Currently Having That Once-in-a-blue-moon Crying Night Because I Love Women So Much Not Only Because

currently having that once-in-a-blue-moon crying night because i love women so much not only because they're beautiful but also because they are so under appreciated in everything they do. also crying because im currently in a one-sided homoerotic friendship (is it still homoerotic if its one-sided?) and i fear ill never be able to properly love them the way i want to, and that begs the question of if ill get to love someone the way i love her and if anyone else will ever love me like i love her. also scared about my future because i feel like im going to crash and burn and end up on the streets with no one to care for me and everything is happening so fast and i feel old.

It's been a while since I've posted so here's some screens I've done . I've greatly reduced how much space they take up so it's easier to have multiple at one time , and especially with the new focus tech it's easier to switch it fast . I've finished them all except the green one which I'm working legit right now !

Don't forget , I'm always open to questions and giving pics up just message me :)

my condolences to moonbin's family and friends. he was a beautiful soul. i hope he rests easy among the stars.

BTS Fics I would write paragraphs for:

A collection of fics that I absolutely adore!

Also it's kind of evident but im a sucker for friends to lovers and mutual pining!

KIM NAMJOON

The Bodyguard by @rmnamjoons

there was a bug by @kimnjss

KIM SEOKJIN

I Can Do Better by @bangtansocean

made of stardust: folia by @httpjeon

MIN YOONGI

Thoughts Of You Keep Me Awake At Night by @hollyhomburg

love of my life by @latetaektalk

Beloved by @bang-tan-bitches

the warmth of your love by @jjkthclub

Snapshot by @oceanafternoon

Hold Me Tight by @hyungieyoongi

Act On It by @joonie-beanie

Breakfast by @btsiguess

intimidation by @luxekook

Late Bloomer by @tayegi

Sampled by @bangtansocean

a casual proposal by @bylanternlight

My Dearest Queen by @minsugallery

Moonlit Throne by @hobidreams

eden's sleep by @lolabangtan

Something To Lose by @btsmosphere

JUNG HOSEOK

"Don't let me go near alcohol again." by @taetaespeaches

upbeat by @fizzydrink698

filthy hobi headcanons by @fandomnoire

Love on the Brain by @underthejoon

covenant. by @junghelioseok

midnight confessions by @snackhobi

blue side next door by @scriptaed

;good2me by @floralseokjin

puppy hobi by @hollyhomburg

An uninvited guest by @darkafterhours13

PARK JIMIN

Teddy bear by @taleasnewastime

KIM TAEHYUNG

The Good Boy Diaries by @borathae

cliff diving by @wwilloww

JEON JUNGKOOK

Heat wave by @angelseokjinnie

on my mind by @angelguk

the crimson shell by @angelicyoongie

darknets by @darkestcorners

casual by @muniimyg

nose fucking by @here2bbtstrash

Combative by @smasmashie

10 Seconds by @deepdarkdelights

OT7

BTS Participating in Squid Game Part 1 by @silv3rswirls

Gilded Gambit by @anonnie-in-wonderland

sh. by @wwilloww

boys like you by @s0ulm8s

sincerely, yours by @pasteljeon

I'm in total support of abortions being legal, and if you think otherwise please block me. As a women, I have a right to myself and my choices. The right to my privacy not only as a women but as a member of the poc community is slowly being taken away. This isn't just about abortions. It's a deep rooted hate for minorities.

ATEEZ Fics That I Love!

i love these creators and their works sm! most do contain smut so MDNI! pls tell me if any links don't work, were perhaps linked wrong, or if ur fic was labeled un named even though it has a name. i was rushing to do some of these at four am so i was totally delirious and im not done either so check for updates 🫶

Seonghwa

seonghwa nsfw alphabet by @yunhobug

pervy roommates by @hwasdollie

seonghwa as ur bf by @lunajoongs

12:30 am by @sunnylovespickles

Hongjoong

[13:00] by @kwanisms

bla bla bla by @yoongiseesawmp3

piña colada by @last-words-ofashootingstar

stupid games, stupid prizes by @last-words-ofashootingstar

11:53pm by @yunhobug

pretty by @last-words-ofashootingstar

joong as ur bf by @lunajoongs

joong as ur bf by @mybelovedwoo

forget-me-not by @seonghwaddict

[20:43] by @atozfic

[04:37] by @atozfic

high end by @songmingisthighs

closed doors by @last-words-ofashootingstar

Yunho

the night we met by @last-words-ofashootingstar

aurora by @sorryimananti-romantic

[00:59] by @atozfic

Yeosang

liquid gold by @flowerboykun

un named by @sluttywonwoo

just relax by @luvryeo

its...cute! by @yuyusuyu

San

san nsfw alphabet by @yunhobug

february filth fest day 2 by @multiwreckedmess

un named by @1ovewoo

incubus: coming of age by @byuntrash101

Mingi

sweet dreams by @last-words-ofashootingstar

dont make me beg by @last-words-ofashootingstar

bring your bf to work by @dairyminki

cock block by @star2fishmeg

Wooyoung

Me Gustas Tu by @ro-written

study games by @mphountitled

Jongho

mornings with jongho by @taey0ngsvape

OT8

breakfast in bed by @cheollipop

pool party by @a-soft-hornytiny

clair de lune by @atzfilm

the minsanhwa dorms 1, 2, + 3 by @akistaytiny

ateez as camboys by @akistaytiny

without a trace by @stayarmytinyzenmoa-l

deep down by @seventhcallisto