;to Feel Loved (Loki Laufeyson)

;to feel loved (Loki Laufeyson)

Anon said: “Can I request a Loki x reader smut when they hate each other and in one of their arguments he grabs and kisses her out of the blue. And confessions and stuff and then it leads to smut. But reader hasn't done it before and she also feels super insecure because she has stretch marks all over her inner thighs. And cute fluffy loki smut please”.

So here it is, first of all happy 2020 loves,sorry for being MIA again, I hope you enjoy this. As always all mistakes are mine.

Warning: smut and insecurities?

I don’t think this is a good idea.” His voice, his damned voice again, you turn around and looked at him firmly, waiting for his next words, knowing very well that you weren’t going to like them. “And why not Loki? I mean is our last chance to beat them.”

Loki rolled his eyes as if the answer was obvious. “Because you are clumsy, you can’t even walk to the kitchen without fall into your face, so I don’t really see how you could do that. No offense just facts.”

And that was it again, him picking on your insecurities once again, you tried to stay calm, you were used to him being mean, but today was not your best day, and you could feel your eyes filling up with tears. You weren’t going to cry in front of him. “Okay then, do it yourself Mister, I’m done here.”

You didn’t wait for an answer, you didn’t want one either. Your heart was beating fast as you practically run to your room, you didn’t know why he was always picking on you lately, yes he usually picked on everyone because he was just like that, but with you, for some reason, was more consistent like he really hated you and it sucked because you kinda had a crush on him.

A hand stopped just before you opened your bedroom door, jerking away you looked at whose hand was. Loki. Awesome.

“I really don’t want to talk to you right now Loki, so could you please leave me alone?” You had patience, but he really was testing it.

“We need to talk.”

“About what exactly? About how you are a complete jerk? No, thank you, I really don’t have time for this.”

You dodged his arm again and opened your door, entering and closing the door on his face or so you thought, you tried to no scream when a hand touched your arm..

“What the fuck dude?! Get out!”

You could see how calm he was and that annoyed you more, how could he be that calm and relaxed when you were losing your shit?

“I want to talk and we going to talk. So sit” He pointed your bed,okay you were more than annoyed by now.

“Who the hell do you think you are? Honestly, I already told you that I don’t want to talk to you, can you respect that? I guess not.” Said that you moved away from him, searching for something to throw at him.

“We have to talk soon or later, you know. And I prefer it to be soon so I can stop seeing your face” Loki’s voice died at the last word, guilty already showing on his face.

His words made you stop, your eyes began to fill again with tears and a sob escape from your mouth without your permission, that shit hurt ,his words hurt.

“Nobody is making you see my face Loki, and if you have some problem with it you can leave, since this is my room and my face and I will be here.”

“I didn’t mean like that...”

“Oh but you did. Look I know, hell, everybody knows what you think about me, how pathetic and ugly I am, believe me I already know that, you really don’t need to remind me that every single day, so do me a favor now and leave me the fuck alone.”

“Would you listen to me, damn it?!” He sounded mad but you didn’t care.

“No I won’t, so now please get out of -“

His hands grab your face and you could see what were his intentions. “Loki no.” But it was too late, his lips touched yours and you breath hard at it. Your heart began to beat fast, your head was spinning as you tried to understand what the hell was happening… Was Loki really kissing you or it was one of his illusion making fun of you. Hating yourself for letting this happen,you moved away,eyes wide open.

‘’What the fuck?!’’

Loki lean his forehead on yours, his eyes fixed on yours, his eyes were shining and a little smile was forming on his lips.

‘’Shh, I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t mean anything I said. You are perfect. Everything about you is perfect, never but never doubt about it’’.

Yo stood there confused, what the fuck was happening?.

He kissed you again, and this time you let yourself enjoy it a little, his kissed became more intense, you were now more relaxed than before, you head still confused at his words but let, you let his hands touch,enjoying it. "You are the most beautiful person I know"

"What?"

"What I said."

"But, but you always say ugly things about me, and you always laugh at me…"

His lips touched yours again,your heart beating fast as you fell onto his arms,your arms wrapped around his neck, you could feel his smile, you couldn't help but smile too.What the fuck was happening again here? You didn’t care.

“You are perfect, I've never wanted you to feel bad about yourself, I admire you, I love you, you are the most perfect girl I've ever knew, I’m sorry for being an idiot, would you forgive me?”

You blinked twice trying to comprehend. “You love me? Like me?”

"Yes you, I love you. And I want to make love to you, I want to show you how much I love you. Would you let me,love?". You nodded speechless, your heart beating fast. Was that really happening?

Loki kissed you again, this time he took his time, tasting your lips. His hands moved to your arms, caressing them noticing how smooth was your skin and how you got chills, he smiled in the kiss, slowly but with confidence you kissed him back with the same passion, for the first time in years, you felt love, you felt in peace, you were happy and enjoying someone touching you, your breathed hard when Loki’s kisses descended to your neck. ‘’You smell exquisite my love.’’

“Thanks.”

Loki smiled and began to lift your t-shirt his face in awe when he saw what was underneath your clothes. “You are so beautiful”. Not letting you argue , he kissed you again, his hands playing with your top.

You closed your eyes ashamed, you didn’t want to see Loki’s reaction at your ugly stretches, you didn’t want to see the disappointment on his face when he sees your body full of imperfections.

Loki watched cleary your reaction and his heart hurt at the thought of it, he knew that half of your insecurity was because of him, he kissed all the way down to your body, his lips caressed slowly every stretch on your tight, making you a moaning mess below him. He kept going down, and you suddenly tensed at the feeling, you were not ready for that yet.

“Loki…” Your voice trembled and he looked at you with fear, he didn’t want you to feel uncomfortable nor afraid. “What’s wrong, Darling? Did I do something wrong?”

You could feel yourself blush. “I’m not ready for that, yet… It’s not something I really want… I’m still too… I don’t know..’’

Loki smiled, going up and kissing you sweetly. “ Don’t worry my love, if you not ready for it, then we don’t do it.”

You smiled at him,more relaxed about the fact he accepted your request, having more confidence you kissed him this time, all the passion and love was shown on this kiss.

Loki’s cock was ready ,hard, leaking already inside his pants, he couldn’t believe how fucking lucky he was because you wanted to do that with him, his mind was focused on you, on your pleasure, on your body, on your mind. He was determined to make you feel loved, adored and make you come too many times till your body couldn’t take it.

‘’Are you ready for me? Because I’m sure as hell, ready for you.’’ He undressed himself, his eye never leaving yours.

You nodded biting your lip as you removed your eyes from his cock, he was huge and the thought of him not being able to fit into you made you nervous, you knew that will hurt, you were a virgin but not an idiot, but you were feeling so loved and protect by him, you wanted this, you wanted him, so you nodded at him, your eyes never leaving his.

Loki smiled warmly at you, kissed your lips slowly, getting himself in between your legs,he played with your entry, you were so wet… His cock slid in without much a problem, he took it slow not wanting to hurt you.

“Are you okay?”

You weren’t. “It hurts.” You whined.

“I know baby and I’m sorry. We can stop, we really don’t need to do that, you know?

“I know but I want to, and beside next time will hurt me anyways if it doesn't hurt now. I can’t take it.”

Loki admired how strong you were, he couldn’t believe how the hell you got that much power on you. “God, you are amazing.”

Loki was gentle with every thrust he made, he really wanted to enjoy this just like he was enjoying it. “Are you okay my love? Is it still hurting you?”

You nodded, not wanting to feel like that anymore, Loki caressed your tights and began to kiss your neck, distracting you from the aching pain between your legs.

Within minutes you relaxed more and Loki felt your walls tremble around his cock, you moaned at the feeling and Lokiknew that you were ready, kissing your nose he began to thrust into you, moving his hips as you slowly began the thrilling pleasure.

Your orgasm came slowly, at first you didn’t think it was, you read a out first time and how difficult was to have an orgasm, but you feel yourself clenching, as waves of pleasure spread over your body.

Finally, you came with a whine, your body tensing as you hugged Loki tight, breathing slowly, your vision become blurred as you thought you would die because the pleasure.

Loki watched your face as you came, he admired how beautiful you were, he twisted his fingers into the sheets as he felt his orgasm begin, the intensity of it made him close his eyes as he shoot his cum inside you with a loud groan, moving to your side Loki kissed your forehead with a smile, hugging you closer to his body.

“Do you feel okay,love?"

You nodded, closing your eyes still on cloud 9, you felt loved and safe on his arms, and for the first time since you arrived here, you fell asleep with a little smile on your face.

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This was too painfull and beautiful to watch.

Avengers Endgame Deleted Scene - Avengers honor Tony after his sacrifice.

Just My Type (Bucky Barnes)

I really should stop being MIA but this two months were crazy, first with Endgame (I’m still not over my son’s dead), then the London Comic Con which I went and I met Sebastian and Misha freaking Collins and then well, school and shit but now I’m back and I’ll try to be more around here :)

This was requested, based on the song "Just my type" by The Vamps.

Warning: smutish as always.

All mistakes are mine.

M-m-m-m-m-my more than meets the eye

To tell the truth you be a liar

I saw her out on Friday night, misunderstood

She's balling for a guy

That's cigarette needs a light

Pluck up the courage and Invite her nowhere good

'Cause I need this more than a one night stand

Need that honey Won't you hold my hand

Times like this think of true romance

But she not ready for that

Bucky was watching her since they got there,he knew what was coming and after all, she did this every single night it was fine tho, he was almost getting used to it. He drank his shot, his eyes still on her flirting with some dude, he knew the deal, a dance, a kiss here and there, and she would leave him but knowing it didn’t make it better.

He could feel Steve’s eyes looking at him with pity, he was sick of this, but he knew better. Being mad at something he agreed to was childish so, he accepted his fate. It hurt tho, and when her lips kissed other’s that wasn’t his, he knew that he need to go now before he did something stupid.

She felt the exact moment Bucky left the party,she moved his lips away from Jack? Or it was James? She didn’t even care at all, and without saying goodbye, she made her way towards the bedrooms. She wanted Bucky, she needed him.

She lets me down

Then gets me high

Oh I don't know why

She just my type

She's my device

I don't think twice

Oh I don't know why she's just what I like

But I, I, I love it

I, I, I love it

Love the way she plays with my head

She lets me down

Then gets me high

Oh I don't know why

She's just my type

Bucky felt her before she entered the room, his cock hardened at her scent, he tried too hard to keep himself still not wanting to show how ready and needy he was already for her.

‘’Are you awake?’’ Her voice was soft,not needy at all, but Bucky knew better. She wanted something, and that something was inside his boxers.

She crawled into the bed, moving the sheets away, Bucky was still tense waiting for her next move.

Her lips kissed his back all way up, making Bucky tremble. She knew every spot of his body, she was an expert by now, and she really took advantage of its power that she had over him. She moved her hands to his chest, she began to pet him, winning a little moan from him when her hands made its way towards the bulge of his boxers.

Before she could make it further inside his boxers, Bucky put himself on top of her, and kissed her lips with force, he bruised his lips with her, cleaning the kisses of the dude she was kissing earlier.

‘’Fuck. You drive me insane.’’ He kissed her again, grabbing his neck for assurance, he wouldn’t let his mouth move away from his.

This girl's still on repeat

Plays in my mind, won't let me sleep

‘’Bucky… Please, just fuck me.

'Cause she's no good

She defies all of my dreams

And expectations she won't meet

Bucky adored when she begged for him, for him to fuck her, he thought it was the most sexiest sound ever. Smiling as he began to undress her.

‘’You are breathtaking love.’’ He admired her, every inch of her beautiful body, he could see how his words affected her, she was trembling. ‘’You are trembling… Is it because of me, baby? Mmm? I like that I make you feel this way, I like it very much doll.’’

Bucky kissed her again, her legs immediately opened for him to be between them, his hard cock, poked at her entrance, and she moaned a please Bucky move now.

He obliged and with a firm thrust, his cock was easily entering inside her, he groaned, his body tensed, he rested his hands on the bed, and he began to move, hard. With every thrust, he showed the love he felt for her, she could feel it, and she kissed him again.

Bucky let himself get lost on her kisses, his hips kept moving ,his cock covered with latex didn’t let him feel her like he wanted but still, she was too damn good, she was too tight and wet around him and for him. She felt like a dream,but she was everything but a dream.

‘’Please Bucky, I’m almost there…Move deeper, please.’’ She murmured on his ear finish her plea with a playful bit, that made Bucky lose himself- as always when he was with her.

He did move deeper, his mind clouded with the idea of satisfy her and made her came. And she did, she always did when Bucky moved like that, reaching every spot inside her making her tremble and came hard around his dick.

He came, two seconds after her, her sweet walls caressing him send him over the edge. He let his head to lean on her neck,breathing her scent as he calmed down. When he finally could breathe again, he moved away, leaving a lovely kiss on her neck.

Bucky’s eyes close when she cuddled his body, wrapping her arms around him, burying her nose on his neck, within minutes he could feel how she let herself relax. He kissed her forehead and watched her fall asleep in his arms, he knew that he would wake up alone, like every day, but he couldn’t help it, she was just his type, and he was happy having her like that till she was ready for something more.

Oh I don't know why

She's just my type

Oh she's just my type

Yeah she's got just what I like

And she's just my type

Oh yeah she's just my type

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Back to 1937 (Bucky Barnes)

Warning: smut, bucky playing with himself remembering his first blowjob.

This is probably shit but I wanted to write something and this kinda happened x

All mistakes are mine as always, enjoy this and thanks for waiting for me!

Bucky slid himself on his bed, he was tired after all the training he had been doing lately, he liked it though, he always felt better after some good training but at the end of the day, he was sick of the same routine every damn day. He always did the same. Wake up, train, look for a mission -which lately hasn’t been one- kept training, shower and go to sleep.

It sucked.

He sometimes wished to go back to the older days, hell, he would sell his damn soul to just live a week back then, when everything wasn’t that hard, but he knew better. Bucky knew that he would do everything again... Just to feel those lips again....

His cock jumped in attention as it knew where Bucky’s thought went.

To her. To her mouth.

Bucky still could feel her mouth on his dick, almost 80 years later, he remembered his first blow job like it was yesterday. His first and last.

Entering to the army was a decision that he made, and he was proud of it, despite everything he lived, he was content now, and that was mattered. He wouldn't change anything, after all he was alive, with his best friend and new mates.

Sighing, Bucky looked down and watched how his dick was hard rock, making his pants tent, growling he let his heard fall on his pillow. Since they defrosted him, his dick was up constantly, he obviously knew it was normal, he did some research to Tony's enjoyment. 

He didn’t dare to touch himself for too long, the fear of being caught was always there, and now that he was comfortable with his own space and mind, his dick seemed to want attention every freaking day.

Feeling touchy and accepting his fate, Bucky discarded his pants, lying naked now, with his cock straight up pointing to the ceiling demanding attention, he moved his flesh hand to his shaft, his mind flashing back to 1937, to these petite hands that wrapped onto his dick for the first time, he groaned and his cock jumped at the memory. 

Bucky began to move his hand around himself, working all way up his cock, reaching the tip and playing with it, just how she did back then.

He hissed, pre cum began to drop, his balls tensed, it felt so good to touch himself like this with her in his mind, but, he didn’t want to blow that soon, so he slowered the pace, now just letting his hand pet his cock and feel his vein, that vein across all his length. “Fuck”.

His mind went back on her lips, those lips, he tried to remember every touch, every curve, every smile, but he only could think about how well they wrapped around him.,damn, they wrapped so damn good and tight around his cock, he remembered very clear how he almost came, he didn’t, but he was sweating, trembling, lips pursed as he watched her wrap him with her sweet mouth.

His eyes never left hers, as he fucked her mouth with little but energetic thrusts, he was so damn lost in her, at how her eyes reflected her hungry for him, for his cock. Bucky never imagine that a girl could make him go crazy, till he met her and her lips touched his.

Bucky almost lose conscience, he growled a low fuck, his abdomen tensing as his hips trembled as he exploded. Her name leaving his lips as he began to come, he came intently, with all his body, his cock pulsing as drop of cum shoot and messed his hands and chest, his body still was buzzing when he came back from the orgasm, trying to breath, he kept moving his hand lazily enjoying the last seconds of his high milking every drop off his cock.

Time later, when his warm cum was gone, he wondered if he could feel what he felt back then again, if someday warm lips will wrap around him again, he kept wondering till he felt asleep, remembering 1937.

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