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paring: carlos sainz x reader| daniel ricciadro platonic!x reader request: yes / thank u so muchhhhhh! summary: When Ferrari drops Carlos, everything changes. What begins as heartbreak quickly turns into an epic comeback.

The second Carlos walked through the front door, his shoulders slumped and his jaw clenched, I knew something was horribly wrong. The energy was off. His usually bright eyes were clouded with disappointment, and the air felt heavy with something unspoken.
I closed the book I was reading and stood up quickly, concern etching across my face. âCarlos? What happened?â I asked, my voice already trembling.
He didnât answer immediately. Instead, he dropped his bag on the floor with a thud, ran a hand through his hair, and sank into the couch. His silence was deafening, making my heart race even more.
âThey dropped me,â he finally muttered, barely above a whisper.
âWhat?!â My heart stopped, confusion and anger fighting for dominance. âWho dropped you?â
âFerrari. Theyâre letting me go after this season.â He looked up, and his eyes met mine, filled with a mixture of disbelief and sadness. âItâs over.â
A heavy silence hung between us for a moment. How could they do this? How could Ferrari let go of Carlos, someone who had poured everything into the team? Rage bubbled up inside me, and before I knew it, I was pacing the room, fists clenched.
âThis is bullshit,â I snapped, unable to contain my fury. âHow can they just drop you after all youâve done for them? Youâve been giving it your all!â
âThey said they wanted to âgo in a new direction,ââ Carlos explained, his voice dripping with bitterness. âNew direction, my ass.â
I stopped in front of him, crouching down to meet his eyes, my mind already racing with ideas. âCarlos, you donât deserve this. Weâre not going to let them get away with this. Youâve got too much talent to sit on the sidelines.â
He shook his head softly. âWhat can we do? Itâs Formula 1. Teams make decisions like this all the time.â
But I wasnât going to accept that. Not after seeing how much Carlos loved this sport, how much he lived for every race, every lap. I couldnât let Ferrari destroy his dream.
âIâm not going to let them get away with this,â I declared, standing up with determination. Carlos looked up at me, confused.
âWhat are you talking about?â
âYouâll see.â I pulled out my phone, already forming a plan in my mind. âTrust me.â
I started making calls. I was an heiress, after allâmoney wasnât the problem, but power? That was where the fun began.
A few months after Ferrariâs betrayal, Carlos and I stood in the sleek new garage of what would soon become the most talked-about team in Formula 1. I had used every resource at my disposalâcontacts, investments, sheer willâto get a majority stake in a team that had been on the verge of collapse. I didnât care about the costs. I cared about giving Carlos the chance he deserved.
âYou really did it,â Carlos whispered, walking slowly around the car, his fingers brushing lightly against the sleek new design. âI canât believe this.â
âYou better believe it,â I said with a grin, watching his awe-struck expression. âThis is your comeback. And Danielâs too.â
Carlos turned to me, his face softening into a look of deep appreciation. âI donât even know what to say. Youâre incredible.â
I shrugged playfully. âJust say youâll win.â
Carlos smirked, crossing his arms over his chest. âNo pressure then, huh?â
Before I could respond, Daniel burst into the garage with his usual energy.
âLook at this beauty! They might have dropped us, mate, but they didnât see this coming,â Daniel said with a grin, walking over to give Carlos a playful slap on the back.
âWhoâs ready to kick some ass?â he said, nodding towards Carlos. âWeâve got our own team, mate. Can you believe it?â
Carlos chuckled, shaking his head in disbelief.
âIf youâd told me a year ago this would be happening, I wouldnât have believed it.â
âWell, believe it,â I chimed in, walking over to give Daniel a quick hug. âBecause you two are going to show everyone what theyâre missing.â
Daniel winked. âYou know, youâve always had a way of making things happen.â
âGotta admit, you pulled off a miracle. And I didnât even have to charm anyone for it.â Daniel turned to me, eyes full of mischief.
I laughed, shaking my head.
âDonât give yourself too much credit, Ricciardo.â
Carlos wrapped an arm around my shoulders, pulling me close.
âThatâs why sheâs the best.â
Daniel made a mock gagging sound.
âAlright, you two, save the romance for after we win some races.â
As we stood there, planning for what was sure to be an exciting season ahead, I could already feel the buzz. The buzz that comes from knowing we were going to take on Formula 1 headfirst. Carlos was back, and he wasnât coming alone.
Just then, my phone buzzed. A message from Lando popped up:
"You guys really pulled it off, huh? Should I be scared?"
I showed the message to Carlos, who laughed.
âHe should be.â
Max quickly followed: "Finally, a real challenge. Letâs see what you two can do."
Carlos raised an eyebrow. âOh, heâll see.â
The group chat continued to explode with messages from drivers across the grid. Even Charles chimed in: "Mate, honestly, Iâm just relieved I wonât have to race against you in the same car anymore."
Carlos leaned against the wall, smiling. âThis is going to be fun.â
I couldnât help but grin. âOh, itâs going to be so much more than that.â
Later that night, the three of us found ourselves at a cozy restaurant in Monaco. We had rented out a private room to avoid the prying eyes of the press. It was one of those rare moments when we could just relax and laugh together.
Carlos leaned back in his chair, watching as Daniel devoured his meal with his usual lack of grace.
âMate, do you ever slow down?â
Daniel grinned, food still in his mouth. âNah, man. I race and I eat fast.â
I rolled my eyes, trying not to laugh.
âPlease donât choke. I donât want to be responsible for rescuing your sorry ass from a steak.â
Carlos leaned over and whispered in my ear.
âYouâd save him though, right?â
I laughed softly, resting my head on his shoulder. âMaybe after I finished my meal.â
Daniel pointed his fork at us, smirking. âYou two, always ganging up on me. This is what happens when youâre the third wheel.â
Carlos shot him a grin. âWe wouldnât trade you for anyone.â
Daniel mock pouted. âAw, you do care.â
The night went on, filled with jokes, teasing, and camaraderie. Daniel was more than a teammateâhe was a part of this journey, and Carlos and I cherished having him along for the ride
It was mid-season, and our team was starting to find its rhythm. Carlos had been pushing hard all season, but it wasnât until Spa that everything clicked into place. It had been a grueling weekendârain, tricky conditions, everything that could go wrong, hadâbut Carlos was in his element.
I stood in the garage, holding my breath as the final laps unfolded. Carlos was in third, closing in fast on P2. My heart pounded as I watched him glide through the final corners, the roar of the crowd deafening as he crossed the lineâthird place, his first podium with the new team.
The garage erupted in cheers, and I found myself running towards him as he climbed out of the car, arms outstretched. He pulled off his helmet, his face flushed with triumph and adrenaline.
âYou did it!â I screamed, throwing my arms around his neck, unable to hold back the tears of joy.
âWe did it,â Carlos corrected, pulling me close. âThis is all because of you.â
I kissed him right there, in front of the cameras, in front of the whole paddock, not caring who was watching. He had earned this moment, and nothing could ruin it.
Daniel, not one to miss out on a celebration, ran up and threw his arms around us both.
âAlright, alright, enough with the sappy stuff,â he joked, pulling us both into a massive hug. âLetâs get some champagne!â
As the three of us stood on the podium, drenched in champagne and laughter, I caught a glimpse of the Ferrari garage across the way. The looks on their faces were priceless. Regret. Confusion. They had made a mistake, and they knew it.
Carlos followed my gaze and grinned. âThink theyâre sorry yet?â
âOh, theyâre definitely sorry.â
As Carlos and Daniel rose through the ranks, whispers from the Ferrari camp began to emerge. It didnât take long for the media to catch wind of the storyâFerrari regretted their decision to drop Carlos. Badly.
It wasnât just the whispers. The looks on their faces whenever Carlos and Daniel took podiums said it all. During one particular race weekend, we were walking through the paddock when FrĂ©dĂ©ric Vasseur passed us, his face tight with frustration.
I caught his eye and couldnât resist a small, satisfied smile. The regret was clearâFerrari had made a mistake, and now they were paying for it.
Later that evening, we were all lounging in the team motorhome when Daniel, ever the instigator, pulled up an article on his phone.
âLook at thisâ'Ferrari Facing Major Backlash After Dropping Sainz.' I mean, they basically admit they screwed up.â
Carlos glanced at the article but shrugged it off, ever humble.
âItâs in the past. Iâm happy where I am.â
But I couldnât let it go that easily.
âTheyâll never live this down,â I said, sitting next to Carlos and resting my head on his shoulder. âThey had you and threw it all away. Now look at them.â
Daniel chimed in, âYeah, theyâre stuck in midfield while youâre up there taking trophies.â
Carlos leaned down and kissed the top of my head softly.
âHonestly? I wouldnât change a thing. Because thisââ he gestured around the room, to me, to Daniel, and to the trophies lining the shelves, ââthis is where I was meant to be.â
The 2026 season had been one for the ages. Carlos was unstoppable. With every race, he pushed harder, fought more fiercely, and after a series of podiums, he was leading the championship going into Abu Dhabi.
The final race was a nail-biter. Charles was right behind Carlos in the standings, and the pressure was immense. The entire paddock watched, breath held, as the laps ticked down. Carlos was leading, but Charles was closing in fast.
As I stood in the garage, my hands gripping the edge of the pit wall, I could hardly breathe. This was it. Everything was riding on this.
âCome on, Carlos,â I whispered under my breath, my heart pounding.
And then, as if time slowed down, Carlos crossed the finish line. First place. World Champion.
The garage exploded in cheers, and I was running before I even realized it. Carlos jumped out of the car, and I threw myself into his arms, tears streaming down my face.
âYou did it!â I sobbed, my voice trembling with emotion.
Carlos grinned, pulling me into a deep kiss, the cheers of the team echoing around us.
âWe did it,â he whispered against my lips. âI couldnât have done this without you.â
Daniel arrived, grinning from ear to ear, and tackled us both into a hug.
âWorld Champion! My boy, you did it!â
Carlos laughed, pulling Daniel into the hug, our trio complete. âCouldnât have done it without you either, cabrĂłn.â
As the champagne sprayed and the celebrations erupted around us, I glanced over at the Ferrari garage. The regret on their faces was palpable. They had let go of a champion, and now they were watching him stand at the top of the world.
Carlos pulled me close again, kissing my forehead softly. âWe showed them, didnât we?â
I smiled, my heart full. âYeah, we did.â
We celebrated long into the night. And as Carlos held the trophy high, I caught sight of the Ferrari garage once more. The regret on their faces was clearâthey had let go of a champion, and now they were watching him stand at the top of the world.
As Carlos lifted his trophy into the air, he turned to me, a look of pure happiness on his face. âThis is just the beginning,â he whispered.
I smiled up at him, my heart full. âYeah, it is.â
Bottom Of The Pack : ÌÌâ Oscar Piastri
summary: how does it feel to be bottom of the list of your boyfriends' priorities?



Your body was numb as you heard Oscar call through your home, letting you know that he was there. There was no response from you, no movement or sound, Oscarâs eyebrows knitting together in confusion as he walked further into the apartment to try and find you.Â
It was as his eyes landed in the kitchen though, finding two plates of cold food up on the counter that Oscar realised why he was on the receiving end of such a frosty response from you, his body dropping in disappointment in himself.Â
Your efforts that evening were huge to try and organise something nice for you and Oscar, only for him to text at the last minute to tell you he couldnât make it. A few of his colleagues at work had suggested heading out to bond before the start of the new season and Oscar didnât have it in him to say no.Â
âHi,â he nervously smiled, taking a seat on the sofa that was opposite you. âSorry that I didnât come home, itâs just work things, you know how it is.âÂ
âNo, I donât think I really do,â you shrugged, your voice blunt.Â
It didnât come as a surprise to Oscar, realising as soon as he walked through the door just how much heâd upset you. There were so many plates that he was having to spin, he didnât quite know how to make sure that they were all balanced.Â
âI really am sorry sweetheart,â Oscar spoke, trying to move closer towards you, only for you to move away.Â
You soon picked up your phone, scrolling through some unanswered messages as you blocked out Oscar beside you, pretending to not even notice that he was in the room, deciding not to even give him the time of day.Â
Oscar sat apprehensively for a while, hoping for some sort of breakthrough, but you gave him nothing. As time passed, Oscar became more frustrated as he tried to get through to you. You knew exactly what you were doing, almost enjoying making Oscar suffer beside you.Â
âIs this how itâs going to be now? Weâre just going to sit here in silence for the night.âÂ
âIâm fine with that,â you shrugged, not even bothering to look up and across at Oscar.Â
A sigh came from Oscar as his hands brushed over the front of his face. âIâve said that Iâm sorry, I donât know what else I can do. If I knew that you were planning on cooking for the two of us then I never wouldâve done, but I just assumed that youâd sort yourself out instead.âÂ
You finally placed your phone down, glancing across at Oscar. âItâs not just about tonight, this is how itâs been for weeks. I appreciate youâve got a lot of priorities right now, but I constantly feel like Iâm bottom of the pack, like Iâm nothing.âÂ
âYouâre not nothing, youâre the most important person in my life.âÂ
You couldnât help but scoff as Oscar spoke, feeling as if you had a role that was the complete opposite to the one that he assured you of. It killed Oscar seeing you dismiss him like that, not believing in what he had to say.Â
âI donât mean to make you feel as if youâre not significant in my life,â Oscar sighed, his voice a lot calmer than before. âYouâre the person that I enjoy spending time with more than anyone else in the world.âÂ
âReally? Then where were you tonight?â You asked, keeping your voice as flat as possible. âWhen was the last time we actually spent time together? Not at work? Not with other people? Just us?Â
As Oscar thought, the realisation hit him. He couldnât remember the last time, the last time that he actually managed to find some time for his own girlfriend.Â
Oscar stood up from his seat and walked over, taking a seat beside you. âI want to spend time with you, I want to be here with you. I want to be able to put things right and realign my priorities.âÂ
âThatâs not just something you say, itâs something you do,â you reminded Oscar, unable to take his words as a guarantee. âI donât want to be everything Oscar, but I want to be something.âÂ
Oscar nodded, taking in everything that you said. He slowly wrapped his arms around your figure, relieved when you allowed him to hold onto you rather than just pushing him away.Â
âYou are everything, I promise,â Oscar whispered against the side of your head, âI would never be in the position that Iâm in right now if it wasnât for you and all that you do for me.âÂ
Slowly Oscar felt you relax into his hold, his heart full of relief that you were at least starting to relax around him, even if he still had plenty of making up to do to make things right again.Â
âSorry isnât enough, Iâve been stupid and blind to see how Iâve been treating you recently,â Oscar murmured, keeping his voice quiet. âI donât expect you to trust me right now, but I want you to know that things are going to change, you are, you always have been, my number one.âÂ
âYou know Iâve always supported you Oscar, but Iâm not going to keep supporting you if I donât get something in return. Weâre supposed to be a team.âÂ
Oscar continued to nod, understanding everything that you were saying to him. He wasnât naive to it anymore, he knew what he had done and how much hurt he had caused you, without even realising that he was doing it.Â
âWeâre going to spend more time together, starting tomorrow Iâm going to make sure that I finish work earlier, get home more often and spend time with you. Youâre going to feel like the most important person in my life, because that is exactly who you are my love.âÂ
You smiled weakly across at Oscar as his hand cupped the side of your face, bringing your face towards him as he placed the gentlest of kisses against your lips.Â
It was a simple kiss, but it meant more to Oscar than he could describe. It was the moment he needed to know that he had a chance, that although you were mad at him, you were still going to be there with him. It didnât quite say all is forgiven yet, but Oscar knew that was never going to be the case just yet.Â
âYou know, I think I wouldâve preferred to come home to you tonight anyway, the team dinner was boring,â Oscar confided, a faint chuckle coming from him too.Â
âThey wonât speak to you again at work if you tell them that,â you reminded him, âyou know how dedicated Zak is to only the best team building events.âÂ
Oscar shrugged as a glimmer of a smile appeared on your face too. âIâll tell him myself, tell him heâs got to come up with something better to stop me from coming home and spending time with my girlfriend next time.âÂ
Your head shook, although Oscar meant every word. It would take something special for him to not spend his time with you anymore, not when he saw how close he got to losing you.Â
âI donât know if Iâve said it enough tonight, but I really am sorry,â Oscar reminded you once again, feeling your hand rest over his.Â
âYou donât need to keep saying sorry Oscar, I know how sorry you are.âÂ
âI know...I just...really mean it.âÂ
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