Given His History With Sentimental Storage Of Outer Wear, I Fully Expect Dean To Store That Jacket With

Given his history with sentimental storage of outer wear, I fully expect Dean to store that jacket with hand print intact somewhere deep in his closet or Baby’s trunk.  Maybe distantly hoping that one day he could take it out and present it, too.

thinking about dean not even realizing cas left a handprint on his jacket until later. maybe he went into the bathroom of that abandoned bar to compose himself for a second, saw it in the mirror and he broke down all over again, curled up against the tile wall, not even caring about how gross the floor was. And he eventually pulled it together and stood to splash some water on his face, eyes not leaving the handprint in his reflection. And maybe before he left, he hestiantly ghosted his hand own hand over the one on his shoulder. But he soon found himself tightly squeezing the stained fabric, unable to resist before forcing himself to face Sam and Jack again, with bloody, busted knuckles, leaving a broken mirror behind.

Or maybe he didn't even realize until they all went back to the bunker, and he caught his reflection out of the corner of his eye when he walked into his room. And he ripped the jacket off and tossed it to the floor as far away from him as possible, but the handprint was still visible. And slowly his feet dragged him over to it and he sunk down to his knees, picked it up with shaking hands and shoved his face into the fabric. And he stayed there until he had no more tears to cry, so he went to find a drink, but not before he carefully folded his jacket and placed it on his desk, handprint visible.

*john mulaney voice* I know it’s weird to draw art for a show that I haven’t been invested in in years and after it’s over, but I didn’t have an art blog back then. So I have to do it now.

do you think cas would be honest if charlie or i don’t know eileen asked him about his feelings about dean?

no because he wouldn't want dean to find out. he is absolutely convinced that if dean finds out he will never speak to him again. cas would only ever tell a complete stranger who he was sure dean would never meet, and was also sure wasn't one of their enemies in disguise.

based on @mlekonya ‘s awesome comic lmao

Y yo a ti, Cas

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