Masterlist

masterlist

started: august 12th, 2020

last updated: sep 11, 2024

total works: 12

SEVENTEEN

drabbles

oneshots

best friend | jeon wonwoo

to wish impossible things | wonwoo x jeonghan

late-night call | hong jisoo

the deluxe version | jeon wonwoo

clementine | yoon jeonghan

fireproof | jeon wonwoo

to you | jeon wonwoo

mistletoe | jeon wonwoo

umbrella | jeon wonwoo

first snowfall | minwon

midnight radio | jeon wonwoo

NCT/WAYV

drabbles

oneshots

the last night | na jaemin

the last night | na jaemin

pairing: jaemin x gn!reader

genre: angst, fluff

warnings: growing up and moving on

word count: 1216

summary: in which you and jaemin are best friends going your separate ways after high school

a/n: i’m in a mood and i keep thinking about my future

“You didn’t need to buy all these things, Jaemin.”  

Your eyes fell to the blanket, sprawled on the grass in front of you. There was a plethora of food, including your favorite fruits and snacks. Jaemin shrugged, hands in his pockets as he stood beside you. 

“I know, but… I was at the store and decided to buy some things. It’s no big deal, and it’s not like it’ll go to waste. After all that packing, I’m sure you’re hungry. I know I am.” 

He was right. You hadn’t eaten since dinner last night, and it’s because you’ve been packing all day. Packing and crying, actually, since it was your last full day in your home. Tomorrow morning you will leave for your new college, far from this small town you grew up in. It didn’t feel real until today. Seeing all your things in boxes, and your family crying along with you. It was heartbreaking. The end of a long era. But you knew this is what you wanted. You couldn’t go back now. 

Yet everything inside you was screaming to turn back. 

“Let’s sit, my legs are getting tired,” Jaemin interrupted your thoughts, taking your hand before sitting on the blanket, pulling you down with him. You plopped beside him, smiling as he began to grab a few of the snacks off the blanket. You followed his lead, grabbing a few things and placing them in front of you. The pair of you began to eat quietly, watching the sun fall past the horizon. After a bag or two of chips, you sighed, laying back onto the blanket. Jaemin followed suit, his body laying beside yours and his head touching yours.  

“Have you been dancing a lot?” you asked, recalling that Jaemin mentioned his legs being tired. You felt him nod. 

“My manager sent me a few practice videos. I just wanted to work on them before I went back to the dorm.” 

“I still can’t believe you got to debut - I mean, of course I believe it. You’re a talented person, Jaemin. I just mean it’s crazy that you’re an idol now. And you’re finally able to achieve your dreams.” Your eyes glanced to the stars, which shined brightly above you. They resembled Jaemin. He always shined, even more so now that he was an idol. 

“Yeah, it’s crazy. But hey, you know what else is crazy? After all that slacking this year, NYU still wants you to join them,” Jaemin pointed out, earning a slap to the arm by you. 

“I didn’t slack off, idiot. I just didn’t stress myself out to get everything done. The past year was meant to be easy, and it was. Also, if anyone was slacking, it was definitely you,” you accused, remembering a certain study night where you worked on your Psychology homework and Jaemin watched a true crime documentary on Netflix instead of calculating his trig problems. 

“Ah, it’s okay. I do better in my new school anyway,” he smiled, turning to look at you. You shook your head, but he caught your smile, his heart warming at the sight. He was going to miss you dearly. It hurt sometimes, him being a new idol and you being a full time student. He tried to visit frequently, making time for study sessions and sleepovers. But now you have graduated, and you were moving to an entirely different continent to continue your school career. Jaemin was staying in Seoul to continue working as a member of NCT Dream, and he doubted he’d ever be able to make a trip to New York just to see you. 

As Jaemin laid in thought beside you, your eyes fell from the stars, turning slightly to observe the park. It wasn’t busy anymore. Nearly everyone had left besides an elderly couple and a group of students, who seemed to be participating in a book club. You bit your lip back, flashbacks of this past year hitting you deeply. 

“This is really it, Jaemin,” you whispered, a lump growing in your throat at the thoughts clouding your mind. You felt Jaemin sit up beside you, his eyes peering over at you. 

“What is?” he asked, placing a hand on your arm.  

“It’s the last night,” you choked, your hand grasping the fabric of your shirt, near your breaking heart. You were moving far away, and you didn’t know when you would see each other again. You felt the tears form at your eyes, soft whimpers escaping your lips. “The last night before we both leave.” 

At your hushed words and sudden shift in tone, Jaemin sighed. He took your hands gently, lifting you up before enveloping you in his arms. His action only caused you more heartbreak, your tears starting their descent. Eventually, Jaemin found himself crying as well.  

“This won’t be the last night, I promise,” he mumbled into your hair, his hand moving up and down your back in a comforting manner. You gripped tightly onto his hoodie, burying your face in his neck.  

“You can’t know that for sure, Jaemin… I’m moving to America, and you’re living in Seoul. We won’t have time for each other… These past few years, when you’ve been training... and then when you finally debuted... I didn’t know what to do with myself… and now I’m leaving and I don’t even know when I’ll visit-” 

“Hey, shh. Breathe, okay?” Jaemin interrupted, holding you tighter. You silenced yourself, pouting and hushing your sobs. Jaemin pulled you away from him, his hands on your shoulders as he smiled sadly at you. “What did I tell you about thinking of the future?” 

“Jaemin…” 

“You can’t predict the future. Saying all these things, that we won’t see each other again, it means nothing to me. And it shouldn’t mean anything to you. The future is what we make it, yeah? So in the future, we will visit each other, and there will be many other nights spent together. I will make it happen, okay? I promise that you don’t need to be upset over this.” Jaemin hugged you again, realizing your tears had stopped falling. He felt your arms wrap around his torso, making his smile return. 

“We’re going to be okay, and we’re going to see each other again. I can’t promise that it will be soon, but it will happen. We’re best friends, right? I won’t let you get away that easily.” 

You chuckled softly at his words, shaking your head on his chest. 

“Yeah, because me moving to New York was just some big ploy to get rid of you.” 

“I knew it all along. You’re terrible at hiding things.” Jaemin smiled at you, and you smiled at him. Suddenly, the future seemed bright.

Jaemin always knew how to make you feel better. Being friends with you for nearly ten years, he knew how to get yourself out of your own head. He knew when you were falling, just as he knew how to pick you up.

You weren’t sure what you were going to do without him there beside you, but for now, you won’t think of that. Right now, you wanted to stay in Jaemin’s arms and enjoy the rest of the night with him, because this was your present, and it’s better to live in the present than to worry about a future you can’t predict.

Stayblr Fanfiction Survey RESULTS

Last week or so, I posted a survey on Stayblr for readers and writers of SKZ fanfiction to take. I’ve been on Stayblr for more than a year now, a little less than a year to write for SKZ, and I’ve always had some questions on my mind while being on this platform.

So I put those questions to the test, along with some other questions I was interested to finally get some answers to, and here are the results! A total of 205 STAYs took my survey, thank you so much!

But first things first, it’s promo time baby. Go check out all of these fantastic writers on Stayblr! And for your convenience, I’ve sorted out which blogs are 100% SFW and which blogs have some NSFW content in them.

Sorry it’s so long, but I’d like to promote these people first before getting into the actual data! 

100% SFW Blogs (Fluff and Angst)

@strykiss

@cotccotc

@dayaswonderfulworld

@blueprint-han

@wingkkun

@lewsr

@crscendoforsung

@cherryhanji

@inmyfelix

@marriael

@pwarkhans

@chogiwow

@461lightfire

@tracing-letters

@armysantiny

@spdrmrk

@scriptura-delirus

@skzfairies

@leggomylino

@binnieswritings

@changbinniee

@n8dlesoupguk 

@luvhyjr 

@seungmoe

@banqtlattae 

@peachyhan

@freckledberries

@crystal-snowing

@neo-shitty

@fairiejunie

@thepixelelf 

@softbbyg0rl

@svnghrt 

@squishygyehyeon 

@lveletters

@heyheybrownieboy (only on ao3)

NSFW Blogs (Includes smut or at least suggestive content, but I’m pretty sure 90% of these people here have a ton of SFW content too!)

@skzctnightnight

@delicatewerewolfsoul

@hanjizung

@ravenlixwitch (only suggestive content)

@dom–minnie

@mochinnie

@hanniiesuckle17 (only suggestive content)

@dreamyhan

@stayzenniesstuff

@goodcool

@sumideluxe

@hyunjeonnies

@missskzbiased

@binracha

@jimmychansimp 

@the-wonandonly

@hyunjinsdoll

@sturaykidseu

@jeonglixie 

@tabsteen

@16jan

@clandestine-lixie

@fictionxo

If I missed any of you, or misplaced you, please let me know.

Before we get started on the results, here are some things I’d like to point out:

No arguing under this post, however, I’d like to see everybody’s reactions through reblogs and comments!

Respect everybody’s opinions.

Please private message me if you’d like to spread this data on another platform!

Now, let’s get started!

(There might be some errors, I started at like 8:30 pm and it’s now 11 pm, the BACK PAIN MY GOSH)

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i just wrote the first member x member fic i’ve ever felt truly proud of but idk if i’ll share on in here :/ maybe this one is a story for ao3

comforting | bang chan

pairing: chan x gender neutral reader

genre: angst, fluff

warnings: depression, overall “sadness” talk

word count: 774 

summary: in which you’re not feeling like yourself, but chan is there to help you

a/n: i haven’t been feeling the best, so i wrote this chan drabble to help myself feel better. i hope this helps you, whoever you are, if you’re not feeling like yourself, too

you: can u come over?

chan: yeah. something up?

you: no. just wanna hang

door’s unlocked

i’ll be in the living room

it only took chan fifteen minutes to make it to your apartment, finding you buried in a blanket atop your couch. your eyes were on the television, but you didn’t seem very interested in what was going on. he could tell from your blank expression.

“honey, i’m home,” your friend sang with a smile, not gaining much of a reaction from you other than a nod. chan sighed slightly, pursing his lips at your form. something was clearly wrong.

“mind if i get in on this blanket action?” chan asked, earning a hum from you. he watched as you struggled to sit up, fixing the blankets so he could sit with you. chan kicked his shoes off, placing them by the front door before making his way to you.

you had expected him to sit beside you, but he picked you up instead, sitting down and having you lay on his body. his back sat against the couch arm as his legs sprawled out across the cushions. he wrapped the blankets around the two of you, hugging your body close to him.

“so...” he trailed off, watching as you lazily rested your head against his chest. your eyes were on the television again, not really watching the show that was playing. “what’s got you down in the dumps?”

“i’m not… in the dumps,” you mumbled, but you knew that chan was smart. he was observant, and he cared. sometimes you wish he didn’t care as much as he did.

“really? hm, i guess you’re right. i mean, this is the happiest you’ve ever looked,” he stated sarcastically, eyes peering down at you. you sighed, looking away from the television. you stared at the floor, eyes tracing the lines of the wood.

“fine... i’m not okay,” you admitted, even though you knew he already knew that. “i don’t know why, though. it sucks when this happens. i hate feeling like this, especially when i don’t know why i’m feeling this way.”

“well, you’ve been going through a lot. it’s probably just catching up to you now,” chan reasoned, one of his hands starting to run up and down your back. it felt comforting, and you nearly let your eyes close at the relaxing feeling. you wrapped your arms around chan, sighing again before speaking.

“i just wish i couldn’t feel anything,” you sighed, furrowing your eyebrows as you glared at the ground.

“i understand,” chan sighed with you, his hand now running through your hair. “but these feelings we have... they remind us that we are alive. i know that sounds like bullshit a therapist would say, but it’s true.”

“you said it, not me.”

“oh, whatever!” chan shook his head and chuckled softly at your words, holding you tighter as he continued. “anyway, i‘ve had feelings like yours too - i’ve told you about them. they last from a few hours to a few months - to a few years, sometimes. but i keep living; i keep going on because i have a life to live. and so do you.”

“i know that, but... sometimes i wish i could just... press pause,” you explained, earning a nod from your friend. “it gets too much sometimes... i just need a break, you know?”

“i know,” he reassured you. you believed him. chan had come to you with his similar feelings many times before. you felt comforted to know that you weren’t alone in your feelings.

“thank you for being here.” you hugged chan tightly, closing your eyes when you felt them grow wet with fresh tears.

“i’m always here for you.” he liked to remind you this a lot. it was comforting, having someone to be by your side during these times. “hey, we can put life on pause for now, okay? what’s say you and i go to your room and take a nap until dinner?”

“chan... it’s one in the afternoon.”

“five hour nap. sounds good to me. you in?”

you smiled for the first time that day, sitting up and nodding your head. you followed chan into your room and for the rest of the evening, you and your best friend slept soundly. for dinner, chan ordered takeout from your favorite restaurant, and the pair of you watched your favorite show as you munched on your food. life seemed to get a bit better with chan, and you were grateful to have him by your side.

these feelings are worth feeling, and this life is worth living. thank you, bang chan, for being a friend during these difficult times.

𝗛𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗷𝗶𝗻’𝘀 𝗢𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗯𝗲𝗿 𝗠𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 𝗽𝘁.𝟭 (𝗼𝗰𝘁.𝟭-𝟭𝟱)

𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘:𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙗𝙚𝙧. 𝙄𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨𝙣𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙡𝙮 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙧 𝙙𝙞𝙙.

Pls tell me if i linked the wrong fic or if there’s smth wrong w/ the masterlist

Tᴀɢ: hyunjinsz.oct21

Gᴜɪᴅᴇ: ☘︎︎- sᴍᴜᴛ | ☁︎︎- ғʟᴜғғ | ☕︎︎- 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁 | ⚠︎︎- sᴇɴᴛɪᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟭

❥ class president by @tqmies - ☕︎︎

❥ poolside fucking by @youn9racha - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟮

❥ gxxd boy by @hanjizung - ☘︎︎

❥ golden hour by @jiminbbyboy - ☘︎︎ ☕︎︎ ☁︎︎ (ft. Chan)

❥ sweet & sour by @seospicy - suggestive

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟯

❥ shibari by @seungmoomin - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟰

❥ private after party by @webangchan - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟱

❥ home by @wonderlustlucas - ☁︎︎ ☕︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟲

❥ step-brother!hyunjin by @kpop-dungeon-dark - ☘︎︎ ☕︎︎ ⚠︎︎

❥ (can’t get no) satisfaction by @jenossslut - ☘︎︎

❥ hopeless dreams by @fairiejunie - ☕︎︎ ☁︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟳

❥ touch deprived by @moon-lixie - ☁︎︎

❥ locked & loaded by @yuta-senpai - ☘︎︎

❥ temperature by @hwangyeonjun - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟴

❥ #7A6C98 by @decembermoonskz - ☁︎︎

❥ size kink + hyunjin by @authorb - ☘︎︎

❥ be a good girl and spread your legs by @hwangsies - ☘︎︎

❥ dessert by @hyunsuks-beanie - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟵

❥ part 54 by @hyunjinspark - ☕︎︎

❥ mirror mirror by @fairlylino - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟬

❥ orgy + danceracha by @authorb - ☘︎︎ (ft. felix and minho)

❥ the distance between you and i by @wishingyouback - ☁︎︎

❥ sir by @peachychxn - ☘︎︎

❥ stormed in by @kissbinsung - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟭

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𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟮

❥ rimming by @slutbinnie - ☘︎︎

❥ partners for the night 2 by @cant-choose-a-bias - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟯

❥ i've been looking for you by @kpop-in-new-albion - ☕︎︎

❥ chubby cheeks by @jisungsmysugadaddy - ☁︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟰

❥ cuckolding by @peachybun-bun - ☘︎︎ (ft. felix)

❥ break time by @chronosaurusnot - ☘︎︎

❥ chaotic love by @butterflies123456 - ☘︎︎

❥ soft moments with hwang hyunjin by @soleilsuhh - ☁︎︎

❥ day 4 by @cartierbin - ☘︎︎

𝗗𝗮𝘆 𝟭𝟱

❥ traitor by @memesolvernonchwe - ☕︎︎

❥ beauty within by @markxdino - ☕︎︎ ☁︎︎

❥ cream pie by @kpop---scenarios - ☘︎︎ (ft. chan)

❥ play with fire by @sugasblunt - ☘︎︎

❥ hair pulling by @eightlee - ☘︎︎

❥ making out by @seungmoomin - suggestive

follow for part2!