Gilded Wings

🌗 Gilded Wings 🌘

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experiencing fear and sadness, some of the absolute classic emotions. completely vintage

John Banville, The Sea 

[Text ID: “The past beats inside me like a second heart.”]

when marya hornbacher said “how could i possibly love someone else when i couldn’t begin to conceive of showing them who i was?” and when maggie smith said “i carried my fear of the world as if it could protect me from the world” and when mitski said “you’re growing tired of me and all the things i don’t talk about” and when franz kafka said “i am fond of lovers but i cannot love, i am too far away, am banished” and when jamie varon said “fear kept me from a lot of things, but perhaps the most poignant was that it kept me from loving and opening myself to another person” and when clarice lispector said “i’m abandoning everything! everything! and that way i won’t be abandoned” and when taylor swift said “some things you just can’t speak about” and when butterscotch horseman said “i wanted you to respect me. i wanted you to love me. i was so afraid that you would know that” and when keith haring said “i am becoming very hard on the outside and even softer on the inside” and when fiona apple said “how can i ask anyone to love me when all i do is beg to be left alone?”

so

the director of castlevania

retweeted this

im not saying trephacard canon but that's exactly what im saying

Yandere Karl and Alcina poly relationships trying to win their darling with affections and everything for some alone time even if it’s like 5 seconds. (Sorry about the earlier request I tried my best to understand.)

𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓

𝐓𝐖! 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐮. 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐢 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. 𝐢 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐫𝐥. 𝐯𝐢𝐞𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝.

𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥! 𝐧𝐨 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬! <𝟑

𝐋𝐀𝐃𝐘 𝐃𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐔 & 𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐆

( 𝚊𝚕𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚊: 𝚗𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎, 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 )

( 𝚔𝚊𝚛𝚕: 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎, 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚔𝚎𝚛, 𝚓𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚜 )

being at the top of a love triangle between a “lady super-sized bitch” and an “idiot little brother” is quite a challenge

not only are they both after your heart, but they’re both after each other’s necks, as well

remember when moreau had the flask and ethan was just like “i’ll be taking this?" yeah that’s you

they snatch you from one another as if you're just some sack of potatoes they can toss over their shoulder and go about their merry way

of course, their intentions are pure but be cautious around their possessive tendencies

there is nothing they wouldn’t do to have you to themselves

karl heisenberg’s love for you is overpowering and patronizing, but all-together warmhearted

lady dimitrescu’s love for you is wholly infantilizing, but it wouldn’t take a genius to see the complete and unadulterated infatuation she has for you

you’ll spend your days in the castle, admiring all the intricate architecture as alcina drowns you in riches you can’t fathom the price of

she'll give you piano lessons or dine with you, serving you the famous sanguis virginis all while praising you and caressing you as if you were her pet

however, karl will then interrupt and take you to his factory without any room for debate, claiming there’s some new gadget of his that he just has to show you

you’ll then be dragged to the heisenberg factory by a man with captivation in his expression, leaving behind a poor alcina to sulk by herself

though he can’t afford the riches his sister has, he’ll craft you gifts from scratch, which he believes is much more romantic than her useless clutter

karl even designed a metal necklace for you, engraved with gems from the crystal cave

not only does the jewelry mark his claim on you (with a tracker nestled inside the charm, too), but the ferrokinesis freak can also just whoosh you into his arms if you’re with alcina too long for his liking

also the lycans and dimitrescu daughters?? their sole purpose is to protect you at all costs

however, karl has lost a few members of his army after he impulsively sent the lycans to kill alcina when his jealousy gets the best of him

after his perilous attempt to end his heartache once and for all, alcina just tossed the zombies to the side and brushed them off like dust

bonus points if you were with alcina and witnessed the event

she would swoop in with her nurturing nature and comfort you, cursing her brother for putting your safety on the line for the reason of envy

we just won’t speak of the times alcina threatened karl with her freddy krueger claws when he let his hands wander on your body

don't even get me started on the pet names

"dearest," "beloved," and "little lamb" are most used by alcina with desire swimming in her eyes

“kitten,” “sugar,” and “dollface” are most used by karl with saccharine dripping from his tone

there isn’t a single conversation between you two where every sentence of theirs wasn’t some form of a compliment or a blatant confession

just don’t try complimenting one of them with the other around, they will shoot it down immediately

“alcina, i love your lipstick!” “why thank you, dearest-“ “really!? this super-sized bitch couldn’t look decent if she tried!” “quiet now, manthing! your superiors are talking.”

“karl, you’re so good at engineering!” “thanks, sugar. you look-" “oh, please! those man-hands create nothing but disruption! how could someone like you ever see potential in this riffraff?” “quit your whining! you’re just pissed that i’m y/n/n’s favorite!”

although their sibling rivalry has left the other enraged or beaten bloody, their genuine love for you will always outweigh their ongoing battle

just don't be surprised if you wake up one morning tied-up and surrounded by either heisenberg's metal or dimitrescu's wealth.