It's Time For Me To Talk About My Kinmems, Again .. This Time About My Emalf Canon

• it's time for me to talk about my kinmems, again .. this time about my emalf canon

• i've been in a emalf mental shift for a week now and i don't think it's going to end soon

• this memory is very simple, but i can't possibly put into words how much it means to me. and because of that, is not a surprise that adauchi is involved.

• there was one day when i was walking with adauchi through flame world, like we always did, nothing really special about it. but suddenly he stopped walking, and he looked at me and asked why i always walked behind him, not by his side, saying it was annoying.

• i told him that it was something i got used to, because in all the groups i had been, i was always left behind when i walked, since nobody wanted me walking by their side.

• hearing this he basically pulled me by the arm and forced me to walk beside him, without saying anything. when I automatically walked away, he pulled me again, and everytime that happened he would tell me to stay by his side.

• at that moment i realized that adauchi really cared about me, about my feelings.. and i also realized that i never felt left out when he was around, because he wanted me to feel included.

• thinking about this makes me .. happy .