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18@na account - if you don't like then block

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feelitfalloff
6 months ago

You are not insignificant. Did you know that there are mutuals waiting for you to come in here every day?

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

I want to fucking kill myself

I don’t want to be alive anymore

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

we could’ve been squirrels on the same branch. pigeons on the same tv antenna. pillbugs under the same rock. stars in the same constellation… instead we are mutuals on the same tumblr dashboard

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

I know I'll never feel small enough

But why would that stop me

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

there should be a hug button where you can tell your mutuals its going to be okay instead of liking their vent post and hoping they realize ur not agreeing that they should die

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

I'm just as bad as any man

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

"𝙸'πš– πš πš˜πš›πš›πš’πšŽπš πšŠπš‹πš˜πšžπš 𝚒𝚘𝚞" :(

πš™πš•πšŽπšŠπšœπšŽ 𝙸'πš– πš—πš˜πš πšŽπšŸπšŽπš— πš•πš’πš”πšŽ πšžπš—πšπšŽπš› 𝟷𝟢𝟢lbs...

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

All my mooties r so real

Luv yall

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

reblog this to pet the user you reblogged from please

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

Two fistfuls πŸ™‚ kmn

if you can pinch it you can lose it

what if i can grab it πŸ˜€

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

Having someone like this and never trusting them (because they are untrustworthy) idek how to feel anymore

dating someone who naturally brings out your playfulness, makes you laugh, never stops flirting with you, and loves you a little extra on the days you don't feel loveable makes you feel so incredibly safe and secure which makes you fall even more in love

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

I'm trapped here, I can't even kms

I'm just stuck living a life I never wanted

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

so i used to be @wannabe-skinni-qween, just got termed at i think 830 followers 😭

i think ik who reported me

@alwaysfoggyqueen @cherri-bomb-bomb @orsas-blog123 @tinkerbell25sdiary @cutebambid0lly @k-time @skinn1-system @snakewithknees @stellaisast4r @victoria-secret-r3xies @1nkyyyyy @bvnnyluvvs @celerys-biggest-fan @momosilliness @dietdreamz @sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh @girlsinginginthewreckage126

mooties pls help (i think there r more but i can't remember im sorry πŸ’”)

i think i need to stick to the soupd tags

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

Why don't I just fucking leave. Just fucking leave please. I could beg myself for hours and I'd never fucking do it, I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't know why I can't, I just can't but I have to

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

It just keeps getting worse

When am I gonna learn to just leave

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

But it's ridiculous how badly I want to leave everything behind

I would in a fucking heartbeat if I had the chance

I guess people work for those kinds of opportunities

I just throw my life away like an idiot

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

If anyone sees this random chain of posts just know I'm drunk

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

God I hate myself

Kill me fr fr

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

Just lied again omfg

Honestly I don't know why I can't leave anymore

Why I can't be honest

The words never even cross my mind

It's just lies

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

I don't know how to cope anymore I'm just stuffing this shit down. Wondering when it's gonna blow up in my face. I'll just smoke more, drink more, who cares honestly.

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

Honestly I don't know why I can't leave anymore

Why I can't be honest

The words never even cross my mind

It's just lies

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

This ^

Every girl looks better being skinny/thin. Yes curvy is attractive, but more so in the slim thick way. So therefore still skinny/thin = beautiful.

I’m tired of holier than thou 4n4 girls not being honest with themselves about it… β€œI’m only 4n4 for me. I think fat girls are pretty too.” These girls are trying to be nice but end up being an asshole anyway because of their dishonesty with themselves and the community. If you engage or post in any 4n4 content at all, you do NOT truly believe it. Girl, subconsciously you do not believe / feel that way. Otherwise you would never be 4n4 in the first place. Let alone have a blog dedicated to it. You feel guilty on some level and trying to remedy said guilt for feeling repulsed by fat on people’s bodies. It’s not just your own. You don’t live in a vacuum. Stop lying. You’re only creating another toxic environment by censoring yourself and others by doing so. Also nature didn’t want us to be obese… something is seriously messed up in the environment and food. I get being kind to people. But don’t lie to yourself and pretend you don’t actually feel like you would die if you looked like the fat people you pretend to call pretty. It just gives off vibes of β€œI’m not a regular 4n4, I’m a better holier than thou 4n4…” This is coming from someone who is overweight right now.

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

My thighs are seriously a problem

i feel like i look so sk!nny from the chest up, you can see my collarbones, defined chin, but my h!ps and th!ghs are humongous. It’s where i hold all my we!ght. i feel like everything is working and then I touch my leg$ and every ounce of progress i think i’ve made goes out the window

feelitfalloff
6 months ago

Exactly how I feel

I’m no longer clean

I only did two cuts cuz I got startled @ a noise and thought someone was coming but still…

I did two cuts

And for what?

To have scars?

But I hate my scars

They’re disgusting

They would look sm better if I was thin…..