Svt On Your Birthday | Ot13

svt on your birthday | ot13

❥ seungcheol 

i’m sure a lot of us would say that cheol would plan an expensive restaurant date, book a table at one of the more extravagant restaurants in town (he’d probably buy you a dress, and some jewellery to match it too), and treat you like a princess for the whole day. and as much as i agree with that, he’d also try to make it a bit more… nostalgic? like, at the end of your night he’d bring you to a place that means a lot to the both of you, and whip out a framed, old photo of you from one of your first dates, or pull out from god knows where your favourite flowers - you get the gist. he’s a lil big romantic at heart.

❥ jeonghan 

would plan something very low-key - not because he doesn’t care about your special day, but at the same time hannie doesn’t feel the need to be as extravagant as cheol to show you how deeply he cares about you. his sweet touches, gentle gazes, and a gift that he prepared a couple of months in advance would be more than enough. to be honest, except for the gift, he wouldn’t plan anything in particular. you’d wake up together, eat breakfast that he made, and then he’d ask you what you want to do. the end of your day would end up with lots of cuddles, and sweet kisses.

❥ joshua 

if there is one thing joshua doesn’t mind spending his money on it’s you. he’d probably prepare two gifts - one handmade by him, and one quite an expensive one, because you need to be spoiled on your birthday (and any other day). as for the plans for the day, i think it’d be pretty similar to jeonghan’s - as long as you spend it together it’s all good. he’d maybe take you out on a nice walk, and buy you street food, or take you to some sort of faire or market if it was in town. something very chill, so you could spend some quality time together.

❥ jun 

i feel like jun would try to surprise you with something, whether it be a gift or an activity. nothing too big, but meaningful to you. why do i have a feeling that the surprise wouldn’t really work, though, - either he’d spoil it, or you’d find about it by accident, but nonetheless, your birthday would be perfect. you’d spend the whole day together, maybe you’d go out with a couple of your closest friends, do some fun activities, eat and drink a lot, and at the end of the day jun would either take you to like a “special place” for you, or if you were too tired he’d take you home, and give you his gift with tons of shy kisses and hugs.

❥ hoshi 

he’d definetly plan something crazy, you’d not be bored - that’s for sure. he’d wake you up at dawn by jumping on the bed or playing loud music, and singing into your ear. his energy would be impossible that day, even more so than usual (he’d be that excited to celebrate your birthday). after rudely waking you up (with love), hoshi would drag you to the kitchen and make you eat the breakfast that he had prepared (he almost burned the house down), and then take you out on your super duper fun birthday excursion. the end of the day, though, would be very calm, and filled with sweet touches and hushed words of  “i love you’s” and “happy birthday”.

❥ wonwoo 

unlike hoshi, wonwoo would let you sleep in, and while usually he is the first one out of bed, he’d stay with you until you woke up (your first gift would be a bare-faced, and naked wonwoo cuddled into your side) (do i have to mention his adorable bed hair). he’d try his best to make you a nice breakfast, and that in itself would feel like the greatest present you could ever get. other than that, he’s the next member of the “chill squad”, because wonwoo wouldn’t have anything specific planned. he’d take you out on a nice meal, or maybe to a park to take some photos of you, so you’d have a nice memory of the day (the best one would be the one taken by a stranger, with wonwoo having his arms tightly wrapped around you, and you nuzzled into his side). of course the gift would be very well thought out, and he’d blush furiously while giving it to you.

❥ woozi 

okay, so bear with me - i know he’s usually locked up in his studio, and rarely leaves the place (thank you nana tour for changing that) (not that i have anything against him spending time in his studio), but why do i feel like he’d take you out of the city for a trip. nothing too big, it's not like you’d fly to another country, but like a 2-3 hour road trip. woozi would really try to make this day as special as he could, and going on a short getaway trip would be perfect. you’d walk around, eat, take a lot of pictures, and most importantly - spend some quality time together. at some point, like the most random one, he’d whip out his gift for you, and it’d be just as special as the trip.

❥ dk 

dk to me is such a romantic soul, and because of that i think he’d stress a lot (in a good way) about your birthday, to make it as special and memorable as possible. there would definitely be a lot of flowers involved, and multiple gifts, big and small, whether they’d be made by him or bought. he’d plan some nice activities - you’d go places that you wanted to visit before, but didn’t have the time too, get ice cream if your birthday was in the spring/ summer time, or go sledding if it’s in the winter time. at the end of the day you’d go to a nice restaurant, not as extravagant as cheol, but still more on the expensive side, because he has to spoil you. also, you’d definitely take some photo booth pictures that you’d hang on your fridge later.

❥ mingyu 

first gift? waking up to his cuddles, endless kisses, hugs, “i love you’s”, and migoo giggles. you’d probably spend the first of the day eating take out, watching bad movies, and talking about the most absurd topics there could be. the whole time, you’d be nuzzled into his naked chest, while he’d have his arm around your shoulder tightly holding you close to his body. you’d get up (with a lot of complaints from you, because what better way to spend your birthday than cuddled up with mingyu?) when the sun would start to set, and that’s when the real “party” would start. mingyu would take you out to some fun activities, like mini golf, or a bar where you could play pool and darts. then you’d go around the city, when most of the people would already be in their homes getting ready for bed, with mingyu's jacket draped around your shoulders.

❥ minghao 

i just know the gift you’d get from him would be perfect. it’d be so well thought out, and it’d definitely be something that’d mean a lot to you. minghao would give it to you right after you woke up, still drowsy from sleep. he’d probably coo at you, and kiss your forehead, while placing the gift on the bed with a lovesick smile. he’d incorporate anything that has to do with your hobbies throughout the day, because what’s better than making the love of your life smile and watch doing what they love. minghao would also be a lot more affectionate, in like the “physical touch” way, you wouldn’t be able to peel him off you, AND you can expect a call from the xu family, because his mom and dad loves you more than they love him. at the end of the day, you’d end up on the couch on facetime talking to his family, and eating your favourite take out. 

❥ seungkwan 

i feel like, similarly to mingyu, you’d spend the morning and afternoon in bed, cuddling, kissing, eating, and probably gossiping about everyone you know. it’d be so nice to just spend some time together, without having to worry about your work, or school. later, he’d take you out to a nice restaurant that he had booked in advance, and give you a bouquet of your favourite flowers. after - neither one of you would know how, you’d end up in the most random place in the city, probably getting lost (but it’s all right, as long as you are together it doesn't matter where you end up). after finally getting back home, you’d turn on a movie, and you’d cuddle under a blanket, where you’d fall asleep together.

❥ vernon 

he wouldn’t have anything planned. now, not because he doesn't care (of course he does), but because he wants to spend your day in the way that you want. you want to stay in bed? great, now you can cuddle for the whole day. you want to have a movie marathon? he’s on his way to the kitchen to make popcorn. you want to go out? vernon is already putting his shoes on. all that matters to him is that you’re together, and you get to spend the day as a lil lovesick couple that doesn’t care about anything except for each other. the only thing he has planned is the gift he has for you, which he’d be actually so nervous to give to you. because what if you don’t like it? what if you think it’s too sappy? but of course his gift would be perfect, just like the whole day.

❥ chan 

another one that i think is very romantic, so he’d stress about planning your birthday as well, because hello? there are so many things that could go wrong, and your special day has to be absolutely perfect. dino would wake you up with kisses on your cheeks, and forehead, while wishing you a happy birthday (he could be saying anything, you’d be too tired to understand what he’d be saying at that point). he’d give you your gift to unwrap while he’d be making breakfast (he’d be panicking so much, because one - what if you hate the gift, and two - what if he messes the food up? so you’d have to reassure him lots that you love the gift, and that the breakfast was delicious). same as dk, i think he’d love to take photobooth pictures with you, so you could put it behind your cases, and after your little photoshoot he’d take you out on a picking in the park (if the weather was be bad you’d have a picking in your living room).

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friends // vernon one shot

DESCRIPTION: You were the right person, at the worst of times. Or at least, he thought it was... PARING: Vernon x Reader GENRE: Angst NOTE: my take on the 'we can't be friends' tiktok trend aka people outing their last texts from their exes ending the relationship. that shit hurt me ngl. i cry every time lskjfklsjf lower case intentional, this was originally going to be a short drabble but it ended up longer than planned // unedited - apologies for the grammar and spelling errors.

curse that stupid app and it's stupid trends; especially the ones about relationships.

and curse ariana grande for making her recent album so good that many of those who had shared similar situations as her to find comfort in her stupid, stupid words.

if it wasn't for that damned tiktok trend that plagued your for you page, you wouldn't have to scroll through your old messages – rereading the last words he had sent to you as your boyfriend, nearly a year ago.

"im sorry, y/n. i wish things were different and i wish i didn't have to do this through text but i think we should end things while we still have respect and love for each other. you mean the world to me and i can't stand the thought of losing you as a friend too. i don't want there to come a time where we hate each other. you mean too much to me."

as you read each one of the words in the grey bubble again, that same feeling in your chest when you had first receiver it had come back.

it was as if someone had taken a dull knife and drove it straight into your heart.

you would have thought a sharper object would have hurt more, but the blunt end of the knife started as soft ache and soon turned into a pain the made you feel as though your chest was on fire — as it continued to slowly dig deeper and deeper.

you no longer found the tears to cry over this hurt, knowing that his words were correct; but the feeling remained the same.

he may have shifted his title back to being your friend, but the love was still there – all because of that stupid amicable end. the one where you didn't bother putting up a fight for, knowing that there was no use.

you hated to admit it, but you still loved him. you don't think you'd ever stop.

years could come and go; the two of you could move on but that love, that mutual respect will forever remain.

he was your first real love, after all.

you two may not be each other's first anything, having each a list of previous lovers – but that love that people talked about in movies, the one that made you feel like you were floating on a cloud, the one that gave meaning to all the love songs you have heard on the radio....

it was a love that will forever take space in your heart, whether it was a love for a friend or for a lover – he will always be there.

in a perfect world, the two of you wouldn't have needed to end what either one of you two deemed to be the best year and half of your lives as lovers. in a perfect world, the pressure of his job wouldn't have played such a big tolerable as to why the two of you pulled the plug at the height of your honeymoon phase.

in a perfect world, your dream job wasn't working for him - his company at least.

you and vernon were the typical friends turned to lovers; finding way too much in common to not want to test the waters. and maybe that's what ultimately set the two of you up to fail – it was far too good, to a point where the two of you became a little too careless.

vernon had always prided himself for keeping most of his private life away from the limelight - only allowing for a certain narrative of who he was to be accessed by fans. but he was also young and very much in love, unable to help himself to unintentionally drop hints of his relationship status through the images he posted on his social media accounts and the way he carried himself.

fans began to take notice of his sudden change of demeanor, he seemed to smiling much brighter during your times together – letting a little loose even.

you had caught wind of the fans speculations before he did, bringing it up to him during one of the many nights the two of you would sneak away in to the darkness of the night – clad in all black, covering your faces with hats and masks to hide your true identity from the public. it was only when the dim street lights turned on in the bustling city of seoul when the two of you were able to act as a normal couple.

whatever normal meant for the two of you.

at first, he tried to brush it off, claiming that it would soon blow off. it wasn't long before he would stumble upon the posts himself, seeing that the fans were very much close to cracking the case – all thanks to the recent behind the scenes vlog that had been uploaded.

to an untrained eye, it seemed as though it was just like any other practice video that was uploaded to their channel – but his fans had a keen eye, able to spot him gravitating to the blurred faced individual in the background.

not once, not twice, but throughout the video.

this was the spark that ignited the fire – the one that caused many disagreements.

he had pulled away for your safety, and sure, you had appreciated it – but this meant deleting all the moments the two of you shared off of his social media. all that remained were images of brand collaborations; not even a single hint of the personality you had fallen for.

it meant avoiding your eye contact in neutral settings, even if there were no cameras around.

it was as if you had lost him long before he ended things.

you remembered the conversation you two had the night before he had sent that text; his voice ringing in your ears as you replayed it in your head.

"well what do you want from me, y/n?" he rose his voice, growing tired of fighting the same fight.

"i don't know, sol." you sighed in defeat. "i feel like you treat me like a stranger. it's like i'm just another staff member. you avoid me like the fucking plague, you refuse to even hold a two second conversation with me."

"i'm trying to protect you."

"it feels like you're shutting me out instead."

silence.

you heard his blankets rustle from the other end of the line before you heard a puff of air emit from his lips. he had originally called you to tell you all about what they had been up to in the country side of the italian peninsula. it wasn't long before the sweet hushed voices were raised, the mood turning sour.

"i– i'm going to go, okay? i don't want to fight over the phone." he muttered. "i love you, y/n. i really do."

"you too."

it was the last time you had heard him say those very words - and if you had known that was the last, you would have said it back.

you wouldn't have let your frustration towards the predicament that the universe had put you in, and you would have cherished his ability to switch his emotions when it came to you.

a gentle touch of a thumb swiping across your cheek had brought you out of your thoughts, blinking to focus on the figure that had sat themselves on the edge of your desk.

vernon.

"you okay?" his brows furrowed.

reaching up to touch where his finger briefly made contact, you felt the lingering dampness – maybe you had one tear left to shed.

"i saw a sad tiktok." you cleared your throat, pushing your chair back before standing up – grabbing your purse from below. "ready?"

since the break up, the two of you were able to go back to how things were before the two of you decided to put a label on each other – or at least, close to what it was.

there was still distance, dates have gone back to group settings – never allowing yourselves to be alone in any intimate settings.

not only for the sake of possible rumors, but for each other's sanity.

mostly yours; a boundary you had set when he attempted to invite you over to his shared apartment for dinner while his roommates (members) were out and about doing their own things.

while the others waited downstairs in their respective vehicles, to head over to a company dinner, vernon had volunteered to call you out of your office – you had a habit of working past normal work hours.

"wait, wait–" he had caught your wrist before you took another step, forcing you to turn to face him – looking into those stupid eyes that you never could resist. even as a friend. "what's actually wrong?"

you shook your head at him.

typically he would have let this go, knowing that you weren't one to open up unless you wanted to.

what you didn't know was that, all while you were far too busy in your head, vernon had walked into the office space designated for the PLEDIS marketing team and had caught you spaced out – not even snapping out when he had called your name out from the doorway, multiple times.

he had watched as you clutched your phone, faced down on your lap, as a tear slowly rolled down your cheek.

it wasn't just a sad video.

a sad video wouldn't have caused you to react the way you did.

it was as if you were nothing but a body sitting in your chair – your soul in a far off place he couldn't reach.

"y/n, please let me in." vernon was practically pleading as he tried to read you.

you wanted to.

you wanted to tell him the thoughts that had been running through your head since you heard that god-foresaken song days ago.

the one that had had reaffirmed your deepest and darkest thoughts.

the one that told you that going back to being friends with the man you had fallen for should have been out of the picture.

you opened your mouth, trying to find the right words to express your thoughts, but nothing came out.

vernon kept his soft grip around your wrist as he waited for you to say something.

anything.

he felt his heart sink as he watched your eyes well up again; knowing that whatever it was that was troubling you, was far deeper and worse than whatever he imagined in his own head.

"vernon i–"

he winced upon hearing his name. he hated being called hansol by anyone that wasn't his family, but he hated being called vernon by you even more.

vernon was his work name.

"vernon, i think– i– we can't be friends."

his arms dropped to his sides, his face mirroring the pain he felt in the pit of his stomach. "what do you mean?"

"you know what i mean."

he shook his head. "no, you– hey, what happened? what did you read?"

"i love you." you swallowed. "and i thought i could go back to what we were back then, but i– i don't think i can. i– please, we need to close this. i can't– i– i'm in so much pain."

you were begging him, all was left was for you to get on your knees.

you were so sure that hating him would have been worse, but you were oh so wrong. loving someone, all while they were just inches away from you at any given moment, was far worse.

it was at this moment when you had wished that things had ended on a sour note, making your process of moving on all the easier. how could you move on when he remained a constant in your life, checking in on you when he knew that work was becoming hectic for you, sending you jokes at random parts of the day, feeling his gaze from across the room.

"y/n." his voice cracked.

you had never seen him cry once.

he was hurting as much as you were.

"i– we broke up because i didn't want to lose you as a friend." vernon's voice shook, blinking back his tears.

you wanted to give in, you really did. the thought of him becoming a stranger yet again pained you, but you knew it was what needed to happen – for your peace of mind.

you needed to put yourself first, the same way he had done when he decided to call it quits.

"tell me this then, would we ever have a chance again?"

it was his turn to be speechless.

vernon loved you, he truly did.

but as he had said countless of times before, his group came first and he would do anything and everything to protect the success him and those twelve boys had worked tirelessly for.

the thing was, when vernon had his mind set on something, there was no going back.

including relationships.

he had always said that they ended for a reason. you and him were of no exception, and you were well aware of this.

vernon knew his silence had said it all, and he hated how he had let his own selfishness allowed for things to get to this point – watching as you chewed nervously at your lip, waiting for him to respond to you.

"you're not leaving PLEDIS too, right?"

there it was.

"i'm not sure yet."

・゜゜・．・゜゜・．・゜゜・．・゜゜・．

you didn't last long. three months to be exact.

three grueling months of pretending to be okay; pretending as if this new normal that you had asked wasn't eating you from the inside out.

you thought that cutting ties as friends was enough. the pain of being at such proximity all while keeping a professional distance proved to be just as painful.

thankfully, the universe was on your side for the first time since the break up and an opportunity was granted to you; a position at a well known label half way across the globe.

you didn't think twice to take this opportunity; not just because it was your way out, you saving grace from the constant feeling of drowning, but it was a better pay and an opportunity of a lifetime.

a new start.

you left without a warning; without sparing a second glance at the life you had known for the past five years.

more importantly, without letting him know.

vernon could have sworn that his world had ended that night you had told him being friends was too much, swallowing his pride and granting your one wish. he kept his distance, taking the long way to the practice room to ensure that you two wouldn't bump into each other.

the day he found out you had left proved to be just as bad, maybe worse, than that night.

he remembered his body growing cold when he didn't see you in the comeback marketing meeting, a fresh new face taking space of your unassigned seat around the conference table. he didn't have to ask anyone to know as to why you weren't present.

vernon spent those two hours trying to contain his emotions, chewing at the skin of his lip as he pretended to pay attention to whatever was going on around him.

everyone saw right through him, some even sending him pity looks as they saw him put two and two together.

he remembered the night his sister called him, notifying him of your whereabouts – you had forgotten that sofia's private instagram still followed yours.

he remembered practically begging her to allow him access into the account; it was his one last tie to you.

seasons have come and gone, and vernon remained watching you from afar – making it a habit to check on you right before bed. he ignored all his friends' warnings that this could possibly unearth emotions and feelings he had buried deep within.

vernon didn't care, he had been through far worse; he was simply checking to see how you were doing anyways.

there was no harm in that, right?

wrong.

that feeling, the one that mirrored an asthma attack, had come back as he saw your recent post.

to anyone, it looked as though you were simply having a nice dinner. but he wasn't just anyone, he knew what it was.

he could see the second plate set across from yours. more importantly, he could see that the seat was occupied by a figure of a man.

you were hinting to a start of a new relationship.

vernon didn't think twice to exit his room, knocking on the door across from his. before a single tear could even escape his eyes, the door swung open to reveal seokmin who had instantly saw the pained look painted on his face; engulfing his younger brother into a hug.

he had always told himself that there was no such thing as right person, wrong time; because if it was the right person, the timing would have been perfect. it was the belief that helped him move on from previous failed relationships.

and once again, vernon was wrong.

you were the right person. it was the right time.

he had missed all the perfect opportunity to fight for you, choosing his career over his personal wants; because if truth be told, he didn't have to pick. if he had simply stepped back and looked at the bigger picture, he could have had both.

and you wouldn't be halfway across the world, in someone else's arms.

"it hurts so much." he sobbed into the older boy's shoulder.

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i've been in seventeen's fandom for <redacted> months and my current understanding of the members is:

- imagine if chihuahua was REALLY protective so it got buff and learned to bark/growl in a low voice;

- divine feminine cisgender man;

- just straight up a kumiho;

- god's most autistic creature. i don't even really like his looks, but i would fucking kill anyone who hurts him;

- Tigger from Winnie the Pooh, basically;

- woah, nerd software on jock hardware. someone get this man to rap about chemistry;

- is it a rice ball or a tiny round cat? wrong!! it's a music producer and he's fucking buff;

- sunshine! vitamins! biggest smile in the world!

- imagine previously mentioned chihuahua raised a giant retriever. he's big, he's beautiful, he's well behaved, he's kind, he's fucking pathetic;

- jedi master yoda in the making;

- best boy tangerine in the world. probably bipolar, probably works on it hard;

- ...why does he have a slavic face. why asian + american = slavic. why does he have a personality of a hockey player and a fashion sense of one;

- dude, i'm like so sorry. you have the squarest chin and the hardest life. you're being so brave and funny about it.

gremlins, the lot of them.

𝐬𝐨𝐟𝐭 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐬, 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦 𝐡𝐮𝐠𝐬

𝜗𝜚 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄: fluff 𝜗𝜚 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: (sleepy)idol!seungcheol x fem!reader 𝜗𝜚 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 867

⦗💌 ⦘ sleepy choi seungcheol means many things - dramatic, adorable, and very kissable

“and then he straight up left the room,” seungcheol said and nuzzled his head further up your neck, sighing happily as your nails scratched his scalp in all of the right places. “i swear he’s so dramatic sometimes.” 

you hummed in acknowledgment, and brushed your lips over his forehead. “i know someone who’s even more dramatic than seungkwan, y’know?” you smiled at him, the corner of your lips almost reaching your eyes upon seeing your boyfriend’s adorably confused expression.

god, his big eyes and pouty lips would be the death of you someday. 

“who?” he asked, and laid his head against your shoulder. 

you crooked your eyebrow at him, and shook your head in amusement. “it’s cute how you don’t see it. if i had a penny for everytime you were being dramatic i’d be a millionaire now.” 

“i’m not-” 

“yes you are, baby.” 

seungcheol huffed annoyed and peeled himself off you, taking his warmth with him and leaving you shivering like a leaf. he kneeled next to you, and crossed his arms, looking like an angry five year old. cute. “i’m not. give me one instance when i was being dramatic, hm?”.

“i love you so much, choi seungcheol. you’re so adorable.”

if you had to pick your favourite version of your boyfriend the sleepy version would be top three, no questions asked. the hair that was sticking in all possible directions from your scratches, the doe eyes, glossy with sleep looking at you and begging for a hug, strong body that usually made you weak in your knees clad in a cherry pyjama… 

all of this, and now him kneeling next to you, insisting on his life that he was not being dramatic. 

“i love you too, but baby,” he whined, dropping his head to your lap, “i’m not dramatic.” 

“sure, then what would you call what you’re doing now?” 

your boyfriend shook his head, making an even bigger mess of his hair. “you’re so mean sometimes,” he said, as he looked up at you. “i don’t like it. give me my girlfriend back.” 

you rolled your eyes at him. that’s exactly what you meant - one look from him, and you were already regretting all of the thighs you said. 

“okay, okay,” you caved in, and maybe that was for the better, because as much as you loved your pouty boyfriend, you appreciated the smile on his face even more. and now with him winning the “argument” he probably wouldn’t stop smiling even in his sleep. 

not dramatic my ass. 

“you’re such a simp,” he giggled, and threw his whole body back on yours, knocking all air out of your lungs. 

if you had at least one percent chance of pushing this big koala off you, you’d immediately send him flying, but there was no way you could move more than his little toe. but, there was another deadly weapon you could use against him. 

“sure, then no cuddles for you tomorrow. and say goodbye to kissing me,” you said, looking him straight in the eye, just to show him how serious you were about it, and with how quickly his smile disappeared from his face, your mission at getting back at your boyfriend was accomplished. 

“no, no,” he said, gripping your waist tighter, “i was just joking.” 

“sure.” 

“no, i’m really sorry, i,” seungcheol, now panicking, gently angled your head downwards, so he could reach your lips, “please don’t be mad,” he said and ghosted his soft lips over yours. “if you’re a simp then i don’t know what to call myself.” 

you rolled your eyes, but… well, that was very much true. “just kiss me, choi seungcheol,” you breathed, and chased his lips as he pulled his head away from you. 

“under one condition.” 

“huh?” you asked, dizzy from the need to be even closer to him. 

“don't call me that,” he stated, and finally crashed his lips against yours, depriving you from the remains of air that you had. 

you always joked that cheol had this amazing ability to put you to sleep just by one kiss, and he always argued that that was insane and impossible, but… maybe it was the warmth of his arms, maybe it was the safety that his embrace provided, maybe it was his smell that screamed “home” - whatever it was, your joke wasn’t that far from the truth. 

you didn’t realise, though, that you seemed to have a similar effect on him, because when you pulled away, your boyfriend's eyes were even sleepier than before, and his permanent pout was poutier than usual. 

“oh, and there’s one more thing that happened during practice today,” he yawned, and rubbed his eyes, “soonyoung and seokmin-,”.

“why don’t you tell me about it tomorrow?” you kissed his brow, as you felt his head getting heavier and heavier on your shoulder. “let’s sleep for now and talk tomorrow, hm?” 

with his last remains of energy seungcheol nodded, and sunk further under the covers, pulling you with him. it didn’t seem that he was feeling particularly big-spoony tonight, so you wrapped your arms around his broad shoulders, and kissed the top of his head. 

“night, baby,” you whispered into the darkness.

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Baldiola I hope you’ll remember this btw. I hope you’ll remember your friends at Tottenham Hotspur who were very gracious and kind and helped you to win the league against a common enemy. Just things to think on and ponder for next season when big angeball starts coysing to the extreme

genuinely having one of the worst weeks of my life rn (cue screaming into the void)

if anyone has recs for seungcheol fics, drabbles, one shots, etc. pls send them my way….. i need to heal my heart a little bit ㅠㅠ