"Oh. Test Failed?"

"Oh. Test failed?"

"Ye-es ma'am~!"

The attitude of the guy is so ominous and unnerving and I love it.

Test Failed

Miss Mirage voiced by- https://www.youtube.com/@vladivoices

??? Voiced by- https://www.youtube.com/@inkshowdude

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Mitternacht!

Sauerkraut

Would anyone still be interested in my Sun-centered sams fic.. or should I just drop it entirely..?

Uh, hey! I'm so, SO sorry it's been a while or talked on your more recent posts. Life has sucked and it only recently started becoming bearable again...

But I have fallen into this exact mindset before, even more so as of late; that I'm a lazy, whiny, selfish b**ch. That I'm incompetent and inconsiderate no matter what I do to try and be helpful, and what few things I can do it is never enough. That every time I open my mouth I f**k up and hurt someone or make my family's lives more difficult because I say something, ANYTHING, remotely wrong.

I've had plenty of moments where I just want to curl up on the ground and apologize again and again to everyone I've ever known until I shrivel and turn to dust.

But please don't get upset for me, okay? I'm saying all of this because I think I can relate to what you're saying here.

From what I can tell from your posts I want to say that you may have made mistakes, but you were emotional and what happened on SaMS hurt you and a lot of other people. We all have knee-jerk reactions, and even if we know we shouldn't act on them... it still happens sometimes. It happens ESPECIALLY when it involves something hits you in the heart, and/or it's done by people you genuinely liked.

But it sounds like your friends pointed you in the right direction. I'll admit that I was a little concerned over how Sun's treatment by fans triggered you, but I didn't--and still don't--know if bringing it up would've been appropriate. If I should have done that, then that's on me.

It's impossible to live a life without making mistakes and having regrets. Trust me, I've tried.

I think you mentioned arguing with other fans and saying harsh things? Well... not the best thing if you started it, but I'm certain what you said wasn't nearly as big a thing for them as you seem to feel it is. And if they were hurt? They'll heal, and it'll be okay in the end.

(And if they were a bunch of toxic jerks? If they provoked you? Then they deserve to snapped at. If they've made the choice to be stupid and mocking and incessantly harsh, they don't deserve kindness until they clean up their act.)

As for the vent posts you've made here? You've done NOTHING wrong with that. It's okay to feel hurt by something/someone, and I've learned the hard way that you HAVE to let those emotions out in some way if you want to avoid having a meltdown.

I haven't watched any of the Security Breach shows for a long while--mainly because Sun turning to alcohol and Solar dying got WAY TOO CLOSE to what was happening in my life. As for what Davis and Reed said and did? I am fully supporting you, but I don't think I can really have a legit opinion on it because I haven't really looked into this situation and, really, I don't want so much as dip a toe in it if it's as toxic as you said it is. I fully believe what you and other people have said, but I haven't seen what they said exactly or watched THAT video. But if they really did what they did and hurt you and other members of their own fandom so badly, serious shame on them for that behavior. I hope they can learn from it.

But those people who harassed you out of nowhere?

SCREW. THEM. WITH. A. CACTUS.

I feel sick..

I wish that I didn't get carried away..

I wish that I knew better..

It always end up the same..

I upsetted everyone..

I just should leave..

Why am talking so much?

Why am I always like that?

I'm ashamed of myself..

Why I had to keep saying all of those things?

I just should keep all of this to myself..

Nothing would've happened then..

It's all my fault..

And I can't even fix it now..

I can't go back in time..

I don't know VAs so I can't tell them everything..

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I know that my apologies won't fix anything..

It's all good for nothing..

Just like me..

But please don't worry about me..

Please don't worry about it..

Please ignore this..