I Used To Hate Even The Thought Of Cock - I Never Understood How Anyone Would Willingly Suck Cock Or

i used to hate even the thought of cock - i never understood how anyone would willingly suck cock or fuck raw

until i came to this side of tumblr~ all the degrading, nasty posts originally disturbed me, confused me, but also made me curious and made my clit throb - i thought i was shameful, but this is when the seed of lust was planted

posts told me to watch porn so i slowly transitioned from lesbian porn to lesbian strapon porn to hetero porn to gangbang, dp, facefucking, creampie, bdsm porn

i love women and now i love to see women that look like me get absolutely filled with cock and cum

i bought a dildo and toys to fill me because my cunt desired fullness, i needed to satiate my cunt - i originally bought the dildo because i thought i might use it as a strapon, but i never bought a harness or anything for it, even then i couldn’t admit that i wanted to be a cock slut

i practice sucking on my dildo and i get better and better each time.

i enjoy it more and more. it feels truly degrading and i love it.

i started birth control in case i get the chance to be actually fucked by cock. i want cock to cum all over me anywhere it pleases.

i obey cock~

i worship cock~

everyone should worship cock~

So, a few days back I managed to work up the courage and ask my gf about doing another threesome with her bf. I said I wanted her to take the lead for me, I'd be super submissive, wear some handcuffs, and I'd love to eat her out for this. She set it all up, and to be a bit of a surprise for me, me going in blind and all.

This morning we did it, I was anxious and eager going into it, naked and handcuffed with a man in the room. I do know him outside of this, ads his relationship with my gf of course, he's nice and all, but being in this vulnerable position I really can't help but be fearful.

My gf is wearing some lingerie I don't recognize, a light pink lacey bra (Could see her heart shaped nipple piercings through them), and a red thong. She's got a full face of makeup and that made me a bit self conscious cause I was just wearing a little concealer and eyeliner.

Wordlessly, almost dismisively, she pushed me onto my back on the bed. Honestly it was pretty uncomfortable to me since my arms got pinned behind me with the metal digging in. With that she got on top of me, taking her time and showing off to her boyfriend behind her. I think he was touching her a bit, but she started making out with me, pressing our boobs together, groping and fondling me.

At this point I'm fairly sure is when he started fucking her doggystyle, I can feel his thrusts through her. He doesn't take time to warm up, to adjust. Her boobs jiggling against mine, her moans directly into my mouth. I really couldn't help but be envious, trapped beneath her, just getting her distracted touches.

I'm still very excited, leaking a lot of precum, and bucking against her. This is a lot less intense for me than the other threesome with him, but I'm still kind of hopeful it'll ramp up a little. My gf eventually stopped really making out with me, and was instead breathily moaning and swearing into my neck about how good it felt and that she needed more. I had a bit of a glimpse of him, admittedly mostly obscured by hair, his determined, focused look, the tight grip on her hips. He didn't take off her thong just move it to the side.

He pushed her further onto me, spreading her legs and my own. The feel of his leg hair was a bit startling, but exciting yknow? the casual touch of him. He moved a hand to aggresively grope her breasts, rubbing against mine in the process. He saw my needy response and actually groped me instead for a little which made me moan out quite a bit, rather more turned on by his forcefulness than my gfs playfulness. He sadly went back to groping her after this, but God it felt amazing.

After he came in her thing slowed down a bit, presumably to give him some time to recover for what happened next. As my gf also became functional enough to think again she made out with me, but mostly cooed about how great he is, and how happy she is that I'm there too, despite my role so far mostly being a mattress.

With some awkward shifting around, and myself being pushed a bit, my gf was now on the edge of the bed, me on the floor with my head between her legs. She took off her thong and wanted me to eat her out, with his cum in her. I was pretty apprehensive despite wanting it, but she locked her legs around my head and I got to work.

I haven't properly tasted cum since before I transitioned, having only tasted my own, or estrogenized cum. And fuck I forgot how potent it is. The feeling is still kind of in the back of my throat, and I can swear I still smell it. He started fucking her throat, and she clenched and spasmed, but never let go of me.

I had the occasional view of him, his balls slapping against hee face, his tight ass and strong legs, the tight grip he had as he facefucked her. Just using her mouth like a fleshlight. He pulled out and came all over her face, not the biggest load but that made sense considering he already fucked her cunt.

He then pushed her down towards me, and we made out, his cum rubbing onto me. Tasting and smelling more of it. He was still jerking off a little, which felt nice but embarassing to me.

After a cooldown period she asked me how I liked it, sheepishly, forced to admit my feelings I told her I had a great time and really liked it. We talked aboit my limits and that I wasn't close to saying my safeword, I was kind of hoping for some stimulation so she said she'd use a vibrsting plug on me after work.

Then I had to sadly get up and shower for work. Typed this all up while there. Looking forward to coming home tonight. Can still slightly taste his cum, but that may be me dreaming.

You are my new favorite blog to follow, I just discovered dyke breaking today and I'm obsessed. I used to be a lesbian prude and now I'm a horny cock obsessed bisexual. Thank you!!!

Thank you so much!! Welcome to the club! It feels so good to let go of all those inhibitions and devote yourself to pleasing cock the way you were always meant to, doesn’t it? Enjoy your stay 😘

I was trying to fight him off while he was raping me and he said "that's it, get it all out" like I was just a kid throwing a tantrum.

I swear I’m a butch who only tops I’m just wet in my boxers and humping my mattress to all your posts um I mean what

The butches, the tops, and the dommes are some of my favorite dykes to watch fall down this slippery slope… because they have the most to lose in the eyes of their fellow lesbians.

All that power you have over women, making them moan and writhe beneath you, acting all confident and aloof, visually presenting as highly on the Kinsey scale as you can get… and yet deep down you know it’s all a front.

All it takes is just reading about being used by a man, scrolling past some fantasy that makes your pussy clench in just the right way, and you feel your brain seize up and your breathing go shallow as you realize fuck… you’re no different from any of these other mewling, submissive, pathetic cunts. Nothing feels as good as realizing how weak and powerless you are, that your strength, your confidence, even your sexuality don’t matter at all compared to your body’s natural instincts to submit. The more humiliating it is, the further your fall from grace, the more intense and degrading the fantasies become, the better it gets.

Before you know it, every time you top and there’s some subby little dyke losing her mind and moaning on your strap, you won’t be able to shake that thought… is that what I’m going to sound like when I’m in her place, and a man is in mine? The answer is no, of course. You have so much more to prove, after all: you’re going to be even louder.

ive been lurking in the orientation play subsection of tumblr for at least a year at this point and ive seen the rise and fall of many blogs in that time. it always puts a pep in my step seeing this blog stay active. i really appreciate ur emphasis on fantasy, consent, and boundaries. like tbh ur blog is a pillar in countless horny pathetic lesbians self-pleasure habits- hats off to ya

That really brings a smile to my face, anon ☺️ Thank you so much! I blame my longevity on my strict policy not to reblog a single NSFW image, gif, or video. I’ve seen far too many excellent blogs get taken down that way; it’s just not worth the risk for me. I prefer more intellectual stimulation anyway, so that works out just perfectly for me.

Part of the reason we play with gender and sexuality here is because of how scary they can be in the real world, so it’s imperative to make sure that real-life hatred and those intense feelings of guilt, self-loathing, and fear don’t bleed their way into what we do for fun. It’s part escapism, part humiliation, and also just because playing with taboos can just be fun. But it’s all made possible because at the end of the day, despite what we pretend in kink, we trust and support one another, and understand and maintain that boundary.

Also jeez it really has been almost a year for me, hasn’t it? Here’s to many more horny pathetic lesbians pleasuring themselves to my writing 🧡🤍🩷