running up and down your back, "let it all out, angel, I’m right here."

Usually, these words would cause you to sob, soaking his shirt to the skin but now, they help in such a strange way that you actually begin to calm down. Or maybe, you're finally getting tired. Either way, Hyunjin's words make you feel seen and not like a ghost that's roaming around the earth without a purpose in life.

You're still standing in the middle of your bedroom but he's holding you just as tightly as before, not once complaining.

A few minutes later, he pulls away slightly to wipe your tear-stained face, his heart breaking at the sight of you.

"My baby," he coos, trying to smile for the both of you, "I hope you know a stupid thing like that doesn't define you. Far from it actually."

You don't respond but tears well up in your eyes again so, you hide your face in his chest without a word. Hyunjin lets out a shaky breath, clearly affected by your mood and that breaks your fragile heart even more.

Pressing his lips to the crown of your head, he leaves a few lingering kisses before mumbling against your hair.

"Opportunities come and go but your light will shine forever." Your hold on the back of his shirt gets tighter and in response, Hyunjin starts swinging your bodies from side to side slowly. "No matter what, I’m always proud of you and the hard work you put in. Always."

Shyly looking up into his eyes, Hyunjin smiles and suddenly, all of your problems feel so much smaller. "Really?"

He nods, leaning down to kiss both of your cheeks. "Of course! You’re the most amazing person I know, how could I not?"

You look away, heart squeezing painfully in your chest. "Well, you’re the only one that thinks – "

"The only one that sees how strong, intelligent and perseverant you are?" Hyunjin cuts you off, shaking his head. With one hand wrapped around your waist, the other reaches up to squeeze your cheeks together and he has to hold himself back from kissing your puckered lips. You look adorable like that.

"That’s fine with me," he continues his point from before, voice so tender and soft it almost brings back the tears in your eyes, "I’ll continue to remind you these things until you realise how beautiful of a heart you have."

His words render you speechless and as he lets go of your face, you throw your arms around his neck and start crying again only this time, for a different reason. A reason that isn’t painful, that doesn’t break your heart and makes it hard to breathe. As always, Hyunjin knows exactly what to say to make you feel better every time. Your ray of sunshine and speck of colour in an otherwise gloomy, sad and colourless world.

When he finishes mending your broken heart back together, you’ll make sure to tell him all of those things. To make him aware of exactly how wonderful he is, always.

"I’ll keep telling you these things until you see yourself the way I see you." He whispers against your hair, holding you tight. "Until you love yourself the way I love you. Unconditionally."

The day I stop having nightmares from high school time is when I’ll finally be free

You should find another guiding light… guiding light… but I shine so briiiight…