I Have Too Much Love In Me, It Is Starting To Damage My Body And Mind. I Wanna Love Someone So Bad. I

i have too much love in me, it is starting to damage my body and mind. i wanna love someone so bad. i dont wanna experience love from books, i want to feel it crawling under my skin when that person touches me. i want love in its every way. i want love to perish me, adore me, threw me to the moon and back, make me smile while im drinking my morning coffee, i want to wrapped in it. i want love to hurt me, break me, make me cry. i want love to destroy me so beautifully i wont be able to turn back to my past self. i want lingering touches while just laying down on a sofa, writing love letters and everything and anything but nothing. but the worst part of is that its not just a want, its a need i know i wont be able to have.

i love it when big masculine one is the soft and shy one in the reletionship while small and more welcome looking one is ABSOLUTELY hates everyone and will kill someone.

enchantment to be seen as the gender you identify with

you can use this spell to enchant basically anything, and wearing the charm on your person will cause people to see you as the gender with which you identify. this was specifically written for trans ppl (since i don’t see a reason why a cis person would need it?), and since it functions as a glamour it only works on OTHER ppl’s perceptions of you, not your own.

MATERIALS:

an item to enchant (something with a flat surface works best, because you’re going to be drawing a sigil on it)

a small paintbrush/toothpick/make up brush (you will be using this to draw the sigil)

“other people see my gender for what it truly is” sigil

eyebright (an herb to perceive the truth and cut thru illusions)

a heat-safe container of some kind

water

a microwave/tea kettle

DIRECTIONS:

heat up the water, probably about 2 minutes in the microwave or till your kettle starts steaming. add the water to your eyebright and steep for 5 minutes. as it steeps, envision your intention for the tisane: imagine that the eyebright allows others to see thru the “illusion” of your assigned gender and recognize the gender you truly are.

after this is done, take your brush (or whatever utensil you’re using to draw your sigil), dip it in the tisane, and paint the sigil below onto the surface of the object you intend to enchant.

as you draw your sigil, clearly visualize your intention. imagine other people greeting you with your correct name and pronouns, gendering you correctly, or any other image that makes you feel safe and happy in your gender and your body. let those images enter your mind, then turn them into balls of light and imagine them filling the charm with energy.

let your charm dry, then wear on your person at all times to receive the full results. if you feel like your enchantment is becoming weaker, you can charge it by re-drawing the sigil and repeating the steps above.

Trans-masc Protection Spell

This is a small spell I made for trans-masculine people, all the herbs in this spell are masculine and their primary use is to increase your masculinity, all their secondary uses in the spell are listed below. This list is what I have laying around, so not all of it is necessary. 

Basil (Protection)

Bay (Protection)

Black Peppercorns (Protection)

Chives (Protection)

Cilantro (Protection)

Cloves (Protection)

Coffee (Protection)

Cumin (Protection)

Curry (Protection)

Ginger (Courage)

Salt (Purifying) 

Now fill your jar and charge it with your intent, however works best for you! Good luck!

anyone please ask your crush out like this

Headcanon that Eddie actively avoids Maddie because the first time they met she made a joke that he and Buck liked each other and Eddie has absolutely no poker face and panicked and they just made awkward eye contact and he has successfully avoided longer conversations with her for the past five years