Gooooooddddd This Is A Fucking Mood

Gooooooddddd this is a fucking mood

The problem with being a Creative Person is I want to create all the things. I want to draw a little drawing. I want to write a fic. I want to write a book. I want to paint with watercolors. I want to paint with oil paints. I want to animate. I want to make something out of clay. I want to sew a dress. I want to play a song on the ukulele. I want to play a song on the cello. I want to play a song on the harp. I want to write a song. I want to write a musical. I want to make a webcomic. I want to make a video game.

I want to do EVERYTHING but I don't have the TIME or MONEY or MOTIVATION

i’m trying to find an oldish tv show or anime but because of what i remember it’s not easy to just search up the details, i watched it when i was super little so my memories are vague asides for a single scene. i’ll start at the beginning, there’s a giant island with smaller islands leading towards it, there’s a void where ground would be, the background is a dark grayish blue, and at one end is maybe 3 or 4 people, 1 girl and 3-2 guys i think, but they need to get across to retrieve a book, specifically the girls book, she’s around 17-20, blond or brown hair not put in any hairstyle, anyway the girl makes it there first and sprints into the cave leaving the guys to slowly make it across. Once she’s in the cave she’s confronts i think a 3 headed dragon, one head had a bad case of sniffles, i don’t remember it’s color sadly, but the dragon is holding the girl’s book from her, it’s a brown book with intricate designs with small colorful gems on it in the shape of a circle I believe, the dragon said they’d give the book back IF she chose the correct one, the dragon then proceeded to summon a circle of books all slightly different on stone lecterns around the girl, so the girl walks around the room, inspecting the books but unable to identify what book is hers until she remembers that she spilled coffee on one of the pages while reading it, she was reading it while in a hammock in the flashback, with this knowledge she requests the dragon to flip all the books to the specific page with the coffee stain, and obviously she finds her book, once she gives her book back she actually gives the dragon some tissues and some medicine to help with the one dragon heads sniffles. After that she walks back out of the cave finding that the guys have just arrived on the cave island, she smiles at them and says “it’s time to leave” or something before heading back, this time slowly to keep pace with her friends, also i don’t remember what the guys looked like but i can recall one of them had brown hair and was clinging to the islands for dear life.

The animation style was oldish, but not like sailor moon old style, it’s more akin to studio ghibli’s soft lines and current nowadays anime details.

This is Soren He’s a 2nd or 3rd generation of genetically engineered humans sent to a radioactive Post-Apocalyptic Earth around 100 to 200 years into the future of today, many humans in this world have fled to space and send down genetically engineered humans to try and reclaim earth, but not all humans escaped earth, plenty were left behind along with animals leaving mutated humans and beasts that he has to fight off on the regular

Despite being Genetically engineered to resist Radiation Soren is still minorly affected by radiation, he suffers from CIPA, and Vocal Cord Paralysis, but he also has some cool features, like Amber colored eyes and his hair just not following any physics

That coffin shaped device on Soren’s hip can make him invisible, it’s not attached to his body and can be take off whenever he pleases (which isn’t often he’s a paranoid boi)

The badge on his jacket is the symbol of the human space station

Reblog to give your mutuals one of each 

Slowly learning how to code to make stuff, currently just learned how to make my little demo creature DANCE

Part 2 of my series is up! I hope whoever decided to read enjoys it!