Lessons; Chapter One

Lessons; chapter one

Here is the chapter one guys, I am really sorry for making y’all wait. I hope y’all safe and at home x sorry fotr the mistakes and enjoy.

Warning: smut as always heh, not too much yet.

Lesson 1 : Dry humping

Saturday night, you usually got your laundry done,got into the bathroom and had a long ass bath, but today was different, today you were kissing Steve fucking Rogers. In your bed… As if you were two teenagerin your first date. Never in a million year you thought this could ever happen. But it was happening. In your bedroom, in your bed. On a Saturday.

Another thing you never imagined was the way Steve’s kisses were, okay, you maybe, sometimes, watched at his mouth as he talks but never, ever you thought about the way he kisses, he kissed like he wanted to own your mouth but at the same time his kisser were soft just like him. Soft but dominant.

He kissed without rush like he wanted to know just how your lips tasted and you did let him get to know your lips because damn, you could die right there just because his mouth.

You had to let hi know just how good he was.. ''You are a hell of a kisser, really.''

''Yeah well, thanks, I guess?''

You smiled at him, his lips were swollen and his face was all red, he looked well fuckend and you did nothing yet, but maybe you looked the same.

‘’Okay Steve, we are going to start your first lesson ever, are you ready?’’

He gulped. ‘’Not really’’.You laughed. ‘’I don’t find it funny, you know.’’

‘’Okay, okay sorry, you right. Do you trust me?’’ You really needed his trust, you couldn't just star grinding on him and expecting him to be okay with it. You wanted his full consent on it.

‘’I do.’’ You smiled. ‘’But I’m still nervous, I don’t know what to expect on my first time having sex.’’

He was so cute and so damn innocent. ‘’’We are not going to have sex today Steve.’’

‘’We not? Why?’’

Sighing you moved on top of him, wrapping your arms around his neck, looking at him right in the eyes. ‘’Because we are no ready for that.’’

teve groaned, you could feel his boner poking you, and you smiled again at him, maybe he was ready for it.

‘’Steve, you said that you trusted me, so let me do my thing, okay?’’ You let yourself grind into his dick, his eyes instantly closed at the feeling of it.

‘’Fuck… What, what are you doing?’’

‘’It’s called dry humping baby boy are you ready for it?’’ Oh Lord, you really hoped he was, because one thrust made you all tingly on the inside and if you weren’t wet before because of his kisses, you sure as hell were wet now.

‘’I don’t know?’’

You sighed, you crotch pressing still on his cock. ‘’You have to say yes or not, Stevie, I ain’t gonna do anything you don’t feel ready for.’’

But he was, he was so damn ready for evertyhing. “Yes. I am ready.’’

In a second flat, your hips started to grind on him once again, Steve’s breath catched at his muscles tensed all together, no expecting this to feel this good. ‘’Oh my God, this feels good.’’

“You didn’t reply him, you were to concentrate in your own truth to pay attention, this felt so damn good, he was big, you could feel him even thru your layers, what if…

You stopped.

‘’What.. Why did you stop?’’ He whinned.

Ignoring him once again you demanded. ‘’Put your clothes all your clothes off but you boxers, now.’’ man, you sounded kinda domme there. You weren’t.

‘’For what? You just said we aren’t going to have sex…’’

Okay he was cute, sometimes, but now he was being annoying.

‘’Just do it Steve, believe me this going to be great.’’

You moved away from him and started undressing yourself, you didn’t want to waste anymore time, Steve just watched you all confused and then, his eyes shined with lust when he saw that in fact you were undressing too, he could do it. He yanked his shirt off, his muscles all on this lay as he fought with the button of his pants, he groaned when his fingers touched his coock, damn he was hard and ready to blow not yet Steve, fuck,not yet motherfucker.

The sound of his pants being pushed into the floor made you react, damn he had a good damn body and you could wait for really feel him up..

‘’Sit again.’’ He did rapidly and you blushed because he was really checking you out and looking at you like he wanted to devour you, you will let him, soon.

Not more time you sit on his tight again, pressing your now undies into his boxers, the difference was amazing, you could feel more about him, and he sure as hell could feel just how were you were. Moving your face down, you catched his lips, kissing him as your hips began to move, Steve’s cock twitched inside his boxers, he probably would came at any second now and honestly you didn’t care, you were to warmed up to care.

But he did fucking care, he didn’t want to just come when this started to feel this good, he wanted more, wanted to feel your wet clothed pussy rub onto him all damn night, he wanted more, much more but you really weren’t going easy on him.

You moved away from the kisses, admiring his face as you keep moving, fuck you were so damn wet and ready to come, his cock pressed into your clit so damn good, that you didn’t stand a chance on going on it for anymore time.

So you kept watching his face, eyes closed, mouth open in pleasure, as you kept searching for both of your climax.

Steve was in cloud 9, his hand couldn’t compare to what was happening, too soon for his dismay he began to feel the tension on his body, his balls working up as his cock hardened and his stomach contracted.

“I’m going to come, oh Lord.”

You never knew when his hands went to your ass grabbing and pushing you further into him, but honestly you didn’t fucking care.

You bit your own lips as you grind harder onto him, watching his face as you did. “Come for me Steve, I am right behind you.”

And he did. He growled as his hands (when did they move there? he didn’t remember moving them at all) and squeezed your ass as he came, hard, with all his body, hs muscles tensing as his cum painted his boxers. “Fuck.”

And then you did, just as his last tremble left his body, yours began, your orgasm ripped your body, your pussy clenched into nothing as you let yourself go, you pushed yourself into Steve and he pushed into you, he could feel how your pussy became more wet and he swore he could feel your pussy contract, that was so damn fucking hot, you were still there, coming into his arms looking like a freaking Goddess of sex.

When everything was done and you let yourself open your eyes, you saw him, all blue eyes watching you in awe,desire and something you couldn't tell, you blushed because you just came with Steve freaking Rogers and he still was your best friends and boss, still with blush all over your face you smiled, moving closer, you kissed him again just because.

Oh boy, Steve wasn’t resdy for his next lesson, at all.

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A Valentine’s Miracle

@endlessbucky you got a gift! I hope you like this and you’re left satisfied <3 This is my entry for the @marvelxreaderfanfictionfest Bucky Barnes Valentine Exchange! My prompt was: Best friends to lovers, Bucky and reader being cute and in love. This was my first secret santa experience and it was really fun! Thank you for having me :)

words: 2.8k

pairing: Bucky Barnes x female Reader

warnings: swearing, fluff, kissing, making out, a little embarrassment, modern AU, canon divergent, implied smut, friends to lovers, clichée

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You were viciously knocking on the sturdy wooden door of Bucky’s apartment, a bottle of red children’s sparkling wine in your unoccupied hand. Your coat is heavy on your shoulders, but the harsh cold and cutting wind forced you to put on the extra warm clothes. On your way here it even began to snow, some flakes still clinging to your hair. Your fingers feel numb and you mentally scold yourself for not wearing gloves.

Suddenly the door swings open and a grinning Bucky beams at you, “Finally you’re here doll. I thought I’d be starved by the time you’d arrive” Rolling your eyes, you step into the flat, “Stop being so dramatic, it’s two in the afternoon and I know for a fact you ate a burrito for lunch”. The man clutches his chest in mock pain and groans, “You wound me, Y/n”, he whimpers, the smirk never leaving his lips. “Wait, how did you know I had a burrito?” You throw him a playful glare, “You posted it on Snapchat”.

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Stolen Kisses (Bucky Barnes)

warnings: none, fluff all the way.

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Bucky moved his lips to your mouth, the tension was hard, you couldn't help yourself, you liked teasing him so, you turned around your face causing his lips to slam to your cheek. Bucky groaned at the feeling of his lips not touching yours, he really did want to kiss you right now. “Stop rejecting my kisses, you are being mean right now.”

You laughed at his failed attempt to kiss you, you loved teasing him, so when he tried to kiss you again, you moved your face again. With a frown on his face, he grabbed your face with both hands and put his mouth on yours with force, bruising your lips with his teeth making you moan against him. His tongue looking for yours and caressing it gently. His hands kept you to him, not wanting to let you go.

His hands hept you still not wanting to let you go, his kiss got more intense as let his tongue run playfully against your lower lip, making your stomach feel those damn butterflies that everyone told you, you could feel when you had someone you truly love. Your hands got lost on his hair, his haircut still fresh from yesterday, it still felt weird since you were so used to his long hair, but he wanted a new start and you would always support him.

‘’Fuck, I can’t get enough of you.’’ He kissed you again, his hands wandered on your body, feeling your soft skin, making you shiver and moan in his mouth,you were still sensitive from before, your body still hot. ‘’Mmm, I love your moans, moan more for me baby.’’ He giggled, moving his head and staring leaving sweet pecks on your neck, making you smile and began to play with his hair.

‘’I'm so damn in love with you.’’ Bucky sighed as he hugged you tight against him, moving your body on top of him, his blue eyes looking straight at yours. ‘’I’m so in damn in love with you too.’’  He kissed you again, this time with sweet pecks all over your face making you giggle like a damn kid on Christmas day. 

‘’Stop that!.’’ 

But he didn't, he loved making you laugh and he kept going, stealing your kisses as the sun disappeared.

Feelings PART 1

Summary: He wanted something new, something that just belongs to him and he decided it should be you. He wants you, he wants a life with you but there are some things which make this difficult. 

Pairings: BuckyxYou

Warnings: this is my first englisch wirrten story ever! it is not my mother tongue (I am German) so I apologize for my syntax and choice of words. But I hope you will still somehow enjoy it :) 

When she awakes, she was in the hospital. She could easy tell, by the scent of antiseptics, the sad white and sterile walls and not least of the noises the room makes. The monotonic beep of the mechanicals next to her and the Nurses calling for doctors and medicaments on the floor. But how the hell did she ended up here? She can’t remember much, but something hit her head really hard and after that, there was just pure darkness around her. Passing out sucks, especially when you don’t know why or where you pass out.

As she slowly opens her eyes, she swallowed a few times dry. She was thirsty, so thirsty, so the next question is, how long did she was here? It had be longer than a day, based on the dehydration in her moth but she hoped it was not longer than a week.

„You are awake“ this voice, so familiar. Deep - definitely male - a bit scratchy and crooked, as it would have lost the volume over the time. „H-ey, Steve“ her voice was even scratchier, as she would have smoked a whole package of cigarettes. „You sound horrible“ „I bet i even look worse“ „Don’t be too hard on yourself“ he joked a bit, as he stand up from his chair and came up to her bed. She put her head a little bit on the side, to have a better few on him. She will never get used to see him as an old man. For her, he will always be the good looking, young, blonde Soldier which woke up from the ice.

„Ho-w did i get here?“ „You can’t remember?“ „I remember mostly everything up to the moment, when something hit my head. After that? Darkness “ „Hit? No“ he shook his head and looked concerned at her. „No? What you mean?“ „Somebody shoot your head“ „Shoot?“ „Yes“ „Who?“ she pulled her eyebrows together and looked at him, waiting for an answer. Steve did not answer that, it was not important. She should not care for the sniper, because, somebody probably already took care of it. „You need to be more careful“ „I know“ „No you don’t. Bucky was really worried about you! The feeling of not being able to protect you, kills him“ „Well, we are partners. I can relate to that. Where is he?“ „Mission. Sam took him for several ones. Otherwise he would go wild, because he was so angry at himself. He was about to destroy the training room, because of that. So we needed to keep him busy“ „Understand. How is the mission going?“ „You should not worry about the mission. Get healthy again. You know…. he visited you every day, in between the missions“ „Wait…. wait a sec. In between the Missions? How long did i sleep?“ she looked at him questioningly, as he needed to look away in pain. She was away, for a long time and he didn’t know if she was quite ready yet to know how long exactly it was.  „Steve!“ based on his reaction it have had to be a very long time. „tell me! Now!“ „3 months“ he answers with a sad tone and pressed voice. „Th-three months? a quarter of a year?“ „Yes. You injury was very bad so the doctors said, it would be the best to put you in an artificial coma so your body can heal“ „Three….. months. W-What happens during that time?“ „Nothing you should be worried about. Sam und Bucky continue to full-fill their missions and they visit you. Sam less frequent than Bucky. The other avengers? Well, nothing changed since the last time you saw them. They need to find their own way after Natasha’s and Tony’s death. One step at the time“ „And you? What are you doing here?“ „Well…. Bucky ask me, if i could stay here with you. So, when you awake, you are not alone“ „Well… that’s kind of him“ she nodded tiredly and still seemed to be completely overwhelmed by the situation. He did not say anything more a thought, it would be the best, if he let her alone for a while. „Call me, if you need something okay? I will be out for a while, getting some fresh air“ „Okay“

When he stepped outside the hospital, took his phone out of this pocket and immediately called his childhood friend. he promised to call him, when she wakes up and he is not there. So he can calm himself down about her a bit. It was fascinating watching these two people, how they obviously and deeply care for each other but at the same time are too stupid to admit it to each other. They first meet each other at Natasha’s and Tony’s funeral. Everyone was wondering, who she was and she just explained, that she had the pleasure to work with Natasha several times in her early Shield days, so he wanted to pay the last respects to her. A few days later, Sam said, that he found something interesting in Tony’s old files about some HYDRA facilities which are still active. So they formed a task force to shut down the last few pieces of HYDRA once and for all. Bucky and her got along well, because she did not reduced him to his past only. She saw him as a Soldier and a partner during the missions and that’s what helped Bucky to get off his depression. At least a little bit. He was thankful for her and stared to care about her more and more deeply. Since Shuri manage to get HYDRA out of his head, he was able to feel more and more clear again. After all, it’s more than 70 years since his last date, kiss, dance or general interaction with a woman. And she makes it easy for him to be around her.

„Hey Bud“ „I am kind of busy right now, can I call you back“ „She is awake, see you later“ and the immediately hung up the phone and smiled. Well, he should make a bet with Sam how long it will take Bucky to get his ass over here. Maybe a few hours? Well, we will see.

Indeed it did not took him long to came to the hospital and as he arrived, Steve was sitting on a bench and holding a coffee in his hands. He theatrically looked at his watch. He was right, i did not took him long to arrive here - three hours to be correct. Well, seems like his current mission was nearby. „Hey buddy“ „You just hang up!“ „You said you were busy and i did not was to disturb you from whatever you were doing“ „I told you to call me when he wakes, so i can come! That would never had disturbed me“ he took a deep breath and looked up to the hospital sign. „How is she? Something bad?“ „Nothing permanent. But she is shocked that she was in a coma for so long. Guess she need some time to process it“ „well its nothing against being frozen for more over a decade“ „Well“ Steve shook his head in disagreement. Theoretically he was right about that but he could not just say that in front of her. For normal people - like her - this is a big deal „Do not say it like that. She is exhausted and overstrained, i guess. Just“ „Yeah i know…. but…. she remembers everything? Like… everything?“ „She said yes. Why?“ „Just…. curios“ he wanted to go inside, but Steve stopped him for another second. „You are not ‚just curios‘! What happened, pal?“ „Nothing“ „Please! I am old but not stupid! Come on, tell me!“ he wrestled with himself, if he go up there to see her or telling his friend about it. His first thought? That was the one, which was winning. „I tell you but not now. I need to see her first, then i will tell you“ „Something good or something bad, Bucky? Do we need to grab a beer or standing at the edge of a bridge?“ „Maybe both“ he smiled and then turned towards the hospital’s door and go through it with faster steps. He was nervous, to talk to her again in three months. It actually was not that long of a time period but it felt like forever.

He took the stairs, rushing them upwards. the elevator would have been too slow and to be honest, he was faster than the elevator. When he was in the right floor, his heart beat was really high. Not because of the short exercise but in inner restlessness about her. There was something the both haven’t had time to talk about. And when they wanted to do, she got shoot. This night, bevor they started the mission, there was something between them. Something light and exciting. The last time he felt that, was ages ago, when he was a young man in his own time, talking to a girl in school. But it was there, just for the blink of a moment but he remembered these few seconds for the past three months and every-time he closed his eyes, he felt that again. He was used to have nightmares during his sleep but since he got this little thing to dream about, he does not! That’s huge for him. He wanted that moment to last longer and longer and longer and he wanted to be clear about it. Was it just a moment? Was a fragment of reality or just imagination in the heat of the moment? He felt good and he wanted to feel good again. Since his mind become more and more clear, old feelings, manners, behaviorism started to turn back again. And suddenly, he was again an 19 year old boy.

He did not need to look at the signposts. he visited her often enough to even know the way, while he would have been blindfolded. He goes through the corridor, until he reached the end and then on his right side, there was the room where she was sleeping in. He formally knocked bevor he slowly opened the door. He took one last deep breath, bevor he wanted to enter the room, just to see her struggling to stand in a straight position and were about to fall down to the floor. He rushed in - it just took him a few steps - to grab her body tight and prevent her from falling down. „Jeez - what are you doing?!“ His metal arm, safe and strong around her waist and the other one seize her legs under the her popliteal fossa, to lift her up, just to carry her on hands, so she is safe again. „Wuh - sometimes i forget how fast you are“ she did not look concerned about her situation, even sounded like she would laugh at herself. „you slept for three month! Take it easy on you“ „Easy to say that, you can use your legs. by the way: hi“ „Hi there“ on the other side, he did not looked that amused about the situation. Sure, falling on the ground from that high would not made her fall into coma again, but still! He head is hurt and he is pretty sure, that falling on it, would not make it better! „Why so serious, i was not about to jump out of the window. I just wanted to have something to drink and do not wanted to bother the nurses“ „That their job, bother them“ „You are so sincere again. Nothing had changed over the past few months i have been passing out“ she smiled and looked him in the eyes. Like said, he was not amused. Actually he felt quite the opposite! Firstly she got shoot and now she is so careless about her health! Unbelievable! „Here. Lay down. I get you something to drink“ he gently put her down on the bed again, bevor he had over to the bathroom and filled an empty tooth mug with water and bring it to her. „Thanks! I was nearly dried out and my legs are not working as they should be“ „clearly“ „So…“ she take the mug with water gladly and took a few sips out of it. „News?“ „News? You want to talk about news?“ „I do not know…. what else should we talking about?“ „Maybe about your injured head? What about that?“ „The doctors said, it is fine“ she waved it off. „Fine? What does fine mean?“ „Well i guess, just fine? Like, i will probably not die in the next few hours but i probably have a little headache from time to time?“ „Please take that seriously“ „I do! I was kind of down because of it but after the docs said, i was lucky and nothing was damaged i started to, just wave it off. Like…. nothing serious happened. Why bothering?“ „Because i saw you bleeding from the head after someone tried to kill you“ „There is always somebody who will try to kill us - Hydra is basically everywhere“ „I don’t care if they try to kill me“ his voice was deeper as usual and lower, sad and hollow as it would have lose his power. His eyes went quite empty and it was, as you could see right through them. From Steve she knew that if it wasn’t for him, Bucky would have killed himself way earlier as soon as he got clear the first time. He felt so guilty for the thing he did, during his brainwashed times and the worst part of it, he remembered it all, ever face, everyone’s last words and the fear in their eyes. And these moments, will haunt him until his death. And even though it wasn’t his fault in the first place, he blames himself for it, because he survived the fall from the train. He is foreign in this age, his only friend decided to get back in time to life a life he deserved and left behind. „Hey Buck“ she reached out her hand towards his face to touch it gently, so he would look at her. „I would be pretty pissed off if you die! I tell you, i excavate the notebook from Hydra and reactivate you! I am telling you, i will do it!“ „You know what?  I believe you“ „You better!“ she smiled and hoped, that someday he will forget this self-hate feelings and start to have a life. At least, that what she hoped for him, since he can’t go back in time and start all over again, like Steve did.

And there was it again. The moment she touched him? tingle in his stomach he forget he could have, the last time ages ago. And then he remembered what he wanted to talk about her. Thinking about it, his heart goes wild and he certainly forget his words. He feels like an insecure school boy again, an jeez - he never had problems to talk to girls. That was Steve’s thing but normally he was good at these things. He is turning into Steve - what an unpleasant imagination, right now. „Do you remember everything?“ „except the exact moment of the shoot, yes“ „Sure?“ „Pretty, yes“ „So you remember the night before the mission?“ „I do“ she nodded calmly and noticed, that he was waiting for a reaction. „You kissed me“ she added and smiled warmly. „At least I tried. it’s been a while“ he tries to ease the situation a bit with humor, which went quite well. She smiled cheerfully and looked away for a few seconds. She was nervous too, he could easy tell by the changing red color of her face and her nervous giggling. Damn, she looked cute, while he tried to cover her red face. Back then he knew, that it was usually a good sign when the girl, was kind of nervous too. But back then he was used to get girls for just a short time period to have a bit fun and then left them behind. And also, the girls back then where just the same age as him not well trained agents as her. „You did good“ she nodded and closed her eyes for a second and tried to calm herself a bit. „very good actual. For not kissing a girl for over a half century, you did great, old man“ „Don’t tease me“ he rolled his eyes but smiled too. After that there was a long pause, until her face turned a bit more serious and took a deep breath. „Bucky…. I like you as a friend“ „Ouch - friend-zoning is something i new from my age too“ „No no no, it’s not that! Maybe i stared the wrong way. I know you as a friend, and we work together as partners in missions a-and i want to like you as the man you are. That kiss, that night? Was a start. But i guess…. taking it slow is the best way to do it. Like, the old school way“ „Old school? I can do that“ „But well for you it’s not old school, more like the normal way to do it“ „Right“ „And right now? I just need to get my life back together. I can’t even walk to get myself a glass of water. So right now, i need to deal with some other things“ „I can help you. I am done with missions for a while. I do not want to have to do something for a while“ „I would like it, when you helped me. After all you are strong and have a metal arm. That can come handy“ „Handy? In what way?“ „You will find our soon enough“ her smile was slightly devilish and ambiguous. „What you mean?“ „water“ „Hun“ „Can you get me some more water, please?“ she changed the topic obviously but he decided to go with that. „Sure“ he grabbed the empty mug and stood up from the bed. „When can you leave that place?“ „Today“ „Great“ „but they do not recommend it“ „Why?“ „because i can’t walk and i have an apartment with stairs, so the docs said, that it would be better if i stay here until i can walk normally again. They prescribe physiatrist a few hours the week, to faster the process of regaining my walk ability and overall musculoskeletal system“ she seems annoyed by this and he can relate to that. During his time in Wakanda, he needed to visited the medical center daily to let Shuri do something with his mind. After weeks - months - of work, he was able to live a normal life as a goat farmer. But in his case, it was different. He needed that time and to let his psychology heal from Hydra but her? Nah - she will be fine, with leaving the hospital today. „But you can leave?“ „Sure, i can“ „Good. Tell them you will“ „B-But!“ „Do not worry about it. I will take care of it“ „Bucky!“ „But on the other hand…. after a few days you will probably wish to go back to the hospital and the physiatrist here. I am maybe less patient than they are but you will be able to walk faster“ „Sooooo, you say, you are my physiatrist?“ „Let’s call it, instructor“ „Instruction? Sergeant Barnes, are you having something evil in mind?“ „Maybe“ „But i am just a weak little girl“ „You are by far many things, but a weak little girl is none of these“ „Sure about that?“ „I am. Never been so sure about something“ „Well…. then - you are free to kidnap me from the hospital now!“