Darkforestdreams - A Wannabe Creator

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My job has had me real stressed out lately, and so I was in the need of some comfort fluff from my two favorite celestial animatronic jesters, and figured other folks could probably use some comfort fluff as well. This is the first time I’ve made a comic in a real long time, so I hope folks like it!!

Would you believe me if I said that I genuinely forgot all about this conversation? ^_^;

I am SO SORRY for that! That's not really a common thing for me, I promise. I guess I was just like "okay, I'll let what I read sink in and then reply" and then it just... I completely forgot. I was probably distracted by... other things going on.

ANYWAY! Things certainly have escalated since we last talked, haven't they?

I just finished watching the most recent episode of The Sun and Moon show and when Moon put Sun in "timeout" essentially until he gets "his head on straight" my mind was (lovingly) screaming "MOON, YOU IDIOT!"

I think having to "lock him up" truly was a necessary thing to do, but isolating Sun with all of his negative thoughts isn't going to help AT ALL. He's just going to be trapped in front of a mirror, his mind going in circles. He doesn't understand these negative feelings or how to deal with them. I can't objectively say what he's been thinking deep down, past all the anger, but here I go:

"I'm not good for anything. I really am pathetic and stupid."

"I just want to be USEFUL. If I kill Eclipse, then maybe I can finally be that... even if it kills me."

"Moon deserves better than me. I'm the "dumb, happy one" so how could I ever really give anything back to him aside from being a joke?"

"I'm hurting Moon when he's already struggling. What kind of brother am I?"

"I hurt LUNAR. That's all I'm ever gonna do: HURT PEOPLE I LOVE!"

"I KILLED someone for making fun of me. I thought they deserved it but Moon's right. All I did was steal their chance to change."

"I don't deserve to live. Not after what I've done. I can't go back no matter how much I want to. There was ONE thing I was good at and I destroyed it."

"Nobody needs me anyway; they'll have Earth. She'll take care of the kids even better than I ever could. Creator said so himself... he's awful but... he created me. And then he replaced me so easily."

"It would be better for everyone if I died."

These are just guesses, though. I could be WAY off, but these were the thoughts I believe have been going through Sun's head.

But Moon better not leave him alone for long, and he's GOTTA stop telling Sun to just go back to being himself and instead:

ASK. SUN. QUESTIONS. ABOUT. HOW. HE. FEELS. AND. WHY.

And Moon better listen well.

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Um, on a more serious note, my curiosity over what you're working on is NOT me trying to weasel and answer out of you! I'm not that kind of person (probably not clever enough to do that anyway). I was just saying... well, exactly what I meant. I'm curious and eager to see what happens!

IM SORRY

WHAT?!

Guess I’ll have to draw something for this hvsgbj didn’t even know I’ve been around that long 👀

BUT AAAA HAPPY BIRF TO MY BLOG AND A BIG THANK YOU TO MY SUPPORTERS

Oh! Um, first thing, I want to thank you for putting a comment! I honestly wasn't even expecting that. XD

Second... yeah. I love the episode where Moon talks to Roxy; it's just so sweet seeing them acting like friends and Roxy genuinely giving Moon advice. ...But something I think I noticed is that they only addressed how MOON felt rather than how Sun felt.

I mean, I totally get it; this chaos hurts Moon too! This is his BROTHER we're talking about for goodness' sake! I have no doubt that Roxy is concerned for both of them but she only really got to see Moon's perspective, unfortunately. But I don't blame her at all! It's not her fault that Sun, uh... wasn't available at the time.

Moon is REALLY bad with social skills (I can absolutely relate), but he's learning. I hope he realizes, or someone helps him realize, that he can't predict all the reasons for Sun's pain. This isn't just trying to deal with these new negative emotions, nor is it Sun becoming Eclipse (I hope, for everyone's sake...). Moon needs to ask WHY his brother is doing this from Sun himself.

I really hope that's what happens. Although, I'll admit I'm a bit nervous for how it'll go down.

Um... on a lighter note I have a question: when finally asked what's wrong, do you think Sun will react more like a volcano or a tsunami?

(No need to answer unless you want to. I'm just being a goof. XD)

I just finished watching the most recent episode of The Sun and Moon show and when Moon put Sun in "timeout" essentially until he gets "his head on straight" my mind was (lovingly) screaming "MOON, YOU IDIOT!"

I think having to "lock him up" truly was a necessary thing to do, but isolating Sun with all of his negative thoughts isn't going to help AT ALL. He's just going to be trapped in front of a mirror, his mind going in circles. He doesn't understand these negative feelings or how to deal with them. I can't objectively say what he's been thinking deep down, past all the anger, but here I go:

"I'm not good for anything. I really am pathetic and stupid."

"I just want to be USEFUL. If I kill Eclipse, then maybe I can finally be that... even if it kills me."

"Moon deserves better than me. I'm the "dumb, happy one" so how could I ever really give anything back to him aside from being a joke?"

"I'm hurting Moon when he's already struggling. What kind of brother am I?"

"I hurt LUNAR. That's all I'm ever gonna do: HURT PEOPLE I LOVE!"

"I KILLED someone for making fun of me. I thought they deserved it but Moon's right. All I did was steal their chance to change."

"I don't deserve to live. Not after what I've done. I can't go back no matter how much I want to. There was ONE thing I was good at and I destroyed it."

"Nobody needs me anyway; they'll have Earth. She'll take care of the kids even better than I ever could. Creator said so himself... he's awful but... he created me. And then he replaced me so easily."

"It would be better for everyone if I died."

These are just guesses, though. I could be WAY off, but these were the thoughts I believe have been going through Sun's head.

But Moon better not leave him alone for long, and he's GOTTA stop telling Sun to just go back to being himself and instead:

ASK. SUN. QUESTIONS. ABOUT. HOW. HE. FEELS. AND. WHY.

And Moon better listen well.