How I Look Projecting Onto Jonathan Sims Like A Motherfucker

how I look projecting onto Jonathan sims like a motherfucker

Season 5 Jon and Martin be like

I literally cannot get over the inherent beauty in how the fears bleed together

where does the never ending expanse of the vast become the bone deep fear that maybe there’s no one else there with you, when does that manic fear caused by arachnophobia become the fear of that twisting and twirling confusion and headache that is induced by prevention, when does hiring exterminators for your strange spider problem and buying so much raid it could sustain you for a lifetime become the creeping crawling fear that maybe your fruit has spoiled, or maybe your own paranoia as cost you a partner or corrupted your own mind and contorted it into something unrecognizable, when does that despair of losing yourself in your own fear become the horror of looking in the mirror and not recognizing what you see, when the familiar becomes the other, when does that sneaking sense of unease induced by something’s smile that’s a little too wide, or someone’s hands are a little too long, become the violent terror and rage against things you don’t understand, when does that become the inherent fear that other people can see what you’ve become, judge you for resorting to all that you’ve ever known, that they can deem you nothing more than an animalistic beast, just another pig to the slaughter, when does that become the anger that causes you to revolt violently and hunt down the people who’ve wronged you, and eventually that creeping dread kicks in and you realize you’ve become the very destruction you’ve hated all this time, when does that fear of destruction become the fear of losing everything you’ve worked so hard for, that you’ve put your heart and soul into, that everything humanity as a whole has worked so hard to complete, that overwhelming feeling of melancholy realizing that the destruction we cause by our own clumsy hand will lead to our downfall and lend us back to the whims of whatever is left of Mother Nature,

woah sorry guys I got carried away

the Magnus archives can be so funny because season 1 Jon will dismiss any statement he’s given except for That Fucking Bug Woman

he has too much swagger for the allistics™️

also he’s a whore /aff

Honestly I hope Tim stops Kayaking soon I miss that man

jared hopworth if he was a will wood fan

bones bones bones I’ve stolen your bones