I Feel Like This Is Alot Of People To Be Completely Honest

i feel like this is alot of people to be completely honest

When im board i enter fake kpop entertainments or fake survival shows for singing, yeah so im in one the now and i have three colabs with other fake kpop groups and tell me why my lines for batter up are just 'batter batter batter up' and for secret story of swan its 'like swan swan swan'

i have so many friends but why do i feel like i have none.

(song of the night)

im alive... still (song of the night)

Fuck everything and everyone (song of the night)

i did it, i hope i dont wake up and want to leave but i want my mum i want a hug i dont know what to do help me please