
my heart beats for poetry, books, and noah shaw. (ldr too)
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“Noah–sarcastic, distant, untouchable Noah–cared. And that made him real.”
Noah Shaw aesthetic (feat. Love Interruption by Jack White)






character posters ☆ mara dyer

Full size Scrivener corkboard for The Becoming of Noah Shaw, for your viewing pleasure.



The Mara Dyer Trilogy: Mara’s Grandmother
“You cannot change who you are, any more than you can change black eyes to blue. You can only accept it. If you fight yourself, you will lose, and fighting leaves scars. But you will survive them. I have survived many”.
– Michelle Hodkin,The Retribution of Mara Dyer
i wasnt crazy, i was divine

The truth is, I get whatever I want, when I want and how I want it. The world has no choice but to submit to me.

ALWAYS REMEMBER : Life is a simulation game and you have ALL the cheat codes. Everything from your physical appearance, intelligence, personality, school, University, your lover, and every single atom can be altered by you. So remember to be as limitless, 'unrealistic', and creative as you can be ;)
Credit : got this post from Pinterest
You’re not wrong, foolish, or delusional



If you know the basics of LOA, why the fuck would you claim any of these words to use against yourself...? Like seriously??

You’re affirming that you're in a loving relationship with your sp even though they just told you they are already dating someone else.
You’re scripting how amazing your desired friends are when in your 3D reality you don’t have any friends.
You’re imagining living in your new home even though you just found out someone else just purchased it.
It might feel dumb or pointless when your 3D reality is showing you the complete opposite of your wish, but don’t let that discourage you.
It might feel like you’re lying to yourself or others because your senses are telling you otherwise but you don’t have to feel that way.
The more you persist in something, it will harden into fact and boom, it’s reflected in your 3D.
Your conscious mind, the logical mind, is the one that tells you you’re lying to yourself, or that something is not true or real. But your subconscious mind has no judgement, it’ll accept anything, and I mean anything, you tell it. Again, only if you repeat or persist in something your subconscious will pick it up, so don't worry about every random little thought manifesting.
You don't have to reason, find a logical solution, or even try to justify what you want. Just focus on living in the end, where you already have your desire and your subconscious will do the rest.
I really want to emphasize to let your subconscious do the work. Honey, we are no longer letting ourselves stress and worry when our subconscious has all the answers.
I don't care what it is, whether it's a new superpower, to live across country, or to even date a celebrity, LIVE IN THE END and fuck all the haters or thoughts that say otherwise.
Go within by completely ignoring anything that contradicts your wish. When your attention is on your desired outcome and NOT on the feeling of being "delusional" or wrong, your external reality will change as a result. That’s the law.
Allow and trust that what you desire will come to fruition. You are not silly or weird or wrong for wanting a certain thing. It is your reality so do whatever the fuck you want like all bad bitches do!
and i will never sing again, and you wont work another day.
fml
yes pain changes u but what changed and shaped me are the books i read and the crying after. also the torture and pain that lives with me after im finished reading a 5 star book. think about that. losers.
in pain
LITERALLY RIPPING me apart in pieces i hqave suich pain in myt chest i love noah and mara so much how can words that are written on paper mean so much to me how can my imagination be so cruel and how can everything be so sweet AND SO BITTER PLEASE GOD I LOVE THESE BOOKS SO MUCH PLEASE JUST ANOTHER CHANCE TO GET ALZHEIMER OR SOMERTHING HAVE MY MEMORY WIPED SO I CAN READ THEM FOR THE FIRST TIME AGAIN
oh noo must be the seasoonn of the wiiitchhh!
but i love that man like nobody can
well my BOYFRIENDS in a BAND.
u guys don’t understand the chokehold they have on me i’m suffering real bad out here









headers marashaw like
never question my loyalty please dear lord i’m still in love with the guy i met in 2020.
i still love the shit out of him. like i still love him so much that we haven’t talked in 2 years, and if he just randomly called me right now and told me that he needs my help because he doesn’t want to go to jail i would turn myself in for him.
AND I LOST MYSELF WHEN I LOST YOUU
“are you okay?”
no all i need is to cuddle my cat and sleep together while we listen to lana. (and a cherry ice zero nicotine vape in my hand)
the older men get the worse they get but they’re kinda hot so
we both know, that it’s not fashionable to love me.
i got you where i want you now
ALL I HEAR IS BILLY HOLIDAY, ITS ALL that i
PLAYYYYYYY