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I Sincerely Don't Know What's The Story Behind La Vie En Bonsai. At First I Thought This Was About A

i sincerely don't know what's the story behind la vie en bonsai. at first i thought this was about a mute girl, but as it's written, i don't see anything wrong about her disability, as a person who works with people with it.

BUT the thing is: it's a GREAT story. despite the topics not being my fav, i guess they made it lighter, funnier and great! i couldn't stop reading. i reached it through another fic and immediately knew this was a classic (i mean, 38k and namjoon + bonsais + a cute y/n? it's a perfect recipe!)

la vie en bonsai; knj

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➸ pairing: kim namjoon x reader 

➸ summary: in a rare turn of events, kim namjoon thinks he’s finally found something he likes way more than bonsai trees - you. 

➸ genre: if you google <3 romantic comedy <3 this will be the first thing that pops up as a result; fluffier than the fluffiest cloud on a nice summer day; slow burn!! quite possibly the slowest burn to ever burn but it’s totally worth it; slice of life au?? i think that’s what it’s called; a touch of angst that’ll make your tummy turn for a little while; introducing new cast members such as cutie-pie deliveryboy!hobi and the ever exquisite bartender!taehyung 

➸ word count: 38k

♪ currently spinning on the record player; lover (slowed); taylor swift 

➸ trigger warning: there’s a written description of an anxiety attack in here, so if events of that nature make you uncomfortable, this is your heads up! you’re welcome to skip over it!! 

➸ a note from cee: 

listen, i know that no one usually reads these notes because they’re so long and lame, and you’re probably begging to me to shut the heck up and just get to the point, but please just bear with me for a little while longer because i wouldn’t be saying all of this if it wasn’t super important!! 

oh boy. here we are again! as some of you may know, it was november of last year that la vie en bonsai was first posted and it was november of last year that la vie en bonsai was subsequently taken down. first, i know that it’s taken me a while to come out with another big fic, so thank you for being patient with me. i really wanted to make sure that every little piece of this story was as perfect as it could possibly be. it’s pretty nerve-racking coming out with a big fic when i’ve just been writing short little drabbles for one whole year! secondly, it’s worth taking this opportunity to apologise once more for the atrocity that was the first version of la vie en bonsai. i was blinded by my own privilege and i wasn’t aware of the hurt that i caused towards the Deaf/HoH community - the absolute last thing i wanted was to make it seem like i was romanticising and using a very real disability as a plot device, to speak on behalf of a community that i am not apart of - and for that, i truly hope you can accept my apology. and if you cannot forgive me, that is completely understandable. i know i missed the mark. i know i screwed up. i know i could’ve handled the backlash more maturely. i’m sorry. finally, i wouldn’t even be writing this note if it weren’t for every single one of you. you guys have graciously given me a second chance, and for that, i am truly grateful. i just hope that this new, revamped version can show you that i hear every single one of you, that i’m trying my best to learn from my careless mistakes and that i’m trying my best to grow as a person. thank you for giving me the opportunity to make things right. 

so here it is, from me to you: la vie en bonsai, version two. 

enjoy.

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anybody who knows namjoon is well aware of the fact that he’s a very well-organized, responsible, and punctual person 

but for the first time in his life

kim namjoon is running late.

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4 years ago

this is just SO CUTE i really hoped for a pt2 to see who's gonna get y/n's heart <3 loved it!

bts scenario | because i’m a man, i’ll hold your hand

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♡ Your visit to a haunted school building has your heart racing… but is that due to the possibility of seeing ghosts, or because of the extremely handsome boys you’re with? ♡

pairing: flirty BTS + you (What is this?? A reverse harem or something??) genre: fluff, comedy… maybe? word count: 3K

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It’s five seconds to midnight. You’d normally be tucked up in bed at this time of night, with your phone and a good Wi-Fi connection for company. Instead, you find yourself on an abandoned side of town, dressed in a tacky (and not very insulating) witch’s costume, in the company of seven excited boys.

“Apparently, this is the haunted school everyone’s been talking about,” Namjoon says, his breath coming out in clouds that mingle with the cool fog slithering around you.

You look up at the old building, with its boarded-up windows, and soot-stained walls. It’s the last place you’d want to enter on Halloween night. But the boys were rather insistent.

“Come on, Y/N. The night’s still young.”

“Yeah, you can’t go home just yet.”

“It’ll be so much fun.”

“You’ve got to!”

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4 years ago

jungkook scenario | butterflies

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➸ prompt: We’ve had this tradition as besties to have a sleepover once a year but this year….it feels different…were your pajamas always this cute??…did I always have butterflies???

➸ pairing: jungkook x reader

➸ requested by @imshalida | 700 words | fluff

Jungkook can’t ignore it. The butterflies are back. They clutter his stomach, they clog his chest, and he wishes they would just let him sleep.

But it’s three in the morning, and he’s lying awake, and lying to himself that he isn’t in love with you.

Squashed beside you in the single bed you had to share, because, as you put it ‘we’ve been doing this for eight years, Jungkook, we can’t break tradition now’, there’s no way Jungkook’s sleeping with this raucous being raised inside him – the main perpetrator: his heat, a traitor when it comes to keeping his feelings quiet.

This wasn’t meant to happen. Like you said: ‘You’ve been doing this for eight years.’ The stars and moon know that isn’t the first time he’s laid beside you, body heat melding beneath the blankets. Normally, he’d fall to dreaming as soon as his head hit the pillow, swallowed up by your warmth, lulled by your breathing – at peace, knowing you were safe and sound beside him. So why have the butterflies unsettled from their slumber to barge about in his bloodstream? Why now? Hmm? Why now?

With all these questions grinding through his brain, he can’t rest, can’t shut his eyes. As you move in your sleep, foot brushing his leg and setting off alarm bells in his head, he begins to wonder if it’s possible to die from an imploding heart. At least then he could rest in peace.

Death won’t come though. Not yet. Even when you’re sound asleep, you’re determined to keep Jungkook’s heart beating, and beating fast, as, sighing, you shift again, and with a ruffling of blankets your arm falls across his chest. Which disturbs the butterflies. They flutter up to Jungkook’s throat. Maybe if he just said it, they’d leave him alone. If he just whispered it to the dark and night – it crawls to his tongue, ready to leap off into the abyss where it can never be taken back. ‘I love you’. ‘I love you’. You’re asleep. You’ll never hear it. Just say it. Deep breath. And-

You interrupt him with a groan and a murmur, and the moment drifts away. Of course, your habit of sleep talking springs up at the worst time. Jungkook can hear your lips moving in the dark, just an inch from his ear, hear the wet snap as they open and close, barely audible words spilling out.

This is a good distraction for him; it gets him out of his own love-panicked mind, and reminds him that you’re still his best friend – the one he’s shared eight sleepovers with, who he’s binge watched Disney movies with, whose vomit he’s helped clean when you gorged on too many chocolate buttons, who he’s sneaked out of the house with at two thirty AM to try and buy beer using your older sister’s ID. You’re not an untouchable, cast-in-gold angel and Jungkook shouldn’t be uncomfortable or stricken any time your skin connects with his. No. You’re just his best friend, with cute butterfly pyjamas and drool on your chin. The best friend he loves. 

But no matter how much he loves you, he isn’t going to let this moment pass by. With a smile, he reaches out a hand from the duvet, feeling at the bedside table for his phone, ready for blackmailing. The white light from the screen blinds him for a second before he opens the voice recording app, just in time to capture you mumbling the words:

“Jungkook. I love you.”

Jungkook feels hot and cold at once. He needs to take a deep breath and remind himself that you’re asleep, that it means nothing. Still, as his phone repeats the snippet of your voice: “Jungkook. I love you. Jungkook. I love you.” he can’t stop grinning.

“I love you too,” he whispers.

In the dark, he doesn’t see you smile.

a drabble from the ‘excuses to share a bed with bts’ series > click here to read more

4 years ago

it's been about two weeks since i read this. and i still. have. no. words. i discussed with a few people about to see if i was going crazy over such a topic but THIS IS SO WRONG LIKE SO SO WRONG and what the fuck i love it i mean it's a fav even with all the agony and pain and angst and. ugh. well written, it's such a different plot you don't want to stop reading, it's addicting. BUT heavy. i do NOT reccomend this fic for everyone, really, pay attention to the warnings and, if you have NO problem with ethics, then go for it!

also, to the writer, congrats, truly. you deserve A LOT for writing this cause it takes a lot of courage and effort. thank you so so much for posting this masterpiece!

JAMAIS VU | JJK (one-shot)

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➭ Sooyoung and Jungkook just got married when a terrible car accident happened, leading Sooyoung to her death and Jungkook to a visionless world. This incident forced the Jeons to ask you, a caregiver who sounded like Sooyoung, to pretend like you were Jungkook’s late wife in order to convince him to push through his eye surgery.

Would you do it?

alternatively,

“I’m falling for your eyes, but they don’t know me yet.”

Pairing: rich husband!jungkook x caregiver!reader

Genre: fluff, angst, smut, hurt/comfort, slight married au, (pretend wife) slight strangers to lovers (it’s really complicated.)

Word Count: 34.6k (ONE SHOT)

Warnings: car accident, resulting to severe injuries and death, cursing, blood, JK is in coma for weeks, GUYS LISTEN: JK will be in a car accident and the consequences are INACCURATE. He’s only alive because of a ‘miracle.’ Seriously, the motif of this fic is INACCURACY lmao, discussion of eye surgery, identity theft, FRAUD!!!! OC takes advantage of JK’s disability, FRAUD, FRAUD, and did I mention fraud already? dubious consent (this is unclear but i’ll still add it to be safe) JK cums in his pants, kissing, oral sex (f.receiving) tricked into having sex??? (y’all JK thought OC is his wife) handjob, thigh riding, multiple orgasms, physical violence, stalking, death threats, trauma, JK is seventeen when he got into a relationship with 25 y/o Sooyoung, so you know, grooming! suicidal thoughts, power tripping, mention of smoking (pot) slut shaming, human trafficking, abandoning of a newborn baby, foreplay in public (swimming pool) unprotected sex, hate fucking??? rough sex??? squirting, impregnation kink, OC and JK banged against the piano. ah. JK is a pianist but i don’t know anything about this organ (IM SORRY)

dictionary: sajangnim - boss | male: hyung - older brother | noona - older sister | jagiya: darling/baby/honey

Click here for the spotify playlist of this fic. (PLEASE.)

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Jeon Jungkook was barely eighteen when he married Sooyoung—the girl who he claimed was the love of his life.

He was so into her that he didn’t even bat an eyelash when his parents threatened to cut him out of the will.

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4 years ago

oh guys yoongi has me WEAK. secretary min just doubled it. i have no words, except that i knew all that feelings and aahhhh i'd be in love too. def a fav!!

kiss me at midnight; myg

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➺ pairing; min yoongi x reader

➺ genre; ceo!y/n x secretary!yoongiverse!! sfw!! fluff!! the title says it all!! this is the moment we’ve all been waiting for!! 

➺ wordcount; 8.1k

➺ summary; y/n finally musters up enough courage to tell yoongi about her i-know-i’m-your-boss-but-i-have-non-boss-feelings-for-you feelings. 

➺ what to expect; “careful, secretary min… i might have to give you a raise if you keep sweet-talking me like that.”

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“let’s see… the decorators are coming at 2, the caterers are coming at 6:30, the DJ is coming at 7…” yoongi reads out loud as he goes down his checklist, “the bartender sent over the special drinks menu which i emailed to you this morning, and- ah, right, the caterers mentioned that they were able to switch the mini hot dogs to sliders instead-”

“oh, that’s great! mini hot dogs just don’t carry the same level of class as teeny little hamburgers…” you narrow your eyes slightly as you clasp your hands in front of your face, tapping your fingers against each other, “what about the chocolate lava cakes?”

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4 years ago

jungkook gives tHAT superhero vibes, right? i've already said i'm in love with spiderkoo, but this one caught my eye as well. the universe, despite the simplicity, was very well written and the characters have great personalities (i mean, y/n is such a badass). besides, i'd be angry to fuck up things with jk and what a great feeling must be throwing cars and destroying a city because you're upset, right?

Banter

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Banter Ship: Superhero!Jungkook | Supervillain!Reader Description: Roommates!AU, Super!AU. Ironically, some of your best moments are with your archnemesis, the man who you literally fight every other day. But the two of you might be closer than you originally thought. Warnings: Intercourse, Fluff, Small Angst, Oral, Dirty Talk, Orgasm Denial, Dry Humping, Grinding, Kind of Cracky Word Count: 10,861

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