Not Once Have I Escaped A Country Empty-handed :P From Piercings To Fashion To Concerts To Silly Bracelets

not once have i escaped a country empty-handed :P from piercings to fashion to concerts to silly bracelets // sotd is 'faster' by the manics

void

some people are brought up as voids

and when you're not sure how to build a person out of that void, you try filling it instead

with short-term poison-anesthetics; like sharps, or pills, or relationships, or pretend, or food—

or starving that void until it gapes enough to consume even it's own destruction

and the void is always screaming, and so are you, but anyone who hears it loses their mind

i don't know how to be a person, and it hurts. and i'm learning to express that pain with my words, not my body, but it's difficult to detach something that's built into the foundations

how can i describe it when you're a person in all the ways that i'm not?

'culture alienation, boredom and despair' — sotd is little baby nothing

not terribly dramatic, but i like the vibe of this pic :P // sotd is topless by the malefactors

queuing this photo from the other day to post in a little while cause im gettin surgery in 10hr!! will update when im allowed accessories and nail polish again // sotd is 'lesbian vampyres from outer space'

fit check!! pink day, gonna go grab coffee and read // sotd is 'la vie en rose'