Silly Hours

Silly hours

Part 1

Sun looks upon the burning daycare from the balcony.

The now less colorful spheres from the ballpit below fly into the air as the jester animatronic jumps down from the balcony.

The sprinkler system is triggered.

Sun makes their way to the exit.

The exit to the daycare is opened.

Sun is unexpectedly hooked by the wire that allows them to fly around the daycare.

Realization.

In an attempt to resist the hook bounding them to the daycare, Sun pulls away and their torso is shattered.

I'm glad that this is the only place I go to in order to discuss the show. I can deeply relate to Sun; I've felt useless, helpless, stupid, hated and more. The biggest difference is that I was lucky enough to not be put down so harshly when I was already in the depths.

I'm concerned about Sun every episode, and I'm bracing myself for all of his pain to be unleashed one of these days. The wait has been excruciating; wondering what will finally trigger it. He's so close to the edge, I've been scared that his own mind will convince him to end it each time the next VR episode comes out.

Although, I do have a bit of a rebuttal about Moon's response to Sun's problems. But... I can't talk about it tonight; it's too much right now.

Am I exaggerating whenever I say that Sun will "off" himself?

I see so many signs that the show's plot is going in this direction.. and yet I feel like I'm in minority...

Most people tend to focus more on Eclipse and his issues... Yeah, he needs therapy.. but no one can force him to change. He have to want that even if no one would forgive him or no one would like him. It might be harder to want to change but.. it's important to remember that we should always change for ourselves, for our own mental health etc. Eclipse shouldn't take things for granted because this is where the issue lays...

Anyway.. I didn't want to talk about Eclipse. It irks me that people tend to babify Eclipse and vilify Sun at the same time. I guess someone has to be a villain?/s But it frustrates me that people saw that Eclipse is su*c*dal and didn't see that with Sun! They saw it only when it was explicitely pointed out!

I know people probably like Eclipse more than Sun. If not.. Sun's fans are probably hidden somewhere..?

Anyway.. that's not what I wanted to talk about either.

I wanted to point out some of the signs that show really is going with Sun will "off" himself plot:

despite the obvious fact that Sun truly believes that he made everything worse there are also things like:

Earth's comment about Sun's cat liking her so much - Sun may feel like even his cat doesn't love him;

Earth's comment about her anxiety and lower self-esteem due to feeling unsure if she's helpful enough etc. - Sun may feel the need to support her more and shove away his own problems which will result with him not wanting to open up to Earth to not burden her further;

Moon's obliviousness to Sun's struggles - Sun may feel like no one really cares about him;

Moon's quick dismiss of Sun's idea about what to do with Eclipse - Sun may feel like he's efforts are nothing which alongside with

Moon doing most of the tough, important things - reinforces Sun's feelings of being useless and stupid;

Moon obliviousness to the whole situation with that "fangirl" - Sun may feel like Moon doesn't care about him or that his struggles are completely invisible;

Existence of "fans" like that "fangirl" - Sun said "so you're this type of fan" - did he met more fans like her? I'm assuming that yes, he did. - Sun may feel like fans not only doesn't like him but they hate him and either they want him gone or like seeing him suffer which he knows from comments on YT and Discord;

Being left alone with computer often time because Earth is in her room and Moon is going to do most of things needed to help with Eclipse's and creator's situations - computer's attitude towards Sun may worsen his mental state.

All of those things are so little and so easy to go unnoticed but it doesn't mean that they don't hurt Sun. And it's even worse in Earth's and Moon's cases because Sun knows that they care! How much easier it would be if they didn't... How much easier it would be to let go... But they care! They care.. and yet.. they seem so oblivious to Sun's struggles and suffering. Which only fuels su*c*dal thoughts and feeling of unbearable pain..!

I really wish that Sun won't kill himself.. or even try to... But the signs are there.. and they're painfully obvious... And yet not many people seem to notice that.. or maybe they don't care... ; ;

People only seem to care about other characters. "Where is Lunar?" "Oh no, Moon will sacrifice himself again!" "Eclipse is su*c*dal..." "I want Bloodmoon back!" And also the fact some of the fans left or were saying that show is badly written when show started focusing more on Sun's issues.. doesn't help to shaken off the feeling that people don't like Sun that much...

I know that people can like whoever they want.. but the lack of understanding of Sun's issues is unnerving... I still see that people only focus on Sun's "anger issues" even if it's the least concerning issue of all! It's tiring.. it's just tiring...

Decided to post all the fluff prompts in one go because i couldn’t be bothered to post separately lol

ty anons and @cephalonghost for the suggestions! <3

It’s always nice when I’m able to sit down and animate something. I get so ridiculously happy when I get the sketches done and it looks good.

“Well what did you animate LF?! Don’t keep us in suspense!!” I hear you scream. But where’s the fun in that my giggle sprites~?

……

Okay that’s enough suspense!

Please let this actually show-

I went looking to see and no one had used this audio with sun and moon so, I had to fix!

And yes moons tickling sunny at the end there cuz he a sneaky buttmunch uwu