Reader And Daniel Before A Date

Reader and Daniel before a date ❤️

His knee brushes yours as he bounces it; And he’s staring at the flowers he’s brought you from across your kitchen table, smiling to himself. He’s busied with replaying the event of his fingers brushing against yours as you received them; in his mind, on repeat, in his own little world even as he moves to sit right next to you.

You’re mindlessly running your fingers over the petals as you cut each stem, insisting you find a place for them before you two began your “official” date.

And, he’s just started talking about his day; telling you all the mundane things of the like, conspiring with his friends and the daily call to his mother. It’s sweet, a little break for the two of you and away from the hustle and bustle just outside your apartment door. A moment of reprieve.

can i get danny x reader with number 6 pls?

★𝓓𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓮𝓵 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓴 𝔁 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻

≛ 𝙰/𝚗: hello there. my first daniel work, i'm exited!! feel free to let me know what you think of it.

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The sigh of Daniel opens a big grin to your face. For a while now, he's not been going to school, and you were worried sick. You felt helpless not knowing if he was okay.

"Danny!" You call him from the school's gate.

He quickly spots you, waving his hand.

"Hi." He mouths.

You can't help the warm feeling in your tummy when he walks towards you. You grow more impatient by the second, so you start to run in his direction.

Daniel looks confused, but you don't give him time to think, pressing your body against his roughly, tangling him with your arms. He puts his arms around you, too, returning the hug.

"I missed you." He says. And you swear he's smiling.

"I missed you, too." You finally take your head off his chest — and stop sniffing his shirt — to look up at him. Hands locked together around him.

And there it is. That heavenly smile.

Damn, you really missed it.

Really missed him.

You suddenly shift off your daydream. "Are you okay?" You ask, recalling his absence. "Is everything okay?"

"Yes." He expresses with a smile. "Don't worry."

"Okay, but you'll tell me if there's anything I can do to help you, right?"

"Yes." Daniel nods truthfully.

He squeezes your body to his chest, bringing his hand to the back of your head, Daniel uses it to rest your face on his shoulder.

You close your eyes and the people around you disappear. For a moment, it's just you two, consuming one another.

But then the school bell rings and the moment is gone. Although his arms lay still on your body, you shift under it, trying to roll off of the hug.

The two of you should probably head to class.

"No…" He pouts. "Um, i– I just wanna hold you like this for a bit longer if that's okay."

Heat runs to your cheeks and you're glad he can't see your face. Your mouth is partly open and your face holds a soft frown.

He really got you bad, you think. But you couldn't care less if you looked stupid to anyone for simply loving him.

"Yeah, um." You clean your throat. "That's okay."

© 𝙨𝙧𝙜𝙣𝙟𝙞𝙢𝙢𝙮 2023

🦋" The Only Exception" 🦋Daniel Park x Female! Reader oneshot (1/2?)

𝐀/𝐍: 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐦𝐨, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 (𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 𝐯𝐞𝐫.) 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. 𝐒𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭? :) 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 🥀 & 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟☁️ (𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝) 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬, 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐞𝐬, 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬?, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 (𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝).

You've been friends with Daniel, the boy who was often picked on for being "unattractive" in your class. You were a bit hesitant to approach him at first since you're also afraid of being bullied. But despite your raging nervousness, insecurities, and fear you managed to befriend him and make him trust you. He felt so secure, and most especially loved when you're always with him. Whether it's hanging out in his rather small apartment, him teaching you how to ride a bicycle in the warm and calming scenery in the sunset, even singing with him was always so fun. You laughed and cried with him as he did the same. Both of you understanding each other's feelings, thoughts, and accepting each other's strengths and even each others' flaws. That makes him so beautiful and endearing. This developed a different kind of love in your side, but you were quite afraid of sharing that relationship with him since you were afraid of rejection and getting hurt again for a countless amount of times. It is really risky because if your built friendship would fall to pieces if he is not willing to put your connections into that level. Nonetheless, you were happy. Even if he can't reciprocate your romantic feelings.

Yet it hurts, it hurts to see him move away from a different city when he can't take the bullying anymore. Even though he wants to run away with you from that toxic environment of his middle school, he can't seem to convince your parent/s since they seem to be against with your friendship with him since he's viewed as unattractive. Even when you got to meet him after moving too, seeing him fall for another woman makes your heart wrench. The stinging pain of disappointment and heartbreak fills your feelings and intoxicates your mind. You've always felt like this. Despite having that happy-go-lucky vibe, you seem to be jealous about the other people who got more friends, who got a boyfriend, who is more successful and prettier than you. At least that's how you felt. Even though you seem to want to have your own time and space at times, making real friendships are super hard of you since you don't trust anybody. You want to feel vulnerable. But you fear of getting used and hurt again. Daniel was the only one who listened to you, loved you as a friend even at your worst and even if you make mistakes. But in your gut-feeling, he doesn't seem to view you as someone who he can share his future with. You don't want to put your only friendship in the line of ending the beautiful connection between the two of you.

And with your involvement with the gangs with him and with the return of Logan Lee, everything seemed to fell down. It felt like he already snapped, causing him to run away and leaving you a letter about how much he cared about you. How much understanding and patient you are with him even when he makes mistakes, for loving him for being him.

"Y/N I don't know how to tell my thoughts in the first place but seeing Logan back when I try to run away from my problems just kills me inside. It may sound selfish to you but I felt like a burden for you and especially my mom. But I thank you for being there for me in my darkest times, when you help me out from those bullies and you don't judge me by my looks. When we jam in my apartment, when we laughed out loud in and chase each other in the side walk, when you help me out in my homeworks, when you get slightly pissed off when I tease you but then you just laugh back. When we call each other silly names without actually offending each other, when we ate cheap but good fried chicken in the corner after my night-shifts, when we laughed and cried together at our own miseries and problems, even when I farted out loud in the class and I accidentally burped on your face you just genuinely laughed and you didn't got really angry me at all (though I know it smells bad but don't judge me haha). It may sounds cheesy and cliché, but all of these memories are so beautiful and cherishing to me. And it made me feel cared for so much and I do hope you feel the same way like I did. You're really a sweet and honest person. You may not see that for yourself since I know you are also going through the darkest moments of your life, but as your best friend I see the good in you even if you can't. You may get bullied by befriending me back in middle school, but you gathered up your courage just so I wouldn't be all alone and lonely not only during lunch time but the whole school year and summer vacation. You, mom, and our other friends made my depressing life better and see the shining light of it. I look up to you because of that. You really are my best friend, and I love you for that. Though, I just need time for myself now. Please don't look for me. The larva that waits for years to be reborn as a cicada decides to return back to it's shell and to not spread it's wings. I'm sorry".

You thought that you weren't going to see him again. Your eyes can't help but to pour out warm tears as your chest aches because of disappointment from yourself since you didn't protected him. That's why he ran away again. You've spent the night looking for him, even almost spending most of your money just trying to ride the next train stations just so that you can bring him home again. But no matter how many times you looked for him, you gave up by crying even louder at the place when you failed to look for him. "Stupid, stupid, STUPID!" you thought to yourself as your now bloodshot orbs can't stop crying as your optimism declines even more.

Days and even some weeks, he didn't came back even when you looked for him so many times. You even got scolded by your family for looking for him, them telling you to give him space. But no, you didn't gave up. You are getting really worried of him as you want to contact his mom and his other friends but you don't want to stress him out more if he ever comes back and confronted by random questions. Until in a chilly evening with you waiting on a train station, he finally returned. Your eyes widened at the familiar round figure of his making you shift your speed as you hugged him tightly as he also took notice of you with those exhausted brown eyes. "JESUS CHRIST DANIEL! DON'T RUNAWAY LIKE THAT AGAIN!" you cried out as he stuttered trying to find his words. But then again, he can't help but to finally pour his whole heart out as he cries even louder at your touch. "I-I'm sorry Y/N... I-I won't do it again..."

Even after that painful event, he seemed to be more distant from you making you feel unloved and isolated. And Big Daniel who befriended you first and who always helped and defended you, making you catch a small crush conflicting your feelings from Little Daniel didn't attend his classes for many months. It is making you so worried, what if Workers got him? A new hostage? No, that wouldn't happen. They are both strong in their own ways. Despite trying to keep yourself motivated, your current feud with the Workers made you also quit attending your classes as you tried to look for answers about Big Dan's disappearance, Jiho's Death, And most especially Little Daniel being super distant from you.

You were slumped on your bed as you were feeling lazy to clean up because of your patches from your previous fights. You, overthinking as your mind swirled with thoughts about the almost disbandment of Big Deal. You did see Little Daniel, Vasco, Zack, Jace, and more Burn Knuckles members but they seem to be super different especially your best friend. He became slimmer and even more charming as you couldn't keep eye contact with him or else you may melt on the spot there. But you got to focus yourself or else you may get beaten up by the other thugs in there.

Hearing the apartment doorbell ring, you groaned as you thought about who is outside your property at this hour. But it may be important as you decided to get up and approach the door. It's no surprise that it's just Little- no, it's just Daniel (who is now taller than you) having that cheeky smile greeting you at midnight holding a pack of your favorite fresh fried chicken where both of you used to eat and hang out. "Hi, I was wondering to stop by- wait your injuries." he was about to approach your wounds and bruises but you flinched. Not because of you feeling uncomfortable at his touch, it was quite the opposite but you didn't want him to worry about you too much. Now you are talking and brushing off the topic, cutting him off. "Oh-Daniel, hello too. What are you doing here late at night? Isn't it a bit dangerous?" you reminded him as he chuckles yet you can see the distress on his face. "I just want to check you and see if you are okay." he honestly replied as he made eye contact with you again with those tired but attractive eyes, making you blush even more as you looked away. "Okay, wait I think you should go inside. Make yourself at home, I guess." you, opening the door for him to go inside with him bowing down in respect and gratitude for your hospitality.

"I'm sorry, I didn't got to clean up the mess in the living room." you mumbled an apology as he shakes it off as he was used to living in such a messy place too. You accompanied him in your bedroom where it is much more organized and tidy. He placed the take out food on the small table as he sat down on the bed with you, trying to find his words about his sudden disappearance and start a proper conversation. "Y/N, are you sleeping lately?" he took notice of your building eyebags as you raised your eyebrows at him, thinking if it was an insult or if he is actually worried. "Of course I am." "Well, doesn't look like it." he remarked with a smirk as you rolled your eyes as he laughs, telling that it's just a joke. There is a few moments of thick silence filling the room before he broke the weird atmosphere building up between the two of you. "Y/N." "Yeah?" "I'm sorry if I was not able to reach out for you sooner. And when I ran away from home." he sincerely apologized as he cringed at his own words. He is here to check up on you and he is super worried that you are not taking good care of yourself. The messy room, your injuries, the lack of sleep that causes your droopy eyes, and most especially, the enervating look of your face are signs that you may be stressed from the sudden change of your environment and everyday life. And if it weren't so greedy, he also wants to ask you out to help him and join his new crew, Allied. But he didn't want to sound inconsiderate with your feelings with just randomly showing up at night just to ask for your help when even you are also beginning to feel exhausted with the chaos. "It's okay. It's because of Workers right?" "Yeah..." "Are you here for help?" Shit, you seemed to read him so easily with things like this. He rubbed his nape, feeling embarrassed by it as you genuinely chuckled as his shyness. "No need to feel shy Dan. I know you need help." you teased, poking his once chubby cheeks as he lets out a chuckle with you. Finally, you see him genuinely smiling and laughing for once after him being so agitated with the constant drama in his personal life and with the crews. "Wait, are you sure? I just think that it would be weird when I randomly popped up in your door to ask for sudden help and I think you're tired and... also your injuries aren't helping either." he stated as you can hear it in his voice like he was guilty for leaving you. Him remembering when you're questioning about his sudden disappearance as he sometimes calls you on the phone but he wasn't available to meet up with you because of his training with Gun as he opens up. "Hmm.... Yep. I'm always here to help you out, so no problema. More members, more power right?" you smiled as he sighs at your reassurance that you're okay with helping him out.

"Well if you don't mind asking, where is your first-aid kit and an ice pack?" he asked as your eyes widened at his sudden and random question. Ah, he's going to clean up your wounds and bruises. "Ah, no need Daniel. I just-" "May I? Please?" that puppy-eye tactic which he always use always have that effect on you as it seems like you can't do anything about it. Sighing, you instructed him that it's in the drawer in the living room and the ice pack is in the freezer. After some moments of him looking, he came back with the white plastic box and the cold bag. Him opening it and grabbing the fluffy pack of clean cottons and ointment.

"Come here now." he cooed as you felt the butterflies in your stomach feel stronger with his voice calling for you. You went closer to him and sitting crossed-legged. He poured the ointment on the cotton pad as he leaned closer to you. With the sudden interaction, you want to just close your eyes and die in the spot if he continued to occupy the left out space that is keeping you distant from one another. He gently pressed down on the purplish bruise as the first contact stings making you hiss in pain. "Shit, I'm sorry I-" "I-It's okay. Continue." your face scrunched, trying to ease the burning reaction of the healing chemical on your skin as he frowned knowing that you can't take it. "C'mon Daniel, I've been through this lots of times in middle school." you commented as he chortled again, remembering the time when you took the punch from the "All Mighty Logan Ass Lee" when he was bullying Danny. Though it made him feel guilty when you were getting hurt because of you trying to protect him. He tried to forget the awful memory as he poured more ointment on a new and clean cotton pad to distract himself from guilt as he cleans some of your wounds and bruises on the corner of your lips, your nose, and the corners of your forehead. During this process, you seemed to be lost in thought as you observed his face. His once button-like nose which you like to gently press was more slimmer, his cheeks that you missed pinching reminding you of soft marshmallows is now less visible and making his jawline pop up more. His pinkish lips where it reminded you of blushing roses was still the same, and his eyes looked a bit weary. A hint of eyebags was showing up in his under eyes. But it didn't made him less attractive. Despite his face looking more mature, behind that gloomy and dark eyes that Daniel whom you get to know was still there. His eyes reminded you of the night sky and the light behind his eyes reminded you of twinkling and sparkly white stars that stands out in the black sky with the hue of blue and indigo.

"Yo, Y/N" he snapped you out of your thoughts as you came back to reality. "E-eh..." "I'm done patching you up silly." "Oh I'm sorry!" you squeaked as you got off and keeping your distance from him as he releases another laugh, teasing you about what you were thinking. "I-IT'S NOTHING DUMBASS!" "Meh, you're literally thinking of someone else, are you?" "Sh-Shut up!" "I'm just kidding!" he laughed again as he grabbed the ice pack and he leisurely scooted close to you to not creep you which caught you off guard (in a good way). From what you can remember, he was never this close to you. Before he ghosted literally everybody, you often caught him looking at you then breaking eye contact. Which was weird because he often laughs at your silly face when you just randomly stare at each other especially at class. He also insisted to buy you take out even when he's saving up money for his mom's visit. You suspected that he likes you in that way, but you don't want to repeat that mistake of judging other people that they are romantically interested in you but in the end your deduction is wrong and your feelings get hurt. He's probably just being nice? Right?

After helping you out with your bruises, he spent the rest of the night with you. Both of you chomping on the warm and tasty food that he ordered. He's even nice to give you the two other chicken drumsticks since he said that "he's in a diet" as you teased him that he only wants you to make you fatter as he chuckles at your joke. You and Daniel continued to chat about what happened to each other. And you can feel the heat on your cheeks rise up as you can feel him staring at you enjoying your meal with a smile. He stated that he was training with Gun to bring down Workers. And from the looks of it, he may be hiding a secret from you. You confronted him about it since you promised to each other that you won't hide secrets from each other in furtive. But you chuckled at the thought of it. You and him are still people with your own lives. And you respected his privacy as you don't want to push his boundaries and make him feel uncomfortable around you. But he just nervously laughs about it as he asks why did you move out. You were a bit hesitant to open up at first. But you trusted him whole heartedly as you told him that after your interaction with the crews, you felt like a disappointment in your own family for being a disobedient daughter.

"Remember when I was on the news? Yep, that's their boiling point. We had a REALLY huge argument. And I kinda snapped, soo..." you told him in between bites of the spicy chicken. "Anddd... Guess what?" you smiled at him, almost trying to be funny but this time he felt pity and sadness on your current situation as if he was on your shoes. Ad he can definitely see it in your eyes that you're trying to hold back the tears that threatened to fell down on your cheeks as you continued to laugh as if you're not in pain. "So... did you got kicked out or you ran away from home?" he asked as he has his full attention to you and lending his ears and focus, him always listening to your random rants. But this time, this certain issue is way too serious because it's deeply affecting your physical health and mental and emotional well-being. "Hm... I guess it's a mix of both. I packed all of my shit up. Clothes, my phone, laptop, personal things, heck even some CD's and albums and left at 2am and stayed in a motel for a while since I'm a broke-ass who don't have a single penny. Good thing the grandma who handles this old building was considerate enough to let me stay in here even though I have a REALLY BIG DEBT here. Kinda funny right?" you chuckled as you licked the sweet and hot sauce on your fingers and in the sides of your lips as if you are forgetting that the bruise is not yet fully healed.

"*Sigh*, dumbass use a napkin. You ain't a little kid anymore." he joked as you slightly elbowed him not wanting to hurt him before he grabbed the tissue on the plastic bag and handing out to you. You cleaned up and sneezed and he pointed out on the sides of his own mouth, signaling you that there's still sauce left in your mouth. "Y/N, the other side." "Oh, this?" "Nope." "Here?" "Ju-Just give me the tissue." he stuttered as you gave him the napkin as he scooted close again. You feel very shy when things like this happen. When he takes care of your bruises, and now when he's helping you clean up your mouth. "Stay still dummyhead, let me just-" he was cut off when you accidentally burped on his face. Fuck. When was the last time you didn't embarrassed yourself in front of everybody? Especially with the person whom you considered your best friend and your long-time crush.

"AHAHAHHAAHHA! WHAT THE FUCK!-" "SHUT UP YOU KEEP GETTING CLOSE TO ME IT'S YOUR DAMN FAULT!" you slightly kicked him in his legs as he continued to let out dying wheezes and cackling about the unintentional action of yours. "DID YOU EVEN BRUSHED YOUR TEETH THIS DAY?!" he mocked while having that shitty grin in his face that made the heat in your cheeks spread up into your ear, the red tint of your cheeks now being more visible as he continued to laugh out loud. "SHUT UP! I DID AND MY BREATH JUST SMELLED LIKE FRIED CHICKEN!" you continued to rant in an octave whisper as you don't want to wake up your old neighbors and curse at you again but his chirp of laughter isn't helping you to control yourself. You then continued to let out guffaws with him as you forget about your problems with him as he felt like dancing in Cloud-Nine. It's been a while since he let out a bunch of silly laughter like this, especially when he's with you. *Sigh*, now he wants to hang over for the rest of the night and have a sleepover with you.

Feedbacks would be appreciated!

A/N: This is actually the first time that I wrote for a story that would have parts and actually a plot. Yet anyways thanks for reading! Your support means so much to me! (I just love Little Daniel and Big Daniel so much okay?)

𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 @𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐣𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐚𝐜𝐞𝟎𝟖. 𝐑𝐞-𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝. 𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐓𝐲!

What kind of man is this and does this have something to do with mental illness???

Answer truthfully.

CHAPTER 480 SPOILERS AHEAD

NOOOOOO I'M GOING BONKERS RIGHT NOW Gun and Goo are going separate ways :( (and from the looks of it Gun looks miserable and even mentioning that he only drinks because he's with Goo).

And finally the Hostel is reuniting again (with Hudson ofc lol).

And Charles Choi being an ass (I mean as always) but what he did to Gyeol (the doctor) is goated.

And the No. 1 deserves the whole world man. Bro protected his own bro even if he made the poor guy a monster.

*And the James=Charles thing might be true though lets wait for the updates PTJ be cooking rn* (I WANNA SEE DANIEL AGAIN AHHD:LKDH:LKAH)

♡ 𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐦 𝐌𝐞𝐧 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 (𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬) ♡

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐬 (𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟𝐜)

"My love? You alright?" you heard that familiar, comforting voice of your boyfriend. Him placing the plate of fresh fruits on the coffee table as you were slumped on the couch, blanket all over your shivering body as you are over-thinking again.

"Yeah, I was just... thinking about stuff." you bitterly responded as you tried to make up a lie, but when it comes to your lover you can't help but to feel vulnerability. Not because you fear him, but because you fear that your personal issues and insecurities can be a burden to his now stressed state. You not wanting to add up on his problems even though you're far from being a bothersome. But that familiar vulnerability that you are feeling is because of his ability to comprehend and understand your situations and issues. Like putting himself on your shoes. That's one of the reasons why you adored him out of all the long list about why he is an amazing boyfriend.

"Darling, can we talk about it? Come here babe." he sat down on the soft mattress, tapping the space beside him as he coos you, making you sigh while smiling and cuddling next to him to add up the warmth on the chilly morning. "Babe, what's making you upset? I'm not going to judge you." he softly assured as he strokes your soft hair. You gulped as you were hesitating to open up. But you knew him for a long time, and you have the hopes that he'll listen to you.

"Well, um I was thinking about the day at the beach when we hang out with your friends." you started as he leans to your direction with your head on his lap, a sign that he's interested and listening while you lying down making him your personal pillow. "Hm, what about it? Did they do something offensive to you?" he curiously asked as you gathered your courage. It's now or never. "I was just thinking about your female friends. They just look so attractive on their... bikinis. I couldn't even have the guts to wear one because of..." "Your stretch marks? *Sigh* My lovely and gorgeous girlfriend, sit up straight." You groaned as you sat up, face to face with him as you made eye contact. The bastard didn't even gave you a warning as he fills your face with his affectionate and heart-warming kisses and pecks, making you giggle and warm up as you forget about your worries.

"Jesus Christ! Stop! It tickles!" you stated as he finally sees you crack a smile on your pretty face. Lying back on the mattress, he fills kisses on your face then to your neck, down to your tummy. Looking up back at you as he asks permission to lift up your over sized hoodie. "Can I?" You were a bit hesitant, but you gave all of your trust to him, making you nod. Lifting up the clothing, he smiles as he stares at your beauty marks. It's a piece of art of him. You're like a tiger whom she finally received her marks. It's not the only thing that makes you so unique & breath-taking to him. Your personality, the way you treat others, fighting-spirit, talents, your looks, even your flaws are so beautiful and mesmerizing to him. "Ah, so pretty." he complimented making you feel butterflies in your stomach. "My friend says that I look like a zebra with these." you half-joked as he chuckles softly, not intentionally wanting to hurt your feelings. "If that's the case, then you are my cute zebra." he mumbles as you roll your eyes because of his cheesiness at times, you replying with a playful "Oh shut up." as you both laughed softly at each others' silliness. He closes his eyes as he leans closer to your skin, exchanging eye contact with you between breaths before kissing your stretch marks as a sign of assurance that you're not only pretty on the outside. And for your information, he also loves everything about you even at your worst. He's your sweet, sweet, boy.

𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐥 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤, 𝐉𝐚𝐲 𝐇𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐙𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐋𝐞𝐞, 𝐕𝐚𝐬𝐜𝐨 (𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐄𝐮𝐧 𝐓𝐚𝐞), 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤, 𝐄𝐥𝐢 𝐉𝐚𝐧𝐠, 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐞, 𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐦, 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐮 𝐇𝐚𝐧, 𝐉𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐊𝐰𝐨𝐧, 𝐁𝐫𝐚𝐝 𝐋𝐞𝐞, 𝐉𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐧, 𝐃𝐮𝐤𝐞 𝐏𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧, 𝐉𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐊𝐰𝐚𝐤, 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐦, 𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐣𝐢𝐧,𝐘𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐋𝐞𝐞 (𝐃𝐆), 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐉𝐢𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤

"Honey, you okay there? You've been there for an hour now the others are waiting for you." you tried to stand up on the cold, marble floor of the shower stall as you tried to put on your swimwear but you couldn't do it. You admit that you're not only unattractive but you're also weak. So weak that you couldn't even brush off the comments and blabbers behind your back about your stretch marks and how you weren't up for today's beauty standards. You keep hearing about harsh whispers like this that you couldn't even bring yourself to stand up for yourself.

"Y-Yeah I'll be there in a minute." you wiped off your tears as your breath hitches, unable to hide the pain that has been lingering on your chest and mind for a while now. "Wait, are you crying? Darling what's wro-" "I got this I promise!" you unintentionally hissed back as your own partner as you gulped harshly. You didn't mean to be rude. But you want to be alone for now, even though you yourself now that brushing off the topic and hiding your insecurities and shielding yourself from criticisms won't help. But you weren't in a stable mood and thinking right now.

"Love, I know there's something that is making you upset right now. Please, can we talk about it? As partners? As, your first best friend too?" It's true that he's not only your entitled lover, but he also felt like a family. Not only your romantic soulmate but also the platonic one. That's why he feels like home, almost like paradise as how he comforts you at your worst days as you do the same for you. But he also has other things to work on. So you didn't want to be a burden to him.

Opening the door, he notices your red-swollen eyes that are tired from weeping quietly on the cold space and you weren't on your swimming suit either. "Love, what happened? Did somebody hurt you?" he leans over to your figure which is more smaller than him, cupping your face as you sniffed trying to find your words. "I'm fine." "No you're not. Please tell me what is wrong, I'm getting worried and I want to help." He's always so understanding and patient with your episodes like this, he's almost like your guardian angel despite his intimidating face and figure at times. "I-I'm scared. Going out there. There's so many people and I'm so self conscious about my body, my stretch marks. It just sucks". you finally let your emotions get to you as you covered your face, trying to hide your crying but he gets closer to you. Catching you on his firm arms as he kisses your head, rubbing your back and hugging you to soothe your emotions. You stayed like this for moments as he faces you "Babe look at me. You're the most beautiful woman I have met. And do you really think that I only care about your body? For that thing other men lust for? I know, I'm a guy. I get attracted to big butts, big boobs, smooth skin, pretty faces but it's not just a fundamental to start a relationship. See now?" he smiles as he cheers you up. Yet you were a bit afraid that he is sugar-coating his words. "D-Do you really... mean that?" you confronted him but he sighs as he gives you a sweet kiss on your lips for reassurance. He taste like his favorite fruit soda with a mix of bubblegum he's been chewing earlier, so intoxicating. "As long as your happy and healthy, I'm happy too. Cheer up darling."

𝐆𝐮𝐧 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤 ( 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐭 ), 𝐓𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐨𝐨 𝐌𝐚, 𝐉𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐊𝐰𝐚𝐤, 𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐤𝐝𝐮 𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐠, 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐋𝐞𝐞, 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐆𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐊𝐢𝐦, 𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠, 𝐃𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐥 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤, 𝐙𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐋𝐞𝐞, 𝐕𝐚𝐬𝐜𝐨 (𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐄𝐮𝐧 𝐓𝐚𝐞), 𝐉𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤, 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐦, 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐮 𝐇𝐚𝐧, 𝐋𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧, 𝐊𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐚 𝐑𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐞𝐢, 𝐕𝐢𝐧 𝐇𝐨 𝐁𝐢𝐧 (𝐕𝐢𝐧 𝐉𝐢𝐧), 𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐨𝐤, 𝐇𝐮𝐝𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐡𝐧

"You don't want to post your bikini on your Instagram? It can get a lot of followers." he stated, him reading the newspaper of the day with his fresh and hot cup of Americano as you sat on the dining table, cringing at the idea. You keep seeing those Insta girls posting on your for you page about their flawless body. No traces of stretch marks, heck even a single scar on their body. Compared to you, who doesn't only look like a stressed and over-worked panda with you eyebags but also your body doesn't seem like attractive to today's standards.

"HELL NO! IF I DO THAT MY DIGNITY WOULD BE HUMILIATED!" you yelped as he scrunches his face, him having a negative reaction of your too loud voice in the morning. "C'mon give it a shot. It may work y'know." he half-teased as you mumbled something under your breath, being slightly offended about his statement. He can see your eyes water but you keep forcing yourself to not cry about it. "Hey, what's wrong? It's just a joke y'kno-" "YOU ALL KEEP SAYING THAT WITHOUT CONSIDERING MY FEELINGS! DON'T YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO FACE THE CROWD WITHOUT EMBARRASSING YOURSELF JUST BECAUSE THE SOCIETY EXPECTS TOO MUCH FROM YOU?" it clicked on him when you snapped. You are feeling insecure about your stretch marks again. "I didn't mean that-" he was cut off by you slamming your bedroom door. How can he make up to you?

He left you crying on the bed for hours, not because he doesn't care. It's in fact the opposite, he wants you to take your time to compose yourself. Gather your emotions as he gathers his own thoughts. He doesn't mean to insult you about it. It's almost a habit of you teasing each other as a joke, almost a flirting and love language between the two of you. But it looks like you're not in the mood to share his humor now, with you feeling blue.

"Babe, can you unlock the door? Please I want to talk about it." "Go away" you mumbled as you closed your eyes, trying to distract yourself from your negative thoughts with your music blasting on your ears again (yet you can still hear him despite your headphones). "C'mon. Can we talk about it? Talk my side as I also listen to you?" He may be a complete douche bag at times, but you can feel it when he's being sincere. When his voice softens. It's so weird, yet comforting too.

You groaned and grumpily opened the door as your teary eyes met with his worried orbs. "Baby, c'mere." he opened his arms, welcoming you in his touch. As much as you want to be mad at him, you can't help but cry and hug him back as warm tears fall from your face. "I'm being overdramatic again... I'm sorry." you apologized as you tried holding back your tears but his comforting touch is just making you more emotional. "It's okay. Your feelings are valid. I'm sorry too, I didn't mean to offend you y'know." he apologized back as he kissed your head. "You know what, you're actually pretty hot in that bikini". you can feel him smirk as you get out of his hug and slapped his arm, earning a laugh from the both of you. "Shut up you're at it again." "I'm just trying to make you smile. Besides my queen is the sexiest woman in the world and no other person should make you insecure, or I'm going to beat their ass." he smiled as he is comforting you making your gloomy mood better. "Isn't that person you?" "Wait wha-" "I'M JUST KIDDING!" you chuckled as you leaned to him, toes curling as you kissed his soft lips as he melts under your touch.

𝐆𝐨𝐨 𝐊𝐢𝐦, 𝐊𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐚 𝐑𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐞𝐢, 𝐕𝐢𝐧 𝐇𝐨 𝐁𝐢𝐧 (𝐕𝐢𝐧 𝐉𝐢𝐧), 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐊𝐢𝐦, 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐮 𝐇𝐚𝐧, 𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐣𝐢𝐧, 𝐆𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐛 𝐉𝐢, 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐋𝐞𝐞 (𝐃𝐆), 𝐒𝐚𝐦𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐒𝐞𝐨 (𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐭)

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