
18@na account - if you don't like then block
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Feelitfalloff - Welcome - Tumblr Blog
You are not insignificant. Did you know that there are mutuals waiting for you to come in here every day?
I want to fucking kill myself
I donβt want to be alive anymore
we couldβve been squirrels on the same branch. pigeons on the same tv antenna. pillbugs under the same rock. stars in the same constellationβ¦ instead we are mutuals on the same tumblr dashboard
I know I'll never feel small enough
But why would that stop me
there should be a hug button where you can tell your mutuals its going to be okay instead of liking their vent post and hoping they realize ur not agreeing that they should die
I'm just as bad as any man
"πΈ'π π ππππππ πππππ π’ππ" :(
ππππππ πΈ'π πππ ππππ ππππ πππππ π·πΆπΆlbs...
All my mooties r so real
Luv yall
reblog this to pet the user you reblogged from please
Two fistfuls π kmn
if you can pinch it you can lose it
what if i can grab it π
Having someone like this and never trusting them (because they are untrustworthy) idek how to feel anymore
dating someone who naturally brings out your playfulness, makes you laugh, never stops flirting with you, and loves you a little extra on the days you don't feel loveable makes you feel so incredibly safe and secure which makes you fall even more in love
I'm trapped here, I can't even kms
I'm just stuck living a life I never wanted
so i used to be @wannabe-skinni-qween, just got termed at i think 830 followers π
i think ik who reported me
@alwaysfoggyqueen @cherri-bomb-bomb @orsas-blog123 @tinkerbell25sdiary @cutebambid0lly @k-time @skinn1-system @snakewithknees @stellaisast4r @victoria-secret-r3xies @1nkyyyyy @bvnnyluvvs @celerys-biggest-fan @momosilliness @dietdreamz @sizzlingcandyjellyfishhhhhh @girlsinginginthewreckage126
mooties pls help (i think there r more but i can't remember im sorry π)
i think i need to stick to the soupd tags
Why don't I just fucking leave. Just fucking leave please. I could beg myself for hours and I'd never fucking do it, I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't know why I can't, I just can't but I have to
It just keeps getting worse
When am I gonna learn to just leave
But it's ridiculous how badly I want to leave everything behind
I would in a fucking heartbeat if I had the chance
I guess people work for those kinds of opportunities
I just throw my life away like an idiot
If anyone sees this random chain of posts just know I'm drunk
God I hate myself
Kill me fr fr
Just lied again omfg
Honestly I don't know why I can't leave anymore
Why I can't be honest
The words never even cross my mind
It's just lies
I don't know how to cope anymore I'm just stuffing this shit down. Wondering when it's gonna blow up in my face. I'll just smoke more, drink more, who cares honestly.
Honestly I don't know why I can't leave anymore
Why I can't be honest
The words never even cross my mind
It's just lies
This ^
Every girl looks better being skinny/thin. Yes curvy is attractive, but more so in the slim thick way. So therefore still skinny/thin = beautiful.
Iβm tired of holier than thou 4n4 girls not being honest with themselves about itβ¦ βIβm only 4n4 for me. I think fat girls are pretty too.β These girls are trying to be nice but end up being an asshole anyway because of their dishonesty with themselves and the community. If you engage or post in any 4n4 content at all, you do NOT truly believe it. Girl, subconsciously you do not believe / feel that way. Otherwise you would never be 4n4 in the first place. Let alone have a blog dedicated to it. You feel guilty on some level and trying to remedy said guilt for feeling repulsed by fat on peopleβs bodies. Itβs not just your own. You donβt live in a vacuum. Stop lying. Youβre only creating another toxic environment by censoring yourself and others by doing so. Also nature didnβt want us to be obeseβ¦ something is seriously messed up in the environment and food. I get being kind to people. But donβt lie to yourself and pretend you donβt actually feel like you would die if you looked like the fat people you pretend to call pretty. It just gives off vibes of βIβm not a regular 4n4, Iβm a better holier than thou 4n4β¦β This is coming from someone who is overweight right now.
My thighs are seriously a problem
i feel like i look so sk!nny from the chest up, you can see my collarbones, defined chin, but my h!ps and th!ghs are humongous. Itβs where i hold all my we!ght. i feel like everything is working and then I touch my leg$ and every ounce of progress i think iβve made goes out the window
Exactly how I feel
Iβm no longer clean
I only did two cuts cuz I got startled @ a noise and thought someone was coming but stillβ¦
I did two cuts
And for what?
To have scars?
But I hate my scars
Theyβre disgusting
They would look sm better if I was thinβ¦..