Pov: Charlies A Bamf And Stops The Box By Being Hench

pov: charlie’s a bamf and stops the box by being hench 💪

one of the worst parts of being a dsmp fan in 2020-2021 was when ppl who weren’t in the fandom didn’t differentiate between the dream team side of the fandom and the sbi side of the fandom and just assumed we were all foaming at the mouth for dnf

c!tommy is so interesting because he is a rare case of a truly relatable and realistic abuse victim in media

his trauma doesn’t make him gentle and quiet, he never becomes “better behaved” for his abuser even when he TRYS to change. he consistently hides things from his abuser, lies to abuser, yells at his abuser despite knowing the consequences he will face, solely because he KNOWS what he is experiencing is unfair and cruel

he gets ANGRY and LOUD, and can be mean and selfish and that’s what makes him perfect, his personality is still his personality, the trauma changes him but he is still ultimately TOMMY

he doesn’t become just some broken empty husk of a person, he also doesn’t heal perfectly and magically move on. he ends up somewhere in the middle just like most of us do. he’s scared and damaged but he still gets excited, he still strongly loves his friends and family, he still has hope.

c!tommy i will always love you cause i GET you

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

Very beautiful very powerful