The Urge To Have Someone Love Me Enough To Want To Rip My Chest Open And Hold My Heart In Their Hands

The urge to have someone love me enough to want to rip my chest open and hold my heart in their hands is getting so real and unbearable. I dont understand if this is grotesque or just the desire to be loved so deeply you’d want to hold their essence in blasphemous palms.

I need to take a nap i think.