Yes I Saw No One Hold Me And I Was Alone So Got Up, Growing And Glowing

Yes I saw no one hold me and I was alone so got up, growing and glowing 😊

And when the pain became too much

She let go of everything she was holding onto so dearly

Patiently waiting to see what, if anything, would hold onto her

Broke Me Again

I saw you with another girl that evening.

I saw you with no signs of missing me.

I couldn't stand the sight the way you looked at her... that way. I thought it was only for me.

Felt like my world was shattering, pieces that were rolling to unknown places.

Never thought you would do this to me... Did you? Did you? Did you know this? How hard it was for me? How hard it was to trust another human being? It ended up being you. You again? another mistake?

Mistake of loving the wrong one, Trusting blindly? You did not deserve it.

You just broke me ... just broke me apart and I did not deserve it!

I want to feel loved for once

and not the same time.

I wanna trust people again

but don't the same time.

I wanna smile like carefree

but heart feels ached.

I wanna feel safe

but I can't trust.

I try to let go off

but it repeats again and again.

Staying friends

Nothing really matters

now that I have learned

not to be ever an option

of anybody.

After so long I liked a guy.

A wrong guy

and I know it in my senses,

knowing we don't hold a future

but what do I do?

He makes me smile, blush,

my heart flutter like no one ever did

I like the way he puts his words

together.

Though he says,

he wants to give this a try.

I know he is a fuckboy,

so, I don't want to.

I know I will be wounded further more.

So holding on as friends

which I will let go off soon

because for him it's just my body

Saying 'NO' to dates

'NO' a response to start something new.

Fear of past repeating

or my wounds worsening

How do I tell him?

This is the best was we can live.

Rain of pain

Perfect lines during the rain,

the rain is all about the pain,

pain from that someone who once said would never leave,

left me in the darkness and roaring screams.

I find myself in darkness now,

where do I go now?

tell me

tell me

oKAY so I was actually reading poems of another writer and I ended up writing this on her comment section so copy pasted edited and here you go new poem!