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[ 𝟏𝟐:𝟎𝟏 𝐚𝐦 ] 𝒋𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒌𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒊𝒏

for @miyanom​ , not requested but i know my baby loves Jean sm so here you go!

12:01 AM. Ali's eyebrows rose as she heard the loud music start to play from the outside. Taylor Swift’s Love Story echoed throughout the quiet street where she lived. She turned her phone as she had just finished playing her favorite game, Genshin impact, when she heard the song play. 

She slowly made her way to her window to check which house the noise came from. When she pulled open the curtain of the window, her eyes widened. In front of her house stood her boyfriend, Jean, who was holding a stereo over his head. With him were Connie and Sasha, who both stayed inside the car. As she tried to blink to see what they were holding, she smiled as she saw they were holding dozens of roses.

you'll be the prince and i’ll be the princess it's a love story, baby, just say, "yes"

She opened her window as Jean's face lit up once he saw her. “What on Earth are you doing?” Ali asked loud enough for Jean to hear but quiet enough to not wake the neighborhood. She was grateful that her parents were out of town. 

“Making a gesture.” he replied as he placed the stereo down after pausing the song and walked up to her house. “Stay there.” he added, and she did as told. She watched as he struggled to climb up her house using the vines that crawled up the side. Still since he insisted, she simply watched in amusement. 

“Jean, what are you doing?” Ali questioned with a small laugh once Jean reached her window. However, he didn't enter her bedroom instead he stood there using his left hand so he wouldn't fall. 

“Being dramatic.” He told her as he used his right hand to pull something out of his back pocket. Her eyes widened at the sight of a velvet box. He then offered it to her, which she accepted. “Happy 3rd anniversary, doll.” He said sheepishly. 

Ali opened the box and a smile made its way to her face. The box held a beautiful rose gold lotus necklace. Ali remembered this as the necklace she was looking at the other day. “You know when you said you had a surprise, I didn't expect it to be this early.”

“Who says it's over? Get changed, we’re going on a trip.”

Cute and sappy relationship scenarios with Suna, Sakusa, and Akaashi?? ITS THE FREE SEROTONIN FOR ME, ILY NOELLE.

hey love, thank you for requesting ! i was actually thinking about this prompt a couple days back actually, i guess i forgot about it. ╚(•⌂•)╝. i love you too anon. i love your guy's little messages at the end of requests, really makes me feel special. anyways, on with the request !

Rintarou Suna

• when rintarou confessed his feelings for you, everyone was shocked to say the least. nobody would've expected rintarou to get a partner, nobody excepted it'd be you either.

• " rin ! " you bubbled hesitantly while pulling on his sleeve softly in attempt to get his attention on you, but as far as you knew he was only attracted to his phone at the moment.

• he gave you a small side glance, you shrinking under his menacing yellow orbs. you knew he didn't mean to shrug you off sometimes, but you can't help but feel lonely sometimes.

• you shifted on his bed, debating for a few moments before hopping off his soft bed entirely and grabbing your book bag of his floor. his eyes quickly averted from his phone to you.

• " well.. " you said grumbled, gripping the back straps securely, giving rintarou your normal bright smile. he nodded slightly, and his focus went straight back to his phone as your lips began to turn downwards.

•  looking at him up and down, shifting your weight from one foot to another. was he seriously just going to let you leave just like that ? you scoffed disappointedly, your eyes staring deep into his soul, silently pleading for him to say something.

• " .. do.. do you need something ? " he mumbled, crossing his legs but not taking his eyes away from his phone. he ruffled his brown locks as he waited for your answer.

• huffing, you jumped back on the bed which made rintarou jolt forward in shock. after gaining his composure he whipped his head to turn to you and gave you a " wtf " kind of face, which you just rolled your eyes, and turned on your side so he could only see your back.

•  " i... what .. ? " he whispered to himself, looking at your back confusedly. did he upset you ? he sighed in his hands before shifting over on the bed to sit next to you.

• " 'm sorry, beautiful. " he muttered, moving his slim hands to your shoulders and resting it lightly. you huffed and looked down at the carpet, you weren't letting him sweet talk you out of this one.. well at least you thought.

• rintarou shifted closer to you, pressing himself against your back. he wrapped his arms around you, embracing you in a warm and tight back hug. he let his chin drop down on your shoulder as you felt your face starting to flush.

• " am i forgiven ? " he whispered gently in your ear, the sudden air on your ear making your whole body twitch slightly.

• " hmm.. okay.. " you breathed out as a small smirk lifted on his face.

Kiyoomi Sakusa

• kiyoomi fell for your all around loveable personality, and who could blame him ? you were exceptionally cute.

• " omi-kun ! " you chimed while skipping towards his figure which slouched slightly. he was grimacing under his mask, his brows furrowing already. he was to say the least, grossed out by the crowding students around you.

• when he saw your bright smile, and you waving towards him. he felt some sort of relief. straightening his posture, he gave you a small head nod showing you that he heard your greetings.

• mid laugh, you were already being swarmed by friends, and strangers. your vision blurred with papers being shoved at you with phone numbers scribbled on them. suddenly everything just stopped the loud chatter, and squealing of your upperclassmen had died out of thin air.

• looking up, you saw kiyoomi hovering over the crowd and yourself. his obsidian orbs sending a silent deathly threat to everyone around you. in a split second, everyone made their way back to their lockers, leaving you alone.

• " thank you ! " you giggled, he nodded and placed a gentle hand on your head. you looked up at him with wide eyes, for some reason kiyoomi and affection just don't match up.. however, you weren't complaining.

• " wait.. " you whispered, putting a finger up to your chin. kiyoomi looked down at you tilting his head, what were you thinking about ? it suddenly clicked for you, you clasped a hand around your mouth in attempt to silence your laugh, but he had already heard it.

• " what's so funny ? " he asked hesitantly, removing his hand slowly from your head.

• " w-were you jealous ? " you sputtered out between laughs.

• " jealous ? why would i be jealous ... " kiyoomi muttered under his breath, he didn't seemed that amused to you. however, if he didn't have that surgical mask on you would've seen his flushed face clearly.

• after a few moments of just staring at each other, he sighed and nodded slightly. you arched a brow at him as he averted his gaze to the floor. you gave him a perplexed look as he coughed something out.

• " what was that ? " you asked him, he looked down and shook his head. he began to turn, under the piece of fabric his face was seriously getting hot. when did he start thinking stupid sappy things like this ?

• quickly, you grabbed his arm and gave him big pleading eyes. you both knew that he couldn't resist them, so what were the odds ?

• " maybe... maybe i was jealous. " he whispered, your mouth parted as you gawked at him. did he really just admit it ? was this really your boyfriend ?

• kiyoomi sighed and rubbed his nose bridge with his fingers, he had a terrible migraine from practice, and on top of that the annoying chatter roaming the halls.

• " i have a headache now. "

• " sorry omi-kun ! "

Keiji Akaashi

• keiji intertwined his soft fingers with your much smaller hand, he had always been insecure about his hands. however, with you it was just.. different. you made it absolutely clear that you loved him, and every single part of him.

• " ehm.. well. " he said tiredly, looking over his shoulder to see you looking up at him with a small smile.

• his dark eyebags were swollen and puffy. his sharp blue eyes softened when he saw your look of concern. keiji had a feeling he knew what you were worried about, you had vocalized it to him many times before.

• " keiji.. have you been getting enough rest ? " you whispered, however you both knew the answer to that was no.

• he sighed and pulled back his hand from yours. he raked his fingers through his black soft locks and pushed his glasses up in a gentle manner. you waited for him to speak, looking at him with almost pleading eyes.

• " i.. f/n, it's not easy.. you know ? " he said, more of a statement than a question.

• keiji had been caught up in his school work, and extra assignments. he had multiple restless nights, over stupid projects. on top of academic related things, he had volleyball. he was a normal on your schools volleyball team so he obviously had to practice.

• " i know it isn't, keiji.. " you murmured back, you looked at him. he had a tight jaw, his eyes not meeting yours.

• both of you walked the rest of the way home in silence, it wasn't a uncomfortable silence. it was more comforting in a way, you both needed the time to just rest and be in each others presence.

• when you two arrived at your house, he sat comfortably on your couch and placed his book bag down on the carpet as you disappeared into your house. he waited for a few minutes, turning back every now and then waiting for your return.

• after around ten minutes, you came back with something in your hand. keiji gave you a warm smile, but his gaze eventually fell upon the small tea cup in your hand. his mouth gaped as you handed it to him by the handle.

• the warmth from the cup transferred to his hands, making him instantly calmer. he looked up at you with a small nod, and a small thank you. he took a sip of the tea, and recognized it as his favorite herbal tea.

• as he finished up his warm drink, as if it was some sort of cliché love movie - rain began to pour.  the hallow sound of the raindrops hitting the roof, making both you and keiji go into an instant comfortable mood.

• you looked up at him with an unreadable face, whatever it meant keiji opened his arms widely. you scrambled on the couch, making your way to him. as soon as you wrapped your legs around his lower abdomen he wrapped his arms around you protectively.

• in a span of a couple minutes, you both had fallen into a state of peaceful sleep. he hadn't had a comfortable rest in a while, so it was nice to fall asleep with the person he loved and cared for the most. to say the least, it was a much needed rest for the both of you.

GIVE THEM ALL COWARD

i have drafts for dick, jason, tim, and damian so what fic do you guys want to see first

Prompt List

A/N: phew finally finished my first prompt list. a vast majority of these are my own but there are a few that I found online/was inspired by.

Fluff

“Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?”

“It’s you, it always has been.”

“You’re everything I could’ve wanted and more.”

“Kiss me.”

“Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.” 

“You should probably go home.” “But I’m already home.”

“You’re an idiot.” “But you love me.”

“I’d do anything for you.” 

“You took all the pillows so I’m using you as one.”

“Stop moving and let me braid your hair.”

“I’m so proud of you.” 

“Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.”

“I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much.”

“You are my family.”

“I’m right here.”

“Can you just please hold me?” 

“I’m pretty sure (you’re/she’s/he’s/they’re) my soulmate”

“You come here often?” “Well considering I work here, yes.”

“You know, I think my (mother/father/parents) would be proud if I brought (you/her/him/them) home.” 

“I just want to see you happy.”

“I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile like that in ages.” 

“You made me a better person. Thank you.” 

“I’d rather live in the woods with you than in a mansion with some (girl/boy/person) I barely know.”

“This reminded me of you.” 

“Your hair is really soft.”

“You’re really warm.”

“Are you blushing?”

“Can I stay here tonight?”

“Because I love you.”

“I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.”

“I’m never going to leave you. I promise.”

“Make a wish!”

“I love seeing you smile.”

“Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”

“I just want to be there for you.”

“I couldn’t get you out of my mind.”

“You’re just a softie.”

“You owe me.” “Fine, whatever you like.”

“You’re safe now, I’m here.”

“Why are you scared of loving?”

“You are crushing me right now.”

“Darling I love you and all, but please step out fo the kitchen.”

“I love you.”

“You’re an idiot.” “But I am your idiot.”

“Take my hand. Just trust me.”

“You’re hurt. Please just let heal it.”

“At least let me clean it.”

“I told you to take care of yourself.”

“You’re the only thing that matters.”

“Stay.”

Angst

“I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”

“You started drinking again, didn’t you?” 

“You promised you’d stop drinking.” “And you promised you wouldn’t hurt me!″

“But it’s my fault right?”

“I don’t want to feel this. I want to be numb again.”

“You’re lying to me again. Why can’t you just tell me the truth for once?” 

“I love you.” “No you don’t” 

“I can’t lose you.” “You already did.”

“Did it mean anything to you? Did I mean anything to you?”

“How was I such an idiot, to believe that you, out of all people, could ever love me?”  

“I loved you.” “Then why did you let (her/him/them) get in between us?”

“Maybe they were right, you never did change.” 

“This is all in my head. It’s all happening in my head.”

“Don’t you dare walk away from this!” 

“What gives you the right to just waltz back into my life after all the pain you’ve caused.”

“You’ve changed.”

“You win, happy?”

“Any other lies left to tell me?”

“Why did you wait until I moved on?”

“Don’t look at me like that.” “Like what?” “Like you still love me.”

“Its (her/him/them), isn’t it?”

“It’s always been (her/him/them).”

“When did you stop loving me?”

“Let me go.”

“You’re not you.”

“I miss the old you.”

“What happened to their happily ever after?” “Not all love stories get a happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.” 

“Move out of my way before I make you.”

“You deserve better.”

“I risked my life for you.”

“I never would’ve thought (she/he/they)’d end up with someone else.”

“They were perfect for each other.”

“I was happier with you.”

“I would’ve done anything for you.”

“I loved you. I loved you so so much but you hurt me.” 

“They warned me about this.” “About what?” “You.” 

“Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.” 

“You broke me.”

“You just threw four years of friendship out the window.”

“Hasn’t this addiction done enough damage already?”

“Sorry doesn’t fix everything.”

“You promised.”

“I don’t need help! I need an end to this pain.”

“What am I in your life? Because as of lately I feel as though I’ve been nothing to you.”

“Leave.”

“I can’t keep playing pretend.”

“You deserve so much better.”

“Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.”

“I wish we never met.”

“I’m sorry I’m not enough for you.”

General

“I love you.” “Tell me that when you’re sober.” 

“It’s pouring rain why are you here?”

“I love you.” “You shouldn’t.”

“Where are you?”

“What happened?”

“Have you been taking care of yourself?”

“Is that blood?” “Yes but that doesn’t matter right now, what does matter is-” “You are literally bleeding.”

“Is that my book?”

“Are they dead?”

“You want to play pretend? Well two can play at that game.”

“Did you know that you talk in your sleep?”

“Come back to bed. Please.” 

“You’re who they warned me about.” 

“Come back.”

“You should’ve listened to me.”

“I haven’t seen you in days.” 

“Are you jealous?”

“Cheers, I’ll drink to that.” “You drink to everything.” “Cheers!”

“Why is there a deer in the room?” 

“Is that vodka? At 7 in the morning?”

“It’s not my choice.”

“Can we take this home?”

“Hey, look at me. Focus on me alright?” 

“I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile in months.”

“(She/he/they) don’t belong with (her/him/them)!” “Than who do(es) (she/he/they) belong with?” “…..with me.”

“Come home.”

“I hope you’re happy.”

“They don’t need to know.”

“I made this for you.”

“Why is arson always your first answer?”

“Is this really the time for jokes?” 

“You always do this.” 

“Wake me up when it’s over.” 

“You look happy.” 

“I’m sorry, do I know you?” 

“Why can’t I get you out of my head?”

“Do you want that?”

“Don’t let go.” 

“Just let me stay.”

“Can I at least tell my side of the story?” 

“Do you trust me?” 

“Are you flirting with me?”

“Is the weight of your sins too heavy?”

“Just let me see (her/him/them) one last time. Please.”

“Are you afraid to die?”

“Are they really ‘just a friend’?”

“I wasn’t lying when i told you that I loved you.”

“I won’t hurt you.”

“Have you been sleeping?”

“I didn’t know where else to go.”

noelle , could you do a scenario for a sick s/o with kuroo and ushijima ? i've been sick ALL WEEK and i feel like trash. 😭

hi love ! aaaa sicknesses are the absolute worst, hopefully this can bring you some comfort. i'm sure a writing isn't much, but i tried ! i hope you feel better soon, i love you !! (✿ ♥‿♥)

CW : sicknesses, and brief mentions of throwing up/nausea 

Kuroo Tetsurou

• kuroo noticed your absence at school, and he was quick to send some concerned texts over to you. when he saw you leaving his messages on read, he obviously got worried but decided to wait a bit to message you again.

• when you left him on read all day he finally decided that he'd drop by at your house after school to check in on you.

• after the school bell rang, he was quick to hurry to your house. it took him around fifteen minutes by foot. by the time he arrived to his house, his legs were already tired.

• before knocking on the door, kuroo peered through the glass windows to see if you were anywhere in sight. he spotted you fairly easily when he saw your figure laying down, your body wrapped around with blankets.

• as he stared for a few more moments, panic began to set in his stomach. you weren't moving at all. fumbling over his feet he moved the small flowerpot next to the steps, he picked up the shiny key and opened the door swiftly.

•  " f/n, f/n, f/n ! " he called out anxiously, running towards the couch and placing a hand on your figure. when he saw your eyes flutter open with a sniff, he instantly felt relief settle in him.

• " gosh.. you scared me. " he whispered, running his fingers through his already messy bed head. you began to cough which alarmed him, he faced back to you and swept your messy hair out of your face.

• you looked terrible, he ran his calloused hands over your fragile and weak arms. you looked up at him with heavy eyes, your damp eyelashes batting up at him.

• " k-kuroo.. " you whined out, your voice harsh and raspy. he sighed at you and gave you a gentle smile. he cupped your cheek as a loud cough racked through your chest.

• " are you sick ? " he asked while caressing your cheek gently as you nodded slightly. when your eyes began to close he placed his free hand on your thigh.

•  " pretty girl, don't fall asleep on me. " he joked as you sniffled again. making sure he got a hold of you securely, he picked you up bridal style. he pulled you in close to him. as he looked down, you pulled yourself closer into his warm chest.

• when you both arrived upstairs in your bedroom, kuroo laid you down on the soft bed. you melted into the soft mattress immediately, kuroo smiled and ruffled your large sized blanket before placing it over your body.

• making small grabby hands towards kuroo, he figured you wanted him to join you but  your throat hurt too much to vocalize it. however, he wasn't going to join you just yet.

• much to your dismay, kuroo placed a small kiss on your temple and exited the room as you groaned into your pillows.

• kuroo grabbed the silver kettle from the cupboard, and filled it up with tap water.  turning on the stovetop, he placed the water filled kettle on the heated stove. a few minutes had passed, and the kettle began to whistle indicating it was at it's boiling point.

• he turned off the stove and began to pour the hot water in a glass mug, he searched around your counters to see if you had any boxes of opened tea bags. when he found a small box of green tea he was quick to pull a package out and let the tea bag sit in the hot water.

• right when the tea looked done, he made sure to hurry back to your room. when he leaned on your doorframe, he saw you snuggling into your blanket.

• " mm, i made you tea. " he whispered as he slid under the covers with you, placing the mug on your nightstand carefully. as soon as you felt his presence, you wrapped your arms around his body tightly.

• kuroo smiled and rested his hands on your arm, rubbing soft strokes and small objects on your skin. you subconsciously grabbed onto the soft fabric that happened to be kuroo's sweat shirt as you began to drift to sleep. after your coughs and sneezes died down, he finally let himself relax. to be fair, you were his top priority.

Wakatoshi Ushijima

• " f/n, where are you right now ? i am still in the gym, and i don't see you anymore. "

• " wakatoshi, i'm in the club room. "

• currently you were pushed into the tight corner of the shiratorizawa club room, you felt extremely nauseous as you held your book bag to your face. the cold temperature from the air conditioner made you feel some what at ease, but the pounding in your head just wouldn't go away.

• you groaned into the bag and placed it down on the floor, using it as a pillow to lay down on. suddenly you heard loud and audible footsteps coming towards the room, you figured it was wakatoshi so you didn't move a muscle.

• then you heard a click of a door, with your eyes still closed you felt someone's presence in the room with you.

•  " f/n, what are you doing on the floor ? " a stoic voice spoke up, you opened one eye and saw wakatoshi standing around six feet away from you.

• with a small grumble you turned on your side, and faced the wall. this left wakatoshi looking at your back with a raised eyebrow. you started to feel the nausea come back, so you sat up straight with a distraught look on your face.

• " are you alright ... ? " the captain questioned, walking closer to you and sitting comfortably next to you. you shook your head and brought a hand to your mouth, feeling the need to throw up.

• quickly, wakatoshi's instincts brought him to grab a small plastic bag from a storage container and hand it to you. luckily, you didn't end up using it but you still felt extremely ill.

• you shook your head and brought a hand to your head, in attempt to feel your body temperature. wakatoshi stood up and walked over to the other side of the room, and pulled out a surgical mask from a small box on a shelf.

• he returned back to your aid, and gave you a small sigh. you shifted uncomfortably on the floor, which wakatoshi took note of. he moved your body off of the floor in a swift movement, and placed you gently on his lap.

• " toshi .. ? what are you doing ? " you asked him as you looked up at his dark olive orbs. you felt him tense almost instantly.

• " do you not like it ? " he asked while looking down at you, asking a genuine question.

• shaking your head no, he felt some sort of relief. you let your head rest comfortably on his arm as his legs and other arm supported the rest of your body.

• your eyes became heavy, you yawned and pressed your body closer to your boyfriend. if you were able to see under his mask, his cheeks had a slight hue of pink dusting on them.

• " are you tired ? - " he started, but immediately stopped when he saw your sleeping figure. you groaned softly while turning and twisting subconsciously. a small smile turned on his lips, even in your sleep you were beautiful.

• as the cold air hits against his face, he himself began to feel relaxed and calm. wakatoshi relaxed against the wall and threw his head back gently, while you still stayed in place sleeping.

• wakatoshi never misses out on practices, he thinks it's something that should never be skipped. however, the team may just have to work without him today.

[ 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒈𝒐 ] levi ackerman

▸ description: in which you're in the verge of death and levi chooses between you, erwin or armin. ▸  pairing: reader 𝒙 levi ackerman ▸ genre: angst ▸ warnings: major character death (y/n), mentions of blood and death. levi is a bit ooc ▸  a/n: this is my first ever one shot please, please give me validation!

FOR ALL YOUR life you have been fighting for the freedom you have always wanted. You wanted to go beyond the wall, you wanted to see the world beyond. Yet freedom cost more than you think. Yes, you were willing to sacrifice your own life for freedom, you knew that. In the back of your head you already accepted that death was inevitable. 

You allowed your right hand to fall onto the wound on your torso that was covered by your scout uniform. You tried to yell for help but your throat felt like sandpaper and your eyes had started to drop within the second. However, you were stubborn as hell so you tried to fight it. Fight it, y/n. You are a captain in the scout regiment you're not gonna die so easily, not until someone sees you. You thought to yourself. 

You thought you’d die without anyone seeing you or anyone. It’s funny how you tried to cling to your life but you already knew that you were dying. Not yet, you thought, I just need to see him, one last time, please. Him, all you could think about was him right now. 

“y/n!” Hange? “Jean! Connie! Over here!” You heard different noises but soon enough you felt your body being lifted from the rubble you laid on. You also felt something starting to wrap around your torso. “Stay with me y/n.” Hange continued to mutter towards her as he banged your wound. Trying her best to stop the bleeding.

“Hange..” you managed to whisper. “I’m happy you're alive.” Your voice was hoarse and barely there but it was heard by your bestfriend. Hange smiled at you slightly, trying their best to be positive that you’d be safe, that you’d survive. 

“I’ve got you. Captain.” Jean mutters as he carried you. The boy looked at Hange and they nodded their head. You, however, you were starting to fade away. Your conscious was in and out. All you could feel was the wind against your skin, the same thing you felt whenever you used your gear. The feeling you loved more than anything in the world. The feeling of flying. For you it was the feeling of being free.  

“Hey, you’ve got to be kidding me.” Jean whispered once he landed while carrying you on his back. His eyes landed on Armin who was practically burnt then on nearly dead Erwin. 

“No way..” Connie mutters in shock as well. 

“You cant be serious.” Hange added as she saw the two as well. They knew it was now a choice of who gets the serum. Hange struggles to hold back Mikasa as Levi’s gaze goes to the girl on Jean’s back. HIs eyes widened at the sight of you almost lifeless. Your skin color was paler than before and the white bandages now dark red from the blood that spewed from your wound. Jean had already placed you just beside Erwin. Everyone watched as Levi walked closer to your body. 

As you struggled to open your eyes, you tilted your head to the side. Blurriness was all you saw but once your vision cleared just a bit you saw two more bodies. Armin and Erwin, both struggling for their lives like you were. You knew it would come down to a decision hard to make. Was it Erwin? Humanity’s greatest chance of achieving victory. Was it Armin? The boy who had an incredible mind that could save humanity. Or is it you? The girl who could change the world. It was no doubt that Eren and Mikasa wanted it to be Armin, while Hange and Floch knew it was supposed to be Erwin, but Levi? He knew it could to be you. He knew you were capable of leading the regiment, you have always been Erwin’s choice to be the next commander yet you denied it as you wanted to retire after the retake of Wall Maria. Was it a selfish choice? Yes it was, but for once can he be selfish?

“Y/N…” Levi said in a low tone, your eyes slowly went from Erwin to the man beside you. You did your best to smile, even if it hurt, when you saw Levi’s eyes. Levi listened to Hange give a speech about what they felt when it comes to losing someone. They all knew this was a hard decision to make especially to Levi. Hange knew how much Levi had grown fond of you, whether it was because of your stubbornness or your sweet smile, Levi had grown to like you.

 The captain had already taken the serum and injection from its case when Eren grabbed a hold of his ankle. Eren asked Levi about the sea, while for you everything was starting to grow heavy. You wanted to rest, even for a short time. You heard Levi telling them to leave. Once again you heard the gears go off and you knew you were left there with Levi, who has the toughest job of all. To choose between the three of you. 

When you felt the sleeve of your jacket being pulled up, your eyes opened. Your hands shakily grabbed Levi’s hands, a small smile on your face. The smile that he wished to see every morning. “Make the right choice.” 

“I am.” he replied shortly. “I know you could help lead us to victory.” 

“I’m not the right choice, we both know that.” Your voice came out weaker than before, Levi knew your time was running out. 

“I can’t lose you too.” he mutters, His mother, Isabelle, Furlan, Eld, Petra, Ororou, Gunther, the list goes on, he lost so many already. Not you too.

You managed to laugh a bit. “I won’t leave you.” you said softly. You struggled to move your right hand but you did, you place it on where Levi’s heart was. “As shitty as it sounds, I’ll always be here.” 

“You should've stayed behind.” Levi mutters. “You told me you were gonna stay behind, it would've been easier.” 

“I never liked easy things.” you started off. “Maybe that’s why I liked you. Being your friend wasn't easy, making you smile was the hardest thing I ever did.” you continued to ramble even if your body hurt, you wanted to say these things first. “But believe it or not, it’s the best thing I did. Levi, I know the decision isn't easy but I know you’ll do the right thing.” you advised and gave him one last smile. “For humanity, I’m happy enough to lay my life.” she mutters to herself, convincing herself that she was okay with this. 

“You can let me go, now.” you say happily, even if pained you to leave him by himself, you couldn't fight fate. “I love you.” and with those words you drew your final breath. 

Levi looked at you, sadness in his eyes. He saw as the smile still on your face was now lifeless. He knew he would do the right thing like you said, even if it broke him. He was supposed to open his mouth to say the words you have been dying to hear for him. I love you too. 

But he was too late.