- : 29/290, Scribe For The Night Court, Seer High Fae.

｡☾ ﾟ｡⋆ -ˋˏ ᴢᴇʀʀɪɴ ʏɪʟᴅɪʀɪᴍ : 29/290, scribe for the night court, seer high fae.

relief exists beneath the cage of ribs housing a heart. it's quite the sight to bear witness to life overtaking the high lady's face. if zerrin were poetic, they'd even equate it to the illuminated side of the moon. it's comforting to say the lease. a spark of guilt nestles like a needle, the reminder that she is not equipped to enjoy the glamour and allure in festivities such as these. though her appearance challenged this fact it would not alter the truth embedded in her bones. " i do hope you understand i find it a bit difficult to enjoy myself during these festivities. " honest, by default, " it is definitely a wonderful celebration — enjoyable. however, i fear i'm not meant to enjoy it to its fullest. my apologies, my lady. such is my nature. " she hums and a stroke of warmth crosses her eyes. " i am glad you seem so content with it. you're enjoying yourself i take it ? "

closed starter for zerin yildirin — @f0retells

A part of sera had always enjoyed celebrations, as a young child she had always snuck after being tucked in to watch the balls in the dawn court from the shadows, she dreamed of attending them, and when she had grown up she had not missed as a single one. even in the night court when she had been sulking about her new home she had done so from the corner of the room, the others dancing in shades of black and blue dresses made her feel at peace even for fleeting nights. it was perhaps why the sudden celebration had brought some life to her face. "i am finding myself quite pleased with this night, hopefully you and the others too can find yourselves enjoying it."

｡☾ ﾟ｡⋆ -ˋˏ ‘ özge özacar, demi girl, she/they, 29 / 290 , seer high fae ’ ― cauldron save you. it seems ZERRIN YILDIRIM has been teleported to the dusk court, the SCRIBE/SCHOLAR from THE NIGHT COURT is said to be RESOLUTE and is said to describe themselves with THE INVITING SMELL OF A NEWLY BOUND BOOK  /  FURIOUS SCRATCHING OF INK TO PARCHMENT WITHIN THE BLINK OF AN EYE  /  STRENGTH COMES IN KNOWLEDGE AND THOSE WHICH LACK KNOWLEDGE ARE WEAK  /  EYES TURNED TOWARDS THE FUTURE CAN CLOUT THE TRUTH OF THE PRESENT and with all of this in mind their ARGUMENTATIVE nature always seems to get them into trouble. may the mother hold them as they navigate this unthinkable time.

full name: zerrin yildirim. nicknames: rin. age: 29 / 290. titles: the night's eye, scholar of the night, scholar of the night court. orientation: demi - girl ( she / they ) & bisexual. born: febuary 3rd. zodiac sun sign: aquarius. height: 5 '8". positive traits: resolute, dependable, open-minded. negative traits: argumentative, suspicious, reserved. born in: unknown. mbti: isfj.

QUICK INSIGHT.

PRESENTED PERFECTION IS ALWAYS FLAWED.

on the surface, rin a very well - put together fae. she does not allow herself the misstep or the misplacement of single thing. her scrolls are neatly aligned and organized. her wardrobe is organized by color, length. she is a rigid fae when it comes to herself and presentation. it's hard to see them as anything but a refined glass eye ; only capable of looking outwards and not inwards. this is her greatest strength and flaw. at times, her cling to orderliness has caused rifts. arguments. a view of her character being taken as far as narcissism. however, she is simply a mess when it comes to not having a control over her own space and image. beneath the silk - pressed exterior, her feelings flow like the river beneath the moon.

RELIANCE ON THE FUTURE CLOUTS THE PRESENT.

zerrin follows her grandmother in seer-dom. therefore, she has a lineage to uphold. this often clouts her head in the present and she is always preparing for something lingering just on the horizon. she becomes skittish at chaos in the present, but relies on the aspect of intuition to expect the worst. her insights are rarely false, but can be murky. therefore, she has a high expectation on herself due to pride and the eyes of ancestors. however, it is hard to ground her in reality and enjoy the aspect of the present.

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