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Jame T. Kirk x Ostaran!reader
Iâve said it before, Iâll say it again
so damn clingy and gives the best hugs
like the ones that linger to the point where eventually youâre just cuddling in an upright position
will pet your ears hair while you guys are just hanging out in your quarters
will never understand how you can eat so many vegetables
âThatâs like eating the garnish, why would you do that???â
Jokingly leaves you things for your nest as though he were worshipping at an altar
âOh mighty bunny darling, please accept this measly mortal offering of a fluffy blanket and a snack!â
you just grumble halfheartedly and pull him and the offerings into your nest
@finallyforgotten I hope this small offering will temporarily satiate your hunger for Ostaran!reader while I work on getting the inspiration for something more substantial! đ°
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Teacher's Pet part 14

Synopsis: The Reader gets a potential glimpse into her future. She also makes an enemy.
A/n: yeaaayyyy. More fun. Fuckery world building. Thanks to all my readers. I should probably do a tag list instead of zapping ur inboxes. Uhhh....yeah. to my mutuals who have to deal with me and aren't attached to this, I am sorry. I love you and I would donate my organs to you.
Grades were posted. Most were good, nothing to really write home about. You did far better than you expecting. The self-doubt really was deep-rooted, wasnât it?
Except one. That stupid alien gave you a near-perfect. Just one point shy of an absolutely perfect one-hundred percent.
So much for no favoritismâŠ
Youâd take it anyways. And not bring it upâŠ
Work was slow but it was steady.
He even met you between shifts at your park.
You started feeling a tad insane without him. Did love feel like this? You admitted you had little experience with love. Just what you attempted to create in the past. And trashy books and television shows and movies and songsâŠ
You needed him like you needed a cigarette and a stiff drink after a long day.
Bella Swan would be so proud of you, you degraded yourself in your mind.
âHow is work going?â The Doctor asked with genuine shine of curiosity in his tone and face.
âThe amount of professors in nowâŠI have to dodge them! I do think the statistics professor I had two terms ago recognized me!â You spoke in a shocked, scared tone. You didnât need that getting out. Could ruin your future plans.
âOh no!â He chuckled, as he handed you a bit of sandwich.
âYou arenât forgettable.â
You skeptically glared over at him.
âAny who. How was your gig at the student union?â
âNo one appreciated the irony of Pink Floyd.â
âAnd?â
âEveryone loves Doctor Disco!â He flourished then played air guitar.
You burst out laughing. With a quick roll of your eyes, you shook your head.
âYouâre such a nerd.â
âI invented the concept!â
âProbably true!â You let yourself think of his time on Earth. Who knew what funk he has spread? You werenât going to delve into it much more.
Yet.
One day, when you felt brave enough.
âI have to go to London for a while in two weeks. Just maintenance of the Black ArchivesâŠI need to streamline some stuff for making it easier for my next few regenerations. And update some things about a plan for proxy since another organization is down to a woman named Gwen and her husband and sheâs thinking of retiring the entire engagement. HerâŠleader hasnât returned to the planet in ages. I doubt he ever will. This planet has caused him too much pain. Which, ironic, since his ancestors came from here. Talk about mother wounds! Just upload all the databases for UNIT to deal with.â
âInviting me?â You clarified.
âYeahâŠI think itâll take a week. Especially with the layers of bureaucracy that is in place these days.â He looked over, his hair caught in the wind. âCould you spare a week? No TARDIS, no time travel. Just hop to, hop out, the slow way around.â
You licked your top row of teeth and scraped it back into place.
âSure?â
âPerfect. Iâll have them ready a room, a better room for us.â
âOne with a window?â
âIf they do have those.â
You nodded.
âItâs a date!â
âFantastic.â He smiled but seemed to flash in his eyes some hidden response from just the one wordâŠ
You chewed your shared sandwich and sipped your can of Coke Zero. The weather was getting warmer and the sun was actually shining in one of those perfect, photo-ready days.
âThe vitamin D feels good, doesnât it?â You turned your head to face the sun. The heat felt too good on your skin. You let a little moan slip through your lips.
âPerhaps. I might need a sun crĂšme soon.â He replied.
You snorted. He was bone pale, but you didnât know how alien skin worked yet.
âYeah, you are pretty pale.â
Your alarm went off and you had to go.
Final good-byes said and you stalked off.
You had to plan out your little London escape. If it was hard work for him, you wanted to kill time in comfort. Do some sightseeing. Nothing major. London had tons of viral cafés and pop-ups.
The time flew byâŠ
And suddenly you were off and away in another fancy armored Range Rover with armed escorts.
He did do you a bit of justice and got you a room with a view. Just not a particularly stunning oneâŠ
He went off, rather rapidly if you did say so yourself, because something needed him to submit his DNA and he couldnât have any radiant interference. Petronella needed to be with him to get her DNA analyzed or something. You were not going to try to comprehend.
Fine by you, youâd nose around. There were so many floor and he gave you some sort of weird blank paper he said would get you through anything you needed.
âItâs psychic paper!â He said, smile up to his ears.
âLooks like a piece of printer paper shoved into an old wallet to me.â You replied as you regarded the object.
Fine by you, you stuffed it in your jeanâs pocket.
You found yourself on the first floor, and saw a door open. There was a sign posted on an easel. âCompanions and Surviving Family Support Groupâ, it proclaimed.
You put two and two together. It was probably in reference to the man doing who-knows-what.
You werenât a companion per say. The Doctor assured you as much.
Did you invade? Did you go look at your future? Or a potential future? It mentioned family membersâŠ
Your curiosity got the best of you. Like that damn cat!
You walked in, it was set up like a Narcotics Anonymous meeting. Coffee, sweet treats, chairs all in a circle.
There were already a crowd of people.
And your entrance wasnât exactly planned.
You slid onto the chair that was closest to the door. An east exit if this was too much.
âOh! A new face!â A woman with a lot of life etched into her face with a kind smile and a mop of white-shock hair, her lips as red as blood.
âDoes, isâŠam I late?â Was the best you could choke out. You could feel your eyes start to bulge. You swallowed hard. All eyes were on you. You didnât like it. You preferred anonymity.
The mistake was already clear in your mind.
âNo, dove. Right on time! Weâre still waiting on Ian! Iâm Jo!â She scooted her chair closer to you.
You thrust your tongue out and bit itâs side.
âIâm (y/n).â
A short woman with a leather jacket and all the authoritarian air of something that placed your hairs on the back of your neck at attention glared at you and Jo. âWhy donât we save it all for introductionsâŠâ
You got up and grabbed a bottle of water and sat back down.
An ancient man wandered in and sat down.
âOh! Ian, love! We got a new straggler!â Jo said to him and gave him a hug that seemed too strong for her aged body.
The bossy girl cleared her throat. âNow we can start.â
You hated her already. She clearly ran this group with an iron fist.
There was Jo, Ian, the bitchâs name was Yaz, Martha, a woman who called herself Ace, a married couple named Nyssa and Tegan, a grandmother and grandson duo named Graham and Ryan, a Mel, and some young man named LukeâŠ
Quite a big group.
It came down to you, you introduced yourself. And were supposed to give some brief synopsis of your relationship with the Doctor.
You stared off into space.
âYeah, heâs hereâŠdoing something. I donât know. Iâm hisâŠgirlfriend. Heâs also a professor at my university.â You stared at your left palm and gauged the reaction. âNothing major. Iâve got his promise that heâs not going to get me in the way of death.â You finished with a shrug. âHe introduced me to hisâŠex recently. Some milf named Missy. Have you lot met her?â
Yazâs eyes could have make entrails out of youâŠ
âWhat? Did I not brush my teeth correctly?â You pointed that faux-question towards her.
âShe told me she didnât do relationships.â She spoke in a tiny voice eventually.
âWell, maybe Iâm special.â You shot Yaz a shit-eating grin masked as an innocent smile.
âOh! I heard the Master went female!â Jo broke up your brewing tiff. âHe was such a softie towards me! I enjoyed our little battles.â
You laughed and covered up your palm.
The conversations went on. Mainly centered around Missy now. Apparently she was the prime minister and tortured Martha and her family. Also, body-snatched Nyssaâs father. And became a cat. Sheâd certainly done her fair share of damage. No wonder she was chained up in a basement in Bristol of all places.
That explained her feline nature.
âWhich Doctor are you with?â
âI donât know. Tall? Thin? Scottish? Severe face? Plays guitar? Wild grey hair. Dark roots, too handsomeâŠyeah.â You didnât know how many or what the Doctor looked like previously.
âOh. So the one before Yaz and Graham and me!â Ryan piped up. âShe mentioned being a grey-haired Scot right before we met her.â
âOh, so he got his wish of being a chick next.â You affirmed.
âWonder what happened to you!â Yaz said, venom starting to leak into her voice.
âNothing I need to know about, okay?â You pressured back. Two could play this game.
She clearly had sour grapes over you getting chosen and not her.
More conversations broke out, more story-swapping. You started to feel beyond way out just out of your depths. You had to keep your calm. Especially in front of your new foe. Any weakness and you were going to be either throwing down with her or sheâd do something unspeakable.
She was apparently a police officer, after all!
âSo youâve never gone on an adventure? To space? Not even back in time? Or forward?â Ace spoke incredulously.
âNo, Iâm not going to put my life at risk. I made him promise to not. Heâs retired. He just needs to help UNIT and rehabilitate Missy.â
âShe doesnât stay good!â Yaz spit out. She then told her tale of him and how the only way to break free from him, the Doctor had to hand Missy over to the Nazis.
âNot my problem.â You said, after finally scraping your jaw off the floor.
âAnd wow, what the fuck happened between now and when? Handing over someone to the literal Nazis?â You shot up an errant hand and glared. âAnd hanging around cops. No offense. Itâs like historical Jesus versus American Jesus.â You made the decision to bite your middle finger nail in a covert attempt to flip her off.
âMaybe you had something to do with it.â She accused.
âOh, yeah. Blame me.â You said.
Others attempted civility between the two of you.
Martha seemed between two minds here.
âJust remember how powerful your emotions are!â Ian called out. âEspecially how deeply the Doctor evokes them in us!â
It dawned on you, and you decided to take the highest of roads. âYeah, were dealing with some alien. LikeâŠdamn. We really are out here gettingâŠ.cut up over an alien. Heâs our weird alien. But yeah.â He was your alien. And you were going to defend your man, but you didnât want Yaz and her feelings to make you any less powerful. âHis body count has got to be in the millions.â You used the term in a way to dig in that the Doctor picked you for the mainstream meaning and not Yaz. But it worked for companions too!
âWho knows how many of us heâs taken a shine to!â Suddenly you felt yourself heart plummet. You knew you werenât special as part of a group, but you decided to soothe yourself with your marked differences. No magical abduction story. Just a normal, morally-grey student and teacher relationship. Only it was your luck to end up with the most ran-through alien.
And, it did suit you. You too were âran-throughâ.
You wished he was free and you could get some comfort hereâŠ
You felt yourself return to normal, and decided to pass the ultimate catch.
âSorry for getting heated. The past month or so since heâs revealed his double life to me, has beenâŠshattering. Iâve only recently discovered that he wasâŠyou know, not some man I hang out with. I only recently started calling him Doctor. Not Professor Smith.â
The though of him not taking anyone else as a lover after you did fill you with a sense of pride. Whatever impact you had, that was a mark in your favor. Loyal to youâŠeven if you were dead or broken-up or whatever your fate was to mess around with anyone else.
A permanent (y/n)-shaped hole no one could even get close enough to fill.
When he was done with his task youâd have to slap him and then suck him off.
Martha finally put in her two cents.
âJust donât get hurt. The last time he was in love when I was with himâŠso bad. The ending was enough to destroy me.â
âThank you.â
The conversation went back to normal. You really enjoyed Joâs stories. Apparently he was a white-haired debonair sort for her. You were curious to see what that had looked like. You doubted it could compare to your particular Doctor, but it was probably very close.
You found yourself laughing and getting along with most. Except for Yaz. You both kept finding yourselves shooting daggers at each other.
You tried to rise above it.
However. You were only humanâŠ
You heard a sharp rap at the door and turned at the noise.
It was your Doctor.
âSorry. I was going to the toilets. Heard some nice familiar voices. Smelt the coffee! I love a cup of coffee after genetic sequencingâŠHello!â
There were nary a word as he strode over and made a cup, dumping about a dozen sugar packets in.
âIâll let you all talk amongst yourselves. Oh, and (y/n), I have tickets to walk through the Chelsea Physic Garden at three. Will you join me? And Martha, I am so deeply sorry for all Iâve done to you. Itâs weighed on my conscience since I was a young man in a bow-tie. Truly. From the bottoms of both my hearts. And, oh, faces I donât know yet, catch your laters.â He shot a quick peace sign.
He breezed out with the same ease that he came in withâŠ
You flushed hard and felt yourself wanting to kick your legs hard. The smile that crept up around your face was probably very goofy. You felt suddenly very giddy and lovesick. And embarrassed.
You swore you heard Yaz mutter something about âDaddy issuesâ.
You wanted to snap and fight her on the floor.
Jo and Ace heckled. âOh, heâs back to being a groovy gentleman.â Jo said. âI recognize that red jacket!â
After a while, everyone seemed to wrap it up.
You received quite a few warnings about how passionate a relationship with the Doctor is, and how it would eventually run itâs course.
You didnât know whether to heed it, or believe him. You were airing on the side of him. After all, he could have popped down here in his TARDIS, but he was following your regulations down to the letter. Changed behaviors, and for whatever reason, when you were long gone, and he was a she, the Doctor didnât take Yaz up on her romantic offerings.
You felt ashamed of your âI can fix himâ/âI am the only exceptionâ mindset. You were a rebel to the idea of monogamy usually. You also didnât believe in true love. Not after all that youâd seen at work and even experienced in your personal life. However, the beating of your heart and the ache in your soul and the throb of your cunt interferedâŠ
You felt like you were his favorite.
Maybe you were.
You were delusional enough, you decided.
With final hugs and you swore youâd get down and learn more about your shared alien, youâd exited to go and text him that you were out front, smoking.
âYou know, maybe you died from lung cancer.â Yaz materialized, carrying some stuff to her car. âOr emphysema.â
You blew out a puff in her general direction.
âI donât need a lecture. Heâs already on my ass enough to get me to quit.â You played back.
âSo, lady Doctor. What does she look like?â You asked. Curious. You tried a friendly route. âStill Scottish?â The two incarnations of Time Lords you had met had been. It was an honest question. You even tried a cordial laugh.
âNo, definitely not Scottish.â
You nodded.
âSheâs blonde and has the most amazing eyes! I took her to get her ears pierced. Sheâs the most incredible and infuriating person Iâve ever met.â
âApparently thatâs par for the course.â You agreed.
She gave you some agreement.
âDoes she still play guitar?â You offered an opportunity to bond, girl to girl. You may have hated her, but a cop on your side may come in handy. One day. And you both were tied to each other now.
SoâŠyou had to act your age or whatever.
She was a little younger than you. You could remember being her age. Empathy.
âNo, she canât even carry a tune. She sings all the time.â
You had to let a small snort escape.
âHe can sing really well.â You cupped a palm to your mouth. âItâs a bit annoying at times, you know. He frequently does during his lectures.â
âSoâŠthat hadnât changed.â You could see the gears in her brain turning.
âWait, heâs your professor?â She exclaimed.
âNot currently.â You shrugged, as his text saying that he was coming down popped up, absolved of guilt.
âThatâs so wrong!â
âHoney, the Doctor abducts barely legal girls with a degree of regularity. I think a tame affair with a student who started uni later than most is the best-case scenario. You included.â You flicked a bit of ash off your cigarettes end. âNo offense.â
âYeahâŠâ You clearly won.
He swanned into the little front garden at the entrance of UNIT. He changed to a hoodie and simple black blazer and a relaxed pair of checked trousers.
It made your heart skip a beat.
âHey. I was thinking Italian for dinner. Or Thai. In the fifty-second century thereâs a great collision of their flight colonies.â
You smacked your teeth together and let out the final puff of smoke.
âYouâre the Doctor before my Doctor.â Yaz gazed up, a look of pre-mourning in her eyes.
âAs my wife, River, would say, âSpoilers, sweetie.â Itâs nice to meet you early. Iâll try to wipe you from my memory to make it easier for my future self.â He gave Yazâs shoulder a squeeze.
âYeah, good luck. See you soon?â You called out as you let yourself be swept off your feet by your particular Doctor.
âSure?â You heard her say.
A few blocks later and going on the Underground, you pulled him close by the lapels. You gave him a firm kiss and slapped his ass. It was a âthank-youâ in a small, simple way. Youâd never end up, all things go as planned, like any of those perfect victims. Who knew, maybe youâd dump him. It was all open-ended.
You had your entire life ahead of you. More or less.
For now, it was just you, the Doctor, and a walk in a garden with a fabulous dinner date.
âWhat was that for?â He looked at you quizzically.
âYouâll never knowâŠâ You grinned immensely and a little psychotically. You felt your nose crinkle a bit.
âOh?â He replied back, skeptical in tone.
It was a start.
âYeahâŠâ You breathed, inhaling this moment. Inhaling the scent of him, you felt sane, safe, stable and most importantly- in love and loved back.
The train pulled up.
A perfect start to a perfect week.
He snaked out the psychic paper and tapped it like it was an oyster card. You entered the platform and smiled up at him...
Yeah, life was beyond awesome.
For the love of all things please, PLEASE write more star trek x Ostaran reader!
jee whiz, Iâm blushing, okay, Iâll get on that
When Peter Cushing is the heroic lead in the film you're watching

Teacher's Pet part 1

Synopsis: The Doctor notices a student. She notices him.
a/n: thank u to the moots for sticking with me. Yall are the best. This is going to be a series. Somewhat of a dark!doctor ish fic maybe. I haven't planned this far. I have ideas. Will switch between a 3rd party but doctor centric POV and a 2nd party student centric POV.
The sun drew itself in on the cold day, light filtering through large windows in the lecture hall. It caught and reflected the motes of light swirling around. First day of the Spring term. Lots of new students trickled in and found their respective seats. Of course, the syllabus was now online and such. But the Doctor still preferred to give a paper one. He felt it helped students focus if they had it real and tangibleâŠunable to forget.
Just like he forgot so much. A lingering painâŠ.
He started up his usual dazzling spiel. Enough to keep them from dropping out, but not enough to rile them to madness. He learned that lesson early on in this particular charade he was distracting himself with. All he had to really do was keep Missy in the Vault and attempt to rehabilitate her. Humans were such a delicate group to keep balanced. Too much stimulation and they would self destruct. Not enough? The same but in a reverse spiral.
Or just fall asleep.
He preferred it if a few actually did fall asleep.
Allowed him to build a reputation as a teacher. Keep the act up.
He didnât notice the young woman intently staring, writing down the key phrases from his opening statements. He was enraptured in the normal routine he has become familiar with.
The hour came to a close, and he did a bow. He was to visit Missy again some time soon. Just a cursory check. See if sheâd calmed down from her last temper tantrum, where she demanded a saxophone and stated that Billy Clinton was also a war criminal, but made some sweet jazz.
He could hardly agree. She already was a mediocre piano player. And the drum set she demanded earlier lay in tatters in her cupboard.
Being her keeper and therapist was rotten work, but it warmed him. Gave him a gram of hope that she may get better and he may have his friend back once more.
Though, he knew in both is hearts, hope could be a fragile thing for a man to hold onto.
But, especially in this body, he believed in redemption and change. They both had forever to change. They had forever.
A few weeks had passed, and he noticed that keen eyes were burning the back of his neck as he scrawled on the chalkboard. It felt different than the usual glazed-over focus of people trying to write or type out his valid points. It was hot and felt more personal. Less trying to pass a class.
He paused his sentence and raked his eyes over. It was a student with large gold hoops and a few tangled gold necklaces. The Doctor recognized two or three of the symbols used on some of them from his travels through Earthâs history. She was chewing hard on her pen. He could see flecks of her tinted chap stick clinging onto the sides of it. Her eyes were squinted slightly and a slight patch of blush rested on her checks. He couldnât tell if it was a make up look or some feverish feature of her human body. Perhaps she was in the first phases of getting sick!
He went back to his lecture. Some misfocused student was the least of his concern.
But he still felt her eyes bore into him. Intent on something. He trudged on.
He came to a close, reminded everyone of their upcoming projects and let the day start to rest. The Doctor announced that his office hours were changing to represent the spring coming soon and to âAllow you all to feel the sun on your faces, you donât know how long youâll have. Humans usually only live once!â
He scanned the audience and saw her shoving her notebook and that well-gnawed on pen into her bag. Big purse with a rhinestone buckle. Resembled something that Rose or Jackie would have had, he mused.
She slung that and a tote bag that seemed overstuffed and ripe for the breaking over her shoulder. She audibly groaned under the weight. He pitied her. The stressed look she had on her face was oddly enchanting in the light just starting to sink.
He knew she was struggling in the class. She did good work, yes. When he opened up questions and debate, she usually had such pointed takes that verged on mind-racing. Sometimes others would bristle against what she said on the more provocative topics he offered up. Essays and tests? Not so much. She floundered.
She had accommodations for some diagnosis or whatever. He could tell her mind was making connections in a far more tangential way than the otherâs either couldnât or wouldnât make. And for that he did like her. Enjoyed what she brought to the table. Although, even his brains had difficulty making some of the leaps her brain did.
But why was she staring at him like that today? It was almost reverent. Very off putting.
She came forward to his desk and clicked open her notes app .
âErmâŠProfessor.â She cleared her throat and started up. âUh, I was wondering if I could see you sooner rather than later. For office hours. Iâm sorry for my late essay last week. I donât know whatâs going on with me. I canât focus and I feel like Iâm losing my mind half the time lately. May I have some insight or whatever you want on how I could do better. I know Iâm doingâŠlike, so bad.â She confessed and exhaled on the final note of her punctuation.
She turned a new type of stare towards him. Less intense and personal and more of a thousand-yard death grip.
Her entire demeanor in this moment was very lamb like. A confused air of innocent need to do well, to pass her classes, clouded her.
A weaker man would have felt more predatory, he noted.
She wasnât unattractive for a human, not like past companions he worshiped the ground of. Of course. He was drawn to them for their natures, often ignoring their faces wholesale.
She started to chew and rip at her pinky nail and lower lip simultaneouslyâŠ
âOf course,â He said. âI have to go help a friend with something, so I have to talk and walk.â
She nodded eagerly and gave such an appreciative smile. âThanks!â The words came out so quickly, almost breathlessly.
She trotted along side him.
Once outside, they started discussing her options. She had to work nights, she stated, she said so they were arranging a time to work in a little extra help and tutoring.
He genuinely enjoyed her company and led her to a bench.
âWhat about your friend?â She asked.
âOh, Nardole can handle himself.â He smiled. âHeâll not miss me for an extra four or five minutes.â
She laughed a bit.
She plunged her hand into her purse and started rifling around. It was a chaotic sight.
She produced a pack of cigarettes and a tiny green plastic lighter.
âDo you mind? Iâm trying to quit, but itâs been hell lately.â She grimaced.
He shook his head, no, he didnât mind. It wouldnât affect him. Her, yes. But one little luxury, especially if she was trying to quit.
âSo long as itâs your last for a while.â He took the teacherly route.
She lit up and took a huge drag. Closing her eyes he noticed that deep look of exhaustion had given her dark purple and almost black under eye circles. She had apparently tried to cover them up with some make up products and some mascara and smudged eyeliner. She held that breath in for a few seconds. It was almost beautiful.
She exhaled and fluttered them open. The smoke wisped and flew away quickly in the gentle breeze.
âYeah, thanks. People get so weird about smoking. But theyâll vape? Like, indoors. All the time.â She rolled her eyes at that mildly hypocrisy.
They planned for her to meet up with him in his office on Monday just before the lunch hour. Then turned the conversation to some topics in debate that another student, a male who irked her with his constant urge to play Devilâs Advocate. She had some very often-overlooked viewpoints and a very bizarre way of describing things. It was enchanting.
âThanks.â She ignored a boundary and squeezed his hand. He felt a holy jolt of electricity go up his arm from the small touch. âI gotta goâŠyouâve got a friend. Works been slow and I have someâŠappointments. So I have to make sure Iâm perfect.â She elaborated with an almost tic-like shake of her head.
âYes, my friend is probably going insane dealing with our little issue.â He responded in kind. Missy had probably caused Nardole to melt down or malfunction.
He watched her leave towards the bus stop. Her bags hitting her back as she rushed. Her coat barely covering her bottom and the belt caught in the hem of it. He felt himself feeling almost physically unable to leave the bench. Something tugging at his gut was preventing him from doing so. It felt akin to what River and Clara evoked in him but different.
River and Clara were strong and capable, avant-garde. Self-confident. Cocky. But this student was seemingly the inverse. Very vulnerable and nervous to the point of a near imperceptible, even to him with his keen Time Lord senses, shake and a heart that was audibly racing in its cage. Coupled with her addiction to cigarettes and minor tendency towards self mutilation via near-constant picking and chewingâŠ
Something dark, but heartwarming rushed through his core and took root.
He felt himself deeply looking forward to Monday.
Teacher's Pet part 12

Synopsis: Reader meets Missy. It's a mixed bag.
A/n: sorry for another delay. Hope you enjoy. More doctor fuckery and allusions to the doctors current devolution. Yay I hope you enjoy yayyy.
What were these truths the Doctor was talking about? At least he was being honest! A damn shame to your overloaded brain, but you appreciated it nonetheless. Maybe you would bring yourself to honestly about your profession after. Maybe. Youâd have to test the waters and go off what tonightâs surprise was.
Your heart slammed itself into it's cage.
The next few hours were hell on Earth. What was this secret he was going to reveal?
You always dealt with waiting so poorlyâŠ
You got through your final tutoring via the university without nary a hiccup, but your brain combed through all the possibilities you could scrounge from sci-fi shows. What was that one nearly-sixty years old program that the BBC had?
Too late nowâŠ
You did sneak home to change into something that didnât scream âlazyâ.
Soon it was nearly nine. As you walked to his office, you felt like you were at a wall, breathing your last free breaths before the firing squad came upon you. You worked on your breathing exercises as you went to knock the door.
He was there, illuminated softy. Grey hair fluffed, in a burgundy shirt and hoodie. He looked utterly (and unfairly!) Breath-taking. You felt both underdressed and overdressed.
âGood evening!â He smiled, it was one of those easy, unnerving, comfortable smiles that framed his eyes so well.
âHey.â Was the best you could muster. Your vocabulary stolen from your tongue as easily as the breath from your lungs over himâŠ
How could someone who was quite literally older than the rededication of the Second Temple look so good?
Alien magic, must be.
âYou remember that Missy character?â
âYeah, her? Them?â You struggled.
âHer.â
âAh.â
âSheâs been on her best behavior. Stunning, really.â
âAnd?â
âI think you two need to meet. Iâve cleared the idea with her otherâŠGuardian.â
âOh?â
âNardoleâŠheâs an egg. I sent him to Norwich for a packet of crisps.â
âYeah, that makes sense.â It didnât.
You rubbed your lip together in a partial move to rip the skin off, but also to provide some sort of outlet for the nervousness that was still coming up from the pit of your stomach.
What was Missy?
He offered the crook of his arm, âShall we go?â
You took it.
The walk was nice, silent. The weather was warming up nicely. Mild night.
Soon you went to a place obscured in some hardly-looked after corner in the universityâs basement. He pressed some hidden point and the wall snapped in two, revealing some contraption. He unhooked himself from you and started entering codes, some little monitor popped up and scanned his eye.
It asked for a verbal confirmation.
He spoke in some language that made your blood run cold and you feel small. Something about it was haunting. Like singing.
It unveiled another wall with a turn-lock, from which he produced a key and unlocked it.
Finally, it seemed safe to part through.
âWhat did she do?â You asked, voice husky with fear.
âEnough.â He let a little snort escape.
You nodded and went in.
It was a grand room, a couple of old, antique chairs and some meager side tables faced what was a mighty cage! It looked like glass, on the platform. Inside this guided cage was a woman, in simple Victorian clothes.
She played piano very gently.
âMissy.â The Doctor seemingly pleaded.
The woman inside slammed the lid shut and turned around.
She had the most insane, yet oddly lovely smile. Cat-like.
She was thin.
âOhâŠyouâve brought me a plaything?â She grinned.
Her accent sounded Scottish. Like the Doctor.
âDo all aliens sound like Scotsmen?â You blurted out before you could monitor your thoughts.
âIâm sorry!â You amended.
She laughed, it sounded like bells.
âOne would certainly hope so!â She responded.
âIâm Missy! Short for Mistress!â
âOh, Iâm (y/n).â
She shot the Doctor some look. He shot her another look. It seemed they were having an entire conversation without you. You felt alienated. You looked between them.
âIâve heard nothing but good. Typical!â She approached you at the edge of her enclosure. You felt caged. Missy stalked you as if she were a lioness and you were some disabled, freshly birthed gazelle. You started sweating, it dewed down your back.
âOh!â
âMy best enemy.â He elaborated.
You nodded more, at a total loss for words. Your breathing became manual.
âSo what did you do?â
âOh, this girlie is rude! I love it!â She shot the Doctor another look.
âDonât talk behind my back?â You assumed.
Missy nearly fell over! She started laughing, âRude and clever! Heâs certainly taught you well.â
Your eyes could have shot out of their sockets.
âYouâre like Jedi, yeah? Can communicate with your brains?â You explained.
âSure enough? Jedi are the Lego ones?â the Doctor asked.
âOh, Iâm going to enjoy her.â Missy predated you more. Nose pressed against her enclosure.
You got the briefest of synopsis of their entire relationship. You felt yourself blinking from your brain overloading. It felt like someone dumped out your mind and shook the contents up before tossing it all back in, haphazardly.
You swallowed heavily.
âSo Time Lords. Do you all have suchâŠintense names? Mistress, Doctor? So is there a Bachelor?â You felt your arms move as if to elaborate this point.
âDifferent generations have different naming convention. My brother is Irving Braxiatel.â
âOf course. Makes sense. My nameâs (y/n) but now all the kids are McKinsleigh or Harley or whatever.â
âExactly.â
âOh, my dear Doctor, you have a smart one on your hands. Now how do you like the stars, kiddo?â
You shook your head quickly. âNope, no stars for me. Iâm not going up there. Nope. I know what happens! Iâm genre aware. I know what goes down in space. And if youâve had a lot of dead companions previouslyâŠnot me. I am not that suicidal!â You felt like a horizontal bobble head of sorts.
âSee!â She slapped her thigh. âThis oneâs got common sense! Sheâs not going to swan off and get herself killed by a giant bird!â
It seemingly touched a tender point.
âOh, here you go, bringing up Clara! Whatâs with you?â He seemed on the verge of spitting. âWeâre having such a normal time!â
âOh, she was my manic pixie dream bitch too!â Missy countered, looking like the cat that swallowed the canary.
You made several notes to bring up later when you were going to bring up some new ground rules for this relationship, if this Missy didnât tear you to shreds and eat your entrails like a tin of tuna.
The cat metaphors kept comingâŠ
Were Time Lords cats?
No! Cats have barbed penises and that Time Lord you were fond of didnâtâŠ
âMay I get a tuba now?â Missy pleaded.
âWeâll see.â
You found yourself fiddling with your necklaces in a very rapid way with one hand. The other twisting the massive gold hoop in your one ear. Nervous habits coming in strong to help you self-soothe in this inopportune momentâŠ
Somewhere the Doctor produced a flask of tea and poured some out, it was herbal. At the moment you couldnât discern much more than that.
He gave it to all, including Missy, whoâs barrier seemed penetrable to him, but not her. As she touched it and it repelled her.
Where did he pull out all these things?
What was the barrier made of? Did it work on genes?
Your mind roared for an explanation.
You reminded yourself to take it in strive. You werenât working with logic and sanity anymore. You were in some contrived sci-fi story now.
It was the only way that youâd survive this!
Missy asked you something pleasantries involving your studies, and you divulged your grand plans.
âOh, not overly ambitious. No martyr complex. Doctor this one may survive you.â Her focus splintered.
You felt out of your depth even more. You were taking it in stride, but that felt like it was lacking. AlthoughâŠan opportunity did arise.
Did you have the guts to take it?
You pondered on. If it did turn nasty, you were outnumbered. Two of these so called âTime Lordsâ. One you. One very mortal and squishy you.
Missy seemed to know far more than she probably should. You craved a bit more knowledge.
Shouldnât you be privy to details about the man youâve been not only fucking, but falling madly under his spell? And dare you utter it- loved?
âSo whatâs the deal with you Time Lords?â You asked Missy.
âAn ancient race. Weâre the pinnacle of evolution. Very few races will or ever will get close. Some have tried, they fail to become as optimized.â
âA bit eugenics-y.â You responded, your brows knitted together.
âFunny collars.â The Doctor chimed in. âThatâs the opposite of optimized.â
âOh, Mister President! How salacious!â She cooed in his general direction.
âPresident?â Your eyes boggled from their sockets.
âTechnically. Iâm also the De Facto President of Earth in an emergency. Neither here nor thereâŠâ
âAnd heâs ever so humble! My dear, Doctor. If this were two bodies ago youâd be preening!â
You looked down and blinked hard, as you started to chew on the inside of your cheek.
âOh, him? Yeah, I was a but more vain. I mean, how could I not? All youth and fire and forged from Roseâs love.â
âAnd who the hell is Rose?â Your jealousy creeping back in.
âOh, Doctor! You dog! She was very blonde! Broke many universes trying to find him again!â Missy gaped, as if she had personally sprung this trap.
âShe helped me. I was raw from the War. She saw my hearts and thatâs all.â The explanation was clearly him trying to not irk any jealousy in you.
âShe got a wee clone! Theyâre in a parallel universe!â Missy simmered up, swinging around on her ankles.
âYou are annoying.â
âYou could have let Torvic kill me!â She put her hands on her hips and pulled a sour face.
âIâm sorry, whoâs Torvic?â You were being bombarded with more information than you could handle.
âI was a soft lad. This kid kept bullying me. He was going to kill me, but here does come ikkle little Doctor with a rock! Bye bye Torvic!â She announced it like she was a wrestling presenter.
âHow old wereâŠyou all?â
âTen!â Missy clapped her hands together.
âDeathâs champion!â She elaborated with a sick glee, pointing at the Doctor.
âIâm assuming you canâŠchange sexes.â You kept piecing it together. âWere you ever a woman?â
âMaybe next go!â The Doctor said.
You leaned down and rested your fingers on your jaw as if to keep it from falling off onto the ground.
âSoâŠhow does that all work?â
âTwo hearts, they prevent death and kick in our ancient rights!â Missy flourished.
âItâs a bit more complicated than that.â The Doctor stepped in. âWe get a new face, new body. New chances. We keep our core. But everything from our personality to our kidneys.â
You inhaled.
âAnything else I need to knowâŠassuming that you do that in front of me.â You curbed your attention to the Doctor. You wanted answers and you didnât want him to give up this particular body. You didnât want to play this particular game of Russian Roulette. His body right now was perfectâŠfrom his hair to his toes. Like it was personally designed to drive you mad. A sexy, silver fox with dynamic light eyes and a smile that robbed you of the ability to breathe, plus that voice like was a good motorcycle engine. And, a perfect package that hit right in the right spotsâŠ
You were objectifying an immortal alien.
What had your life become?
âThat shitâsâŠcrazy.â You gave an exceedingly reductive statement.
âNo promises, but Iâll try.â He gave you a small, reassuring smileâŠ
âBefore precious Rose, there was his wife, that Scottish lad, that journalist Sarah Jane Smith, me, that ginger twink whoâs name escapes me and probably a few Iâm forgetting! And after there was-â Missy smiled a positively evil grin.
You put your hand up and stopped her from going into any more detail.
âSarah Jane Smith? The mega-journo who always had the hottest stories? The one who was always leaking the top bylines?â You instinctively tore off your thumb nail.
You kept putting your hands up and down. Going to point a finger. You felt like a malfunctioning kettle.
âW-w-what? Do youâŠsee in me?â You raised both of your hands up as you shrugged and struggled. âUniverse traveling blondes? Award-winning journalists? A ginger twink? This jailbird?â You voice scaling up octaves to those only dogs could hear as you slapped your hands over your thighs and grasped them tightlyâŠ
You started those dratted breathing exercises and placed your right hand on your only heart.
The Doctor seemed to be sorting through some sort of dilemma in his mind.
âYeah, tell her!â Missy cheered.
You shot her a murderous glare.
She scrunched her nose and stuck out her tongue.
âI see you as warmth. You are yourself. I see you as someone whoâs good. Despite it all. A good student and a great partner. Someone to enjoy while I can. Nothing to complicate or drag into danger.â
Something about these words and his gaze into you had you fighting these words, but becoming placated by them. They were like a cozy quilt on your worriesâŠ
âIâve put others I loved in danger. Learned those lessons. Never again.â
You felt your mind slowing down from the anger and self-doubt.
It felt like truthfulness. Youâd take truthfulness.
The looks that Missy and the Doctor passed between each other has you shiver in fear.
You felt like you needed to vomit.
âCan I go home now?â You squeaked out once you felt a but more emotionally regulated.
âOf course.â He helped you up and turned to Missy, âNo tuba.â He told her.
She raged on a bit as you felt yourself being tucked into his side and escorted out.
You leaned against a wall as he locked the Vault up.
He folded you under his arm.
âSo what do you think of my best enemy?â
You felt yourself feeling suddenly very sleepy and like you had been dreaming. You were very conflicted and of many minds. You would have to work through all this later. There was just so much information and new thoughts that needed evaluated. Though you felt something holding you back from it. The emotional toll of the past few days, inevitably catching up to you.
What was that something was holding you back?
Probably your love of the Doctor.
You felt yourself crying.
âWhy donât I walk you to your flat? Whatâs the address?â He wiped your face with some old-fashioned looking hankie.
You gave him your address. It was a longer walk, but maybe it would do you good.
You started to walk. It was going somewhat smoothly.
After a silent walk, you stated as you got closer to the safety of your home. âI think sheâs insane. Probably itâs for the best sheâs in thatâŠsituation. Like sectioning, but worse? She could be fun, if she tried. I feelâŠyeah. I mean, if youâre a package deal. A bit weird sheâs your ex. But yeah.â You answered his previous question.
âIs she a threat? To me?â You asked, jealously.
âNo, weâre finished. Ancient news far older than your civilizationâŠâ
âAh, okay.â You felt more satisfied.
âShe is quiteâŠpretty.â You remarked.
âHadnât noticed.â
You nodded, as you arrived to the front door.
âThis is me.â You pointed. âYouâŠwant to come up? Get a night cap. I know Iâm going to need it.â You joked, as you used your pinky nail to scratch the bridge of your nose.
âNot tonight. How about after you finish exams? I still have to some things done in that regards.â
âValid.â
He leaned down and pressed hip lips to your forehead.
âGood-night, (y/n).â He smiled as he closed his hand over yours and gave it a squeeze.
âGood-night, Doctor.â It still felt strange to not call him âProfessorâ. You didnât know how to feel. Calling him âProfessorâ felt better coming off your tongue.
So much to over-analyze.
You opened the door and went up to your flat. After pouring yourself a large shot of vodka to take, you laid on your favorite chair and zoned out.
So much for a normal, nice time at university!