Insecure Little Iron Maiden Man

insecure little iron maiden man

The Stranger is who I am. I don’t recognize myself in the mirror most of the time. I don’t have a super strong sense of identity.

The Eye is how others perceive me. The overachiever, watching and collecting and remembering information to be reiterated at any given moment.

The Spiral is who I want to be. I want to be colorful and loud and unapologetic. I want to laugh like Micheal and be cheerful in inappropriate contexts. I want to defy expectations and push the boundaries of what is “appropriate”.

The Vast is what I’m most scared of. emptiness and…well…vastness. being small and insignificant. that feeling of weightlessness before the drop on a roller coaster but never going away. the idea of something without shadows, just one flat color going on endlessly. silence. being forgotten.

"Which entities are your sun, moon and rising?"

Screw this. Why should i have to use astrology terms? I'll just make my own categories.

The Lonely is who i am. The thing that affects me most in life, the person life has made me become. (explained here)

The Eye is the way people perceive me. Intelligent, knows a lot of things, the silent observer. It has shaped the way i see myself - i think i would still feel connected to the Eye without this, but less.

The Spiral is who i want to be - and maybe who i already am deep down. I'm not even sure what i mean by this (not that i want to deceive people lol). Maybe it's about freedom, about breaking out of the limitations of reality aka society.

The Stranger is what i'm most scared of. This one doesn't even have a deeper meaning, or if it does, i don't understand it yet.

mom said it’s my turn to make a hazbin hotel oc

meet debbie! she died in the 1960s after getting lost on a hike at girl scout camp, going insane, eating two fellow girl scouts and a counselor, and getting shot by a police officer. she has a similar vibe to nifty and totally gossips with rosie.

Oh to live in a weird little town with gloomy weather and strange weird sounds in the woods and hushed whispers about strange sightings and an alarming amount of hauntings and a concerning amount of eye motifs and a library with conveniently placed section for everything that's relevant to the mystery and cloaked figures sneaking around and the occasional uncanny person and weird notes and maps and books and stuff being found around the town and oh to live in a weird little town with a mystery

The way my heart STOPPED when I heard ‘it was too late for the me and the ruby 7’ I said

IS JUNO DEAD??

Then everything was okay for a minute and then THEN THE RUBY 7 SPLIT IN HALF LIKE A LIZARD TAIL WHAT

WHAT

gotta love generic brand conversation hearts