If I Am Uncertain Of You, It Is Because You Are Asking Me To Trust When You Have Given Me No Real Logical

If I am uncertain of you, it is because you are asking me to trust when you have given me no real logical reason to.

If you genuinely liked me you would have tried harder. But, you didn’t. You chose to peruse someone new. You chose to ghost me and see where this new interest would take you while allowing me to be in a place of uncertainty. Instead of confronting me and telling me directly, you chose to let me wait it out a month. And then you’re flirting with me while she is over. While you chose to see her and not me. You chose her. So stick with your choice because I’m choosing me.

He gave me what I wanted; to get what he wanted.

“I’m not used to being loved. I wouldn’t know what to do.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald; More Than Just a House

Nobody wakes up thinking: 'My world will explode today. My world will change.' Nobody thinks that. But, sometimes, it happens. Sometimes, we wake up, we face our fears. We take them by the hand. And we stand there waiting, hoping, ready for anything.

Meredith Grey, season 13, episode 24