Sometimes I Want People To Walk On Eggshells Around Me, Just So That I'm Not Alone In It. I Want Someone

Sometimes I want people to walk on eggshells around me, just so that I'm not alone in it. I want someone to be so scared I'll hurt them, yell at them if they do something wrong that they just break down entirely. I want them to cry and beg me not to leave them. I want them to ask if I still love them after they make little mistakes. I want them to think about their mess for days and apologize every chance they get.

[ID text — i begged God to save me and he shoved more torment down my throat to keep me quiet]