
BPD Warrior❤️🩹 Graphic Designer👩🏼💻Sharing what I learned from therapy and DBT group, my life, and BPD thoughts.Billie Eilish & Taylor Swift are my FPs
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Eliserzilber - Elise (Taylors Version) - Tumblr Blog
thinking a lot about the pipeline from “i’m so in love that i might stop breathing” to “every breath feels like rarest air / when you’re not sure if he wants to be there” to “but as she was leaving, it felt like breathing”
Definitely the mash-up I would’ve died to see live😍
Taylor performing I Hate It Here/the lakes as the surprise song on piano
- The Eras Tour in Cardiff, Wales on June 18, 2024 (x)
death, taxes, and the reputation bodysuit are the only certainties in this life





TTPD + Themes: Stages of Grief

Serotonin
Taylor and Travis at the Mahomies Vegas Golf Club Gala on 27 April 2024 (x)
the manuscript ending the album on the utter jawdrop moment that neither of the muses of the actual album were the first men to fuck her up with promises of marriage and babies, and that first heartbreak so long ago laid the scene for the woman she would become and the ways she would approach love and how we all watched her life like scenes in a show but she kept coming back to the manuscript of the first torrid affair that ruined her, to bookend an album about two love affairs that destroyed her utterly in almost the exact same way, because all her muses are acquired like bruises........ it's bone-chilling
Probably my favorite!

t.s - the prophecy 🌙🖤
genuinely the way taylor clearly falls hard and fast and hopelessly in love every single time is very endearing. writing "this happens once every few lifetimes" and "no one's ever had me, not like you" on the same album that covers the breakdown of two relationships that were also seemingly destined and life changing and unmatched by anyone else is exactly what makes her so good at writing about relationships. if a songwriter doesn't feel everything with their whole chest and throw their whole being into it then I don't want it
'I hate it here' is the older and matured version of 'seven'
the ancient and noble art of Hating must remain distinct from the dogmatism of the moral crusade. hating has no greater goal. it is not about engineering change or imposing one's will upon others. to hate is a complete act in and of itself
Lights! Camera! Bitch! Smile! 🤪 Even when you wanna die! 🤪


i hate it here - taylor swift
Taylor Swift watching her ex on a location app because he forgot to turn it off I'm obsessed with you admitting that to the entire world.

Stevie Nicks wrote a poem for “THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT”



CLARA BOW | “you’ve got edge she never did.”
thinking about “and i’m pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free” and “give me back my girlhood, it was mine first” is actually making me feel sick to my stomach


I love Labyrinth ❤️

you gotta step into the daylight and let it go

would’ve, could’ve, should’ve - taylor swift








The Tortured Poets Department - All Variants
oh this is the album she wrote at the lakes where all the poets went to die




The Tortured Poets Department, April 19 🤍