Will You Just Let Me Be Silly For A Sec. There's This Dread So Ancient In Me

will you just let me be silly for a sec. there's this dread so ancient in me

I see people like they're in some romantic edits.

i feel like all i do is watch people and notice all the beautiful things about them and try to understand them fully and no one does that for me … sometimes i feel like i’m just a mirror to reflect people back to themselves. a vessel for love and that’s it… i make everyone else into poetry and no one else sees me the way i see them it’s so depressing

If only people can also be treated the same way.

Got this one secondhand book from library and the feeling that it has already been loved by someone so much so now it's my responsibility to love it equally

thinking about Yuta Okkotsu saying "I want to have a connection with someone. I want to be needed by someone. I want the confidence to feel like it's okay to live."

and when you slowly submerged my life in a straight line,

I pulled myself and revert back to where i was.