You Know What The W O R S T Thing About Adhd Is? (at Least I Think This One Is The Adhd, Could Be One

you know what the w o r s t thing about adhd is? (at least i think this one is the adhd, could be one of the 429432 other things i have)

time is meaningless.

which means if i have one (1) thing that i need to do, my brain has to block the entire day out for it.

which means that even if it’s technically a “day off” if i have one (1) important obligation–even if it’s only gonna take like 2 hours out of hte day–my brain doesn’t count it as a “day off” so i don’t actually get to use it to decompress from everything else

which is how i end up going weeks or months without having a “day off” that my brain will register as such so my stress levels just keep compounding, and my energy levels keep plummeting, and it’s hell on earth is what it is

i think it was a very powerful move of martin to hate a book from high school so much he literally incorporated it into his fear dimension hellscape. like what’s a book u read in school and hated SO much you would inadvertently use it to torture innocent people in the fearpocalypse personally mine is catcher in the rye

hey i just finished listening to all of tma so if anyone wants to do some in-depth personal analysis to discover our deepest fears and what avatar we’d be etc. please hmu because i need answers and i cannot find them alone

“When will I learn,” i say, typing the name of my latest media interest into the search bar to look for fan content

“When will I learn,” i say scrolling through the tag, admiring all the fan content found

“THAT MY ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES,” i  s c r e e c h, spoiling myself yet again via shitpost

Oh to be hugged by a girl and then she runs her hand through my hair till I fall asleep and then she wakes me up with kisses and breakfast foods

if you stopped showing as much physical affection to your friends after realizing you were gay because you were afraid it would be interpreted as flirty or creepy and now you’re too afraid to touch anyone at all in any way because you’ve convinced yourself that they’ll think it means more than it does but now you’re also touch starved and really miss hugs and you don’t know what to do about it clap your hands